My slut and I talked today and tonight after a small mis-understanding and cleared the air of a few things. I told her I wanted the slut I found back in August after she came home from almost leaving. I told her I miss that woman. She told me she will try to relax and let her come back out.
After dinner we went to the room, and I told her what I wanted. She promised to do her best. She sucked me for awhile until her jaw got tired, so we stopped and I got her vibrator and gave her a few intense orgasms. She then said she would try again.
She sucked me for awhile, all the while I was complimenting her on how good she was making me feel, until her jaw got sore again. She then stroked my cock while rubbing it across her wet lips until I acme very hard down her cheek and chin. She gave me three quick sucks and I told her thank you for doing your best.
She said she still doubts her abilities sometimes, but I assured her that her skills are more than enough. The only thing she lacks is confidence in herself and the ability to trust me. She also has to get over her fears of getting cum in her mouth. She said she will keep trying. That's all I can ask.
I told her that she has far surpassed my expectations when it comes to flogging, and her response was that she has no fear of that at all. I hope that means that she will be able to work towards getting turned on by it. I think she is already starting to.
All in all, it was a much better night.