Saturday, April 30, 2011

Flash Fiction Friday...

She had wanted the hot blonde in the office for a long time. She knew that once she took the first step, there was no going back. She invited her over for drinks and as soon as she walked in the door, she grabbed her and ripped her clothes from her taut body. She bound her tightly and threw her on the counter. The strap-on was already on under her dress, and she proceeded to fuck her hard and fast, no chance to argue.

After they both came, the blonde smiled and said,"I thought you would never ask. How long have you been planning this?"

"Since I first saw you.", she replied. "Ready for round two?"

The blonde just smiled, spread her legs wider and said,"This time pinch my nipples and slap my tits, I need pain to really cum hard."

She had certainly picked the right one to take she thought, and grabbing two handfuls of tit, began to pound the blondes cunt once again.

Thursday, April 28, 2011


Well a couple anyway. I had told My slut yesterday in a text that I wanted to stripe her ass, and she told me she would think about it. When I got home I let the boy play on the computer and went into the room to "talk" to My slut.

She quickly undressed and lay across the bed for her flogging. I started but almost immediately she told me I could use the cane for one stripe only. She said I better do it first before she chickened out. I grabbed it and began tapping lightly across one cheek before I gave her one hard smack. It left a nice little red line. She said it wasn't too bad. I of course didn't go real hard, just harder than usual. I told her I was going to give her another one on the other cheek and she nodded her head in compliance. I once again tapped lightly before giving her a little harder smack. She now had a stripe on each cheek. I have to say that I was hard as a rock after that and she noticed right away. Within a minute the first one disappeared. I was disappointed until it came back. I had never seen that, but they both stayed.

It was now time for the flogging. I gave her a good flogging. Back and forth between hard and soft until she had a nice pink glow to her ass. I finished by giving her about ten hard lashes. She asked if she could have her vibrator now.

I grabbed it and as she spread her legs I reached down to feel her cunt. She asked what I was doing, and I told her I was checking to see if she was wet at all. Well surprise, surprise, she was more than just a little damp. She was actually quite wet. More than I had seen her from a flogging before. I told her and she closed her eyes. She does that when she gets embarrassed. I asked if she was, and she confirmed. I asked what she thinks of when I am flogging her. She said she doesn't think about it at all. She doesn't want to possibly trigger old abuse issues. I thought that was a good tool for her to cope. She just let's go and feels it.

I told her that even though she may not admit to enjoying it, her body apparently does. This made her blush deeply. I told her that her cunt betrays her mind...Grins!!!

I gave her many strong orgasms before finishing up with a nice hard fuck where I shot a big load across her stomach. Like I mentioned before, she loves to watch me cum and feel it land on her skin.

Last night was quite a revelation seeing her body react like that. The flogging wasn't that hard. In fact she has taken harder ones without that kind of a reaction. Maybe the cane is what really got her going...Hmmm.

I'll have to tease her a bit about it today. I hope my feeling is correct. I love using the cane and marking her ass. I'll have to check tonight to see if the marks are still there.

What a great night!


Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Little signs...

She keeps giving me little signs that her mind set is changing. I don't think she even realizes she is doing it either. The last couple days she has felt like she is coming down with a cold. Her immune system sucks and spening a lot of time at our son's school doesn't help. So tonight she comes over to me as I sat at my desk to give me a hug while I was making dinner. I was sitting in the office chair and she stood in front of me and hugged me. After apologizing for not feeling good, she started to walk away, stopped after a couple steps and stuck her ass out just a bit for me to swat her. I gave her a hard swat over her jeans, but told her it is supposed to be her bare ass. She smiled and said I know and went into the bedroom. She used to complain every time I would do that, now she invites it. A very good sign.

It may be just a small step. but very noticable if you know what to look for. She has also been much better about remembering not to wear underwear to bed. I showed her the marks still visible on the inside of my forearm from the cane, and told her she is next. She grinned and said she knows, and that she hopes she feels better soon. Me too! She is going to get some stripes next time. I get hard just thinking about it. Does that make me such a bad guy???


Saturday, April 23, 2011

Play time today...

We finally got to play today and I made sure she felt it. I was nice and started out with a massage for her. Then the flogger came out. I started easy then gave her some good lashes. After she was warmed up I told her I was going to give her some good hard ones. I gave her 10 hard swats before easing up and stroking her ass with my hands. I went back to easy swats until she got a good little glow on her ass before I told her I was going to give some hard ones again.

This time I gave her 20 hard ones. Ten on each cheek before I stopped. She said that was all she could take and was about to ask me to stop when I did. I almost forgot, before I gave her the massage I gave her the hard swats she had earned for breaking the no panties to bed rule. So she started out with a couple hand prints on her ass.

After the flogging I told her I was going to use the cane, and she asked me to not do it too hard. I tapped all over her ass before giving her a harder lash. I kept going back and forth from cheek to cheek. Each time I would tap lightly then give her a moderate swat. I told her I knew what would sting and what wouldn't. She asked me how and I told her that I have tested it on my forearm to know how it felt. She asked me how hard I had done it on myself, so I showed her and gave my arm a couple hard lashes. I still have the stripes and I showed her tonight how they last, but don't hurt any longer. The pain is sharp at first but doesn't last long. She said she's not quite ready for that yet, but we'll see.

I finished with giving her one harder lash on each cheek, before I stopped and stroked each cheek.

She was now ready for her vibrator and as she lay across the bed with her head by me, and reached down and stroked her cunt to see if she was a little wet, and she was, before I started using the toy. It only took her moments before her orgasm came rushing through her. She barely remembered to ask for permission. I made her wait about 5 seconds before telling her cum for me. It hit her hard as it ripped through her body. I held her head up as she came over and over, tears running from her eyes as I told her to cum for me, to give me her pleasure. I bit and sucked her hard nipples as she came and I kept telling her to cum for me like My good slut.

Finally she couldn't take anymore and begged me to stop. I gave her a few more seconds of it before I pulled the vibrator away. I let her calm down a bit as her orgasm subsided. Once it settled down she asked me to fuck her. Being the gentleman that I am, I of course obliged her. I pushed her legs wide apart and lifting her ass up to me, I slid into her soaking cunt in one push. She gasped as I pushed deep into her. I leaned forward to push as deep into her as I could. I got the angle so my cock rubbed her clit as I fucked her. I felt her body quiver and I could tell she had cum again. Right after she asked me if I knew what just happened, and I told her of course. I can read her body quite well after over a decade.

I continued pushing deep and slow into her as my orgasm built. I pulled her body into mine as I began to cum, pumping my hot load into her. She began to grin as she felt the heat fill her. I shot quite a big load into her, it had been a few days and I had gotten quite turned on from flogging and caning her ass. I always get more turned on when I am able to give her some pain.

She ended up with quite a load running out of her, so I had to get her something to clean up so she wouldn't make a mess of the blanket.

I didn't get to take it as far as I wanted to, but I did push her limits a little bit. I gave her a couple moderate lashes with the cane. Next time they will be a little harder, but she will know about it before I do it.

I hope everyone has a Happy Easter!


Friday, April 22, 2011

Needing it...

I really need to mark My slut's ass tonight and I told her so. I said it had been too long since I was able to flog her ass and tonight I was going to fix that situation. She said our son might hear and I told her I would figure something out. Her only response was what time was he going to bed. I told her whatever time it was he fell asleep, her ass was mine.

I have to give her some pain before my head explodes. She told me she doesn't like the pain part but she is going to do it for me anyways. I told her that's My good slut.

Bedtime can't come soon enough. I feel so out of sorts. I want to just take her and make her do nasty, dirty, slutty things for me. Be My dirty little slut. Fuck her cunt with the dildo while I use the vibrator on her clit. Make her scream in pleasure, or fight not to. I want her tears. Both in pleasure and pain. I want to hear her beg me to cum, and then beg me to stop.

I'm in a rather Sadistic mood tonight. I want to hurt her with pleasure, or pleasure her with pain, either way. I'll let you know how it works out later. I think she will remember tonight for awhile either way. I want tonight to be a turning point. I will push her and see how she handles it. If she can't, I will just back off and let her know that I can't keep on with a half effort. It's all or nothing. Not that we have to do everything right now, but we have to start trying everything.


Holding back can be hard...

Some days are difficult for me. When I want to really cut loose and take her completely under my control. Grab her by the hair and take her to her knees and feed her my cock. To completely let my Dominance run free...Unfortunately she is not ready for that yet. Most days I can rationalize that if I'm just patient we will get there. Other days I think we will never get to the relationship I want. I don't know if she will ever be able to completely let go and submit to me.

She is doing pretty good with the physical things I want to do, but it's the psychological part that she struggles with the most. Letting me take control of her scares the shit out of her. Her controlling and abusive ex left me that legacy. The thing I want more than anything is for her to kneel before me and give herself to me with no reservations. To wear My collar. Trust me with her heart and soul. She knows that if I wanted to control her like her ex did, I would have done it a long time ago with very little difficulty, but I don't want that. Her submission taken instead of given is worthless to me. If I just force her I am no better than him. I would just be another abuser and that isn't me.

I want to use her body hard, but not against her will. I want to be a demanding Master and really push her limits, but I can only do that with her consent. I hope she will learn to let go soon. I have some really amazing plans and ideas for what I want to do with and to her. I will give her explosive orgasms, leaving her gasping and panting, totally exhausted and satisfied. I want to just rip the orgasms from her, forcing her to cum over and over until her cunt is dripping and completely worn out. Her body covered in My marks so she feels it for days. Knowing every moment who owns her body.

That is what I need, will I get it? I honestly don't know. Some days I confidently say yes, other days I am completely clueless as to what she is thinking.

Well another day down and a three day weekend ahead. I'm hoping to get her to wear her corset under her clothes to her parents for Easter. She probably won't, but I can always hope.

Happy Easter all!


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

A new training schedule...

I gave My slut a new list of things we will be working on as well as a list of daily and weekly requirements.

She is to send me a sexy test at least once a day, and a sexy picture once a week.
Floggings and canings 3-4 times a week.
A blowjob until I cum at least once a week.
She is to masturbate to orgasm for me once a week.
Bondage of some sort once a week.
Dildo training.
Talking dirty to me more often.
Touching my cock without having to be told to do it.

I also came up with a scene I want to try with her that I told her about.

Have her lie on her belly and put her hands in the cuffs I made with her hands in front. Get her really wet and insert the dildo into her cunt. Tie her legs together at the knees then put her pocket rocket vibrator against her pussy, letting her bound legs hold it in place. Then flog and cane her ass while she cums over and over until she begs me to stop. I'm sure she will cum many times from this one. I can't wait to see what she says about this. I'll let you all know how it goes.

By the way, she told me tonight that her period was over and we will be fucking tonight. She needs to ride my cock hard. Her words. I think I can accomodate her there. Of course she will get the two swats she has coming first.


She just read it and said it sounded quite interesting to her...Wicked Grins!!!

Monday, April 18, 2011

Setting up future training...

I told My slut tonight that when her period is over we are going to start working on bondage. I love to tie her up, but she has trust issues. They have nothing to do with me, but she needs to get to trusting me. She was a little nervous when I said it, but she asked if we were going to take it slow. I told her of course, like we do with everything we are working on. She asked if she had to give an answer right now. I just old her I was letting her know what we were going to be working on next and left it at that.

Getting back to her oral performance last week, I told her that I keep wanting to brag to the guys at work about what a great blowjob she gave me. She started blushing really big time. I told her now I want it all the time it was so good, and that it was the best blowjob I'd had in a really long time. She told me her cheeks hurt from smiling so much. I think she is feeling a lot better about sucking my cock...Grins!!!

I can'y wait to have her hot, wet mouth back wrapped around my cock again. I so missed getting an enthusiastic blow job like I used to get so many years ago.

I can't wait to bind My slut too. I want to have her immobilized while I torture her wonderful nipples and tits. I also want to flog her ass while her hands are bound in front of her. The next few weeks are going to be so much fun!


Friday, April 15, 2011


Tonight My slut was finally able to make good on her promise of giving me a blow job, and all I can say is, Damn!!!

This was by far her best effort ever. It seems to have really taken the pressure off of her that I will want her to swallow and she gave me her best effort. She sucked me longer than she ever has and stroked me with her hand while bobbing her mouth up and down on my cock. I made sure I was very vocal in my appreciation for her minstrations. It must have emcouraged her because even after her neck got tired, she continued to stroke me wonderfully and rub the underside of my cock across her wet mouth until I had the most intense orgasm I've had in quite a long time. My body completely locked up with muscle tension and I couldn't breath while I was cumming. I shot a huge load across her face and my belly, even shooting some into her hair.

When she asked me how it was, I told her it was Fan-fucking-tastic! She said that is what she was waiting to hear. Afterwards I complimented her on becoming quite the cock sucker, and thanked her for the great blowjob. She blushed and said thank you.

I think tonight might have been a turning point in the way she feels about sucking my cock. I hope so at least.

Unfortunately I couldn't return the favor, but I will definitely make it up to her when her period is over.

Once again...DAMN!!!

Friday Flash Fiction...

It had been a long hard day at work. He was surprised to find the house unlit. In the gathering dark he began to look through the house to find his slave.

He found her in the play room, lounging on the sofa covered in just a sheet. She had a look of hunger in her eyes and he knew what she needed. The same thing he did.

His favorite cane had been laid out on the table for him, so they were both obviously on the same wavelength.

As he picked up the cane she crawled towards him and began to unzip his pants. He started caning her round ass as she took his hardening cock deep in her mouth. She began to moan in pleasure and pain as he striped her ass.

She was good and with a groan he unloaded his seed down her hungry throat.

The day just got better, and the pain was just beginning.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

100th Post...

Well I was hoping to have a really great post for my 100th post. I was going to write about My slut's spanking she was to receive and the flogging and caning she was going to get...Unfortunately her period showed up a week early. GRRR!!!!!

She felt really bad and I was pissed. Not at her, but at the situation. I made sure she knew that too. I texted her today and told her I was in a bad mood about it and she wrote back that she would take care of me. I asked her how. She said, "You know." I made her tell me. She said, "Suck you."

"Suck my what?"

"Your cock.", was her reply.

I told her she was a good slut and that I was happy with her, and asked if it was so hard to say. She responded, LOL, and that no it wasn't so hard. She said she had a headache but would do her best. I told her I'm sure she will do a great job.

In closing this less than thrilling post I wanted to thank all my followers and lurkers who keep up with the words I write and make comments on what I say. I'm glad you enjoy what I have to say and what happens between me and My slut. I have a feeling things are going to get real interesting in the next few months, now that I have changed direction to work on things she is interested in working on.

Thank you,

Sunday, April 10, 2011

An admission...

My slut admitted to me that she is starting to like the flogger. After I used it on her Friday afternoon, I noticed she was a little damp. When I asked her about it, she said she had told me she was starting to like it a little. Her answer last time I asked was, "I'm not sure."

So she was really just holding back on telling me last time. She told me she doesn't like the pain though...???
I just let that go. I thought it funny that she won't admit liking pain, when that is what the flogger is primarily about for me. We didn't have a long time so I gave it to her pretty good almost right away without much warm-up. She gave me a look a few times when it hurt pretty good.

I told her I was going to give her some hard ones, and gave her four really stout lashes. She did great and didn't even flinch or pull away. I think she is enjoying it more than she will even admit to herself.

Since we were short of time We just had a nice hard fuck. After I made her cum a few times with her vibrator, I fucked her until I was ready to cum. She asked if she could watch me make myself cum, she loves to see that. I told her if she cums with me I would. So I got her vibrator again and went to work on her clit while I stroked myself. When she started cumming I let myself go. I must have been really turned on, or just had more built up than I thought, because my first shot went all the way up and hit her right shoulder. It left a long streak across her belly, ample tit and then her shoulder. We were both surprised at that one. I haven't had a shot like that in awhile.

I haven't had a chance to talk to her about my change of plans yet, so I will do that tonight. I think it will take some pressure off of her, and make her more relaxed.

Everyone have a hot and sexy week.


Thursday, April 7, 2011

A change of plans...

I've been thinking a lot the last couple days about my attempt to get My slut to take my cum in her mouth. This is something that is really hard for her. She told me just the smell makes her gag. I think I am going to back off on that aspect for awhile. Maybe bring it up later when she gets to a more submissive place and can acccept it more in her desire to please me.

The other day when we had some play time, she told me she had no problem with the floggings, as I reported here. I think I am going to take advantage of that and start working on upping the intensity of her floggings. I also want to start using the cane more and getting her used to that. I really love the cane. I like the kind of welts it can make. I think the best course of action at this stage is to work on her taking my pain. She has a very high tolerance. She can take hot wax and the Wartenberg wheel and actually enoys them. So I figured instead of trying to steer her towards something she is really uncomfortable with, I should really be taking advantage of something she can handle. Especially given the fact that I am a Sadist and she knows it. I have posted here many times that I want to train her to be able to cum from pain alone. I want to be able to make her cum by just telling her to while I'm flogging her. I know I can do it, she just has to let go and go with the training.

Just about any woman can make a man cum with her mouth, but not a lot of women can cum under the whip. The thought of that makes me very hard. Swallowing can always happen later. I haven't had a woman do that for me in about a dozen years, so I think I will survive a little longer without it.

So for now the focus will be shifted to more pain play. We haven't used wax in awhile, so I think I will bind her tits tomorrow and pour some nice hot wax on her nipples. A good hard flogging and some caning is in order too. Maybe I can leave some nice welts on her ass. I will sooth them with my tongue of course. The clamps will have to be used on her big sensitive nipples too. They are just made to be clamped. Nice and big, and respond beautifully to any stimulus. They stick out at least a half an inch.

I have to renew my marks on her breasts too. The bruises have faded. I love to bite them and leave bruises on the top of both breasts. She bruises easily which is a plus for me. I don't have to work as hard to make my marks.

So will My slut become My pain slut? We will see. I think she can be, and the thought really excites me.


Tuesday, April 5, 2011

A much better evening...

My slut and I talked today and tonight after a small mis-understanding and cleared the air of a few things. I told her I wanted the slut I found back in August after she came home from almost leaving. I told her I miss that woman. She told me she will try to relax and let her come back out.

After dinner we went to the room, and I told her what I wanted. She promised to do her best. She sucked me for awhile until her jaw got tired, so we stopped and I got her vibrator and gave her a few intense orgasms. She then said she would try again.

She sucked me for awhile, all the while I was complimenting her on how good she was making me feel, until her jaw got sore again. She then stroked my cock while rubbing it across her wet lips until I acme very hard down her cheek and chin. She gave me three quick sucks and I told her thank you for doing your best.

She said she still doubts her abilities sometimes, but I assured her that her skills are more than enough. The only thing she lacks is confidence in herself and the ability to trust me. She also has to get over her fears of getting cum in her mouth. She said she will keep trying. That's all I can ask.

I told her that she has far surpassed my expectations when it comes to flogging, and her response was that she has no fear of that at all. I hope that means that she will be able to work towards getting turned on by it. I think she is already starting to.

All in all, it was a much better night.

Monday, April 4, 2011

A little more info...

I wanted to give a little more background in regards to my last post where I got angry at My slut. I want to explain that I don't explode and start screaming and yelling. I rarely if ever even raise my voice. There is no need in my opinion, but she sometimes gets apathetic and starts reacting to me with that "whatever" mentality. The only thing that seems to get her attention is when she sees that I have had enough of the situation. This is what actually got us back in a better place than we had been for the last decade. As I have written many times, it took a big blow-up on my part and threatening to let her go that finally opened her eyes to how badly she had really been treating me.

There is not a written agreement between us. Maybe that is what I need to do to get her to really focus on her training. Maybe if she sees it in black and white it will keep her on track better. I didn't think it would be necessary, but I might have been wrong...Imagine the horror!!!

She has said many times that she really does want to take my cum in her mouth because she knows it is something I really want very badly. I have given her chances to back out and she won't take it.

On the plus side she has done amazingly well with the floggings. She has done so much better than I could have ever believed. I don't want every body to think that I think she can't do anything right. On the whole I am very proud of her and happy with her accomplishments so far.

I just wanted to clarify a few things brought up by Neo Dom. Thank you for the comments ND.


Sunday, April 3, 2011

A bit of a rough day...

We had a bit of a rough day yesterday. As I had talked about last week, I wanted My slut to suck me after cumming. Well she put me off repeatedly until Saturday and when I asked if we were going to do anything, her response was, "Whatever." That just set me off. I'm so tired of her apathy when it comes to our relationship. I'm an all in type when it comes to loving. I want your best every time. That's what I give and I expect the same.

I got pissed and told her I was going outside to do the lawn work, and I walked out. I started mowing the lawn until I heard her calling to me out the front door for me to come inside. I begrudgingly came in although I was still steaming. She told me she wanted to do something for me.

I told her I wanted her to do as I asked earlier in the week, but she told me she couldn't because she wasn't feeling well. She took her medicine the night before. The one that makes her not feel well. Knowing My slut, I know that she put me off all week until Saturday so she could use it as an excuse to not taste my cum. She doesn't like it, but I have given her chances to back out, and she keeps saying she wants to do it, so I am not going to let her keep putting it off. She needs to either say she isn't going to swallow my cum ever, or get started getting used to it. I will not tolerate half measures any more. I put up with that for over a decade.

She ended up giving me a short blowjob until her jaw started getting sore, so I put her on her back and fucked her ample tits until I shot my load on her neck. It felt good, but I couldn'r help being a little disappointed that she didn't do what I had asked for all week. She better step up this week, put on, or take off as it were, her big girl panties, and suck my cock and swallow my cum like the slut she says she wants to be for me.

I hope you all have a hot and sexy week.