I wanted to give a little more background in regards to my last post where I got angry at My slut. I want to explain that I don't explode and start screaming and yelling. I rarely if ever even raise my voice. There is no need in my opinion, but she sometimes gets apathetic and starts reacting to me with that "whatever" mentality. The only thing that seems to get her attention is when she sees that I have had enough of the situation. This is what actually got us back in a better place than we had been for the last decade. As I have written many times, it took a big blow-up on my part and threatening to let her go that finally opened her eyes to how badly she had really been treating me.
There is not a written agreement between us. Maybe that is what I need to do to get her to really focus on her training. Maybe if she sees it in black and white it will keep her on track better. I didn't think it would be necessary, but I might have been wrong...Imagine the horror!!!
She has said many times that she really does want to take my cum in her mouth because she knows it is something I really want very badly. I have given her chances to back out and she won't take it.
On the plus side she has done amazingly well with the floggings. She has done so much better than I could have ever believed. I don't want every body to think that I think she can't do anything right. On the whole I am very proud of her and happy with her accomplishments so far.
I just wanted to clarify a few things brought up by Neo Dom. Thank you for the comments ND.