The last few days have been quite challenging for me. I am in a particularly sadistic mood, and no outlet for those desires. I told My slut today that I wanted to spank her until she cried. She said she would prefer to be flogged, but not necessarily until she cried though. Some days are really rough when you are a Sadist.
We have been talking lately about the rough days I've been having and I told her I feel like we have hit a plateau. She asked me what is the next step I want to take, and I asked her if she had been reading my stories. Everything is in there laid out for her to see what I want to do.
I have no idea if this will bring any changes in her or our life, but she asked and I told her what I need. She says she understands, but she has understood for years and it didn't change anything. She said she is doing her best, and maybe she is, but I've been waiting for a very long time and my hunger is growing stronger and stronger each day. William needs to feed on some pain.
I hope everyone had a fun weekend.