Sunday, December 1, 2013


On Monday, me and my slave will celebrate our two year anniversary. It's hard to believe it's been this long. In some ways it seems like just yesterday, but in other ways it seems like we have always been together. Never would I have imagined that an online relationship could turn into this. The depth of emotions is intense and overwhelming sometimes. Anyone who says long distance relationships aren't real, hasn't found the right partner.

I feel things with her I have never felt in any relationship in my life. I love my slave so much, that it physically hurts some days when I'm missing her. It sucks to not have her with me every day, but I wouldn't change anything other than to have her here. Maybe someday we'll be able to be permanently be together. Who knows, but until then, I will continue to love my slave with every fiber of my being.

I love you my slave


Saturday, November 16, 2013


I forgot to mention in my last post that my slave is on perpetual orgasm denial. she never orgasms without my permission...Ever...Normally she is required to edge at least three times a day. More if I tell her to. Edging, if you don't know, means masturbating to the edge of orgasm, then stopping...she actually loves the denial, sometimes the edging not so much. she actually got really pissed at me earlier this year when she was on a 30 day denial of orgasm, and during the last week, I was having her edge a lot. A couple days before the month was up, I had her edge about 20 times in the span of a few hours...The next day she told me how angry she was about it, as if I didn't know...smiles...I then explained to her that it wasn't about what she felt about it. It was about what Master wanted. Once she agreed to be my slave, she gave up the right of refusal. Of course she has her hard limits, which I have known for a long time, and I respect those. Anything else is my decision on what she does and when...

That was kind of an epiphany for her. It really sank in what a slave truly was, and she has really become a better slave everyday since then. she is truly thinking as a slave, and her focus is to please me in every way she is able, and to make my life better...smiles...

This weekend she is on touch restriction, and so far it is driving her crazy with arousal. she can only touch Master's tits, ass and cunt for washing and normal bathroom duties and nothing else. Normally she could touch Master's property anytime she wished, as long as she didn't orgasm. Not this weekend though, and it's making her need it even more. Just as I anticipated it would. I told her I'd let her know on Monday if it would continue or not...I haven't decided yet if it will...

Master's needy cunt was throbbing with need today, and I'm sure it will be worse tomorrow. I wonder how she would be after a week? Did I ever mention I was a Sadist?....laughs...

I'll keep everyone up to date on how she fares, and if and when she gets to cum again...

I'm very happy to be writing here again, and I hope some of my readers come back, or I gain new ones...


slave tasks

Yesterday I had her write a dirty name I love to call her on Master's tits to wear all day at work. I'll keep the name between just us though...sorry...

It kept her very aroused all day to think of what was written there as she talked with co-workers. A naughty girl disguised as a sweet lady. she loved it so much she left it on for today as I gave her another of her regular tasks. Wearing a tack bra insert. she made it with some nursing pads with several thumb tacks inserted that jab her flesh all day as her heavy breasts lay on them. she makes a point to take the stairs on these days to increase the torture of them jabbing her as she pounces up and down the steps. she will also lean against her desk or a cabinet to increase the pressure. she loves feeling her Master's pain throughout the day...

Tonight she was having guests over, and before they arrived, she freshened up the lovely bruises on the inside of those luscious thighs of hers, and re-wrote those deliciously nasty words on Master's juicy tits. I also had her insert her anal plug to wear the first couple hours of the evening. There she was with her friends and family around her, a plugged slut slave. She said she was a wet and squirmy mess all evening, knowing what a dirty slut she was being with no one the wiser.

Tonight for the first time I had her sleep in rope cuffs all night. she awoke a few times when she tried to move, but she loved feeling Master's bindings and control over her, and would fall back to contented sleep...
she hopes to try to wear them around the house for several hours some time when she has the privacy. To see how she could do everyday things while cuffed...My slave makes me so damn proud with her dedication and devotion to please her Master...

I love that sexy bitch


Sunday, October 27, 2013

My slave...

My slave learned something very surprising about herself under my training. When we first met she had no interest in receiving pain. Now nearly two years later, she would rather receive pain than pleasure at times. Several times she has asked for more of Master's pain when I thought she was ready to get some pleasure. There were even times when she requested to have only pain, and no pleasure at all....

This please me in ways innumerable, being the Sadist that I am. she has questioned this about herself on a few occasions. Today in fact she told me that she found herself smiling on her way to complete a task involving taking Master's pain for him. Wondering if it was okay and normal to look forward to it. I told her of course it's okay. What we need and desire. does not always fit in with what society considers normal.

I was brought up to never strike a woman, and I never would in anger. Giving my slave pain that she desires to receive to please her Master is another thing altogether. I wouldn't touch her if she didn't desire it. I hurt her, but would never harm her...smiles...

My slave is more than I ever expected her to be. her being my slave is one of the biggest surprises of them all. she never considered being a slave, and I never thought I'd want the heavy responsibility of owning one. I found though that the more control I have over her everyday life, the more I want. This relationship has gone in a direction I never expected, and I couldn't be happier. I could never ask for a more devoted and loving slave. she would do anything for her Master, and I'll take care of her in anyway I can, as long as I can...


Thursday, October 10, 2013

Long time away...

I've been gone a long time. I 've been a little busy. The reason I've been busy is that I've taken an LDR slave. I've been with her two years this December. she is blossom of The mis-spelling is how it is on the blog.  I had enough of my wife's BS, and went to someone who'd treat me right. she has in ways I never imagined. If I have any readers left, I hope you understand. If not, I can't help that...

Take care all, and maybe we will start a new blog to document our experiences.


Friday, March 15, 2013

Reality TV

I know the majority of the "Reality" TV shows out there are short on reality, but I have a long time friend that is working on creating one involving the alternate lifestyle. He is looking for one or more couples to be featured on the show that would show how it really works, not like in 50 Shades of Gray. Master/slave, Dom/sub, or even polyamory. He wants to primarily focus on domination and submission.

He does have a couple producers who have made several documentaries, and ties to a production company that shall remain unnamed for now. Your identity and information will remain private until you decide you want to participate. If you or anyone you know are interested in showing the world what our lifestyle is really about, send me an email and I can put you in contact with him.

I'd love to be involved in this, but unfortunately I don't get to live the lifestyle I love so much. I hope someone out there is willing and able to help make this a reality.



I realized you couldn't send me a PM, but that is fixed now. I hope someone out there is willing to give this a try.

Sunday, February 10, 2013

First time for a slave part II

After flogging her, he wanted to taste his slave. He had seen her lick her own juices from her fingers for him many times, but now he wanted to taste her for himself. He untied her arms so she could lay on her back on the bed. He helped her up onto the tall bed and had her lay back and spread her legs.

“Hold them wide open slave. I want to devour that wet hole.”, he told her.

She held her legs spread wide, and he could smell her readiness and see the wetness all over that hole. He dipped his tongue into her hot cunt and tasted her juice. She gasped at the first contact with her cunt. She tasted delicious. He burrowed his tongue deep into her, fucking her with it. Running his tongue up and down through the tender folds. She moaned and writhed around on the bed. Unable to stay still under his ministrations. She had said she never had an orgasm from being licked, but that was to change. He lifted up briefly and told her to cum for her Master. To cum as many times as she wanted.

He sucked at her juicy lips and flicked his tongue across her swollen clit. She bucked her hips at the contact to that little nub of flesh. He bore into her needy hole with his tongue. Nibbling, sucking and licking at her molten center. She arched up her back and came. He could tell by the flood of juices that met his tongue. He refused to stop though. He wanted her to have many orgasms after being denied for the last two weeks. She had orgasm after orgasm. Neither of them knowing how many she had before he finally relented and let her catch her breath.

“Oh god, “ she gasped. “Thank you Master. That was amazing.”, she said breathlessly.

“My pleasure slave. You are delicious.”, he said as he licked his lips.

After some passionate kisses where she could taste herself on his lips and tongue. He pulled back and smiled down at her.

“Are you ready for your piercing slave?”, he asked her.

Her face lit up and she gave him a huge smile. He slowly removed the rope binding her chest. He didn't want it in the way while he pierced her flesh.

He had her lay on her stomach as he got the needles and the swabs to clean the area. She made herself comfortable as he got prepared. Soon he had everything ready.

“Ready slave?”, he asked.

“Yes Master.”, she responded.

He cleaned the area where he would be doing the piercing after laying out the needles and picked up the first one and got ready to make the first piercing. He pinched up a bit of skin on her back and started to push the needle into her flesh. She gasped as it slid under her skin. He pushed it though, going under about half an inch of her flesh before coming back out the other side. He asked her if she was OK, and she said she was, and that it felt wonderful. He smiled and reached for the next one. When he began inserting the next one, she began to squirm. He could tell by her reaction that this one hurt more. On the next she started squirming more. She started kicking her legs from the pain, and he gave her a sharp slap on the ass to still her.

“If you keep kicking like that, you could get hurt slave.”, he admonished her.

“Yes Master.”, she responded, and held still for the rest of them.

Once she was completely pierced, he knelt in front of her to see how she was doing. She smiled at him and said she was thrilled. They kissed for awhile and he told her how proud he was of her. After a few minutes he asked her if she was ready to remove them. She shook her head no, and said she wanted to feel them in for a little while longer. He smiled at his little pain slut, and let her enjoy the sensations for about ten more minutes. He took several photos of his work to remember it later.

When he was ready to remove them, he pulled them out quickly in one smooth pull. She gasped as each one was removed, and there was just a few drops of blood left to show where they had been. He cleaned her up and hugged and kissed her for being such a good girl.

“Relax girl.”, he told her. “Time for the next new experience.” He got up and retrieved the bottle of lube he had brought. She had said she wanted to try to be fisted. She had once in the past, but it had been a bad experience due to an ignorant partner. He lubed his hand up liberally and started by inserting two, then three fingers. He moved them in and out of her slowly to get her relaxed. Then he added a fourth finger and continued fucking her with his fingers. He could feel that she was ready and he tucked his thumb into his palm and inserted the last finger until he had his whole hand inside her. She gripped his hand tight with her cunt, but she was moaning and moving about on the bed. He fisted her in long slow motions to keep from hurting her and she responded by going crazy. He felt her cunt begin to spasm around his fist as the first orgasm took her. He didn't stop and she came again shortly after the first. Neither knew how many times she came, but he didn't stop until she was panting for breath, and she was going into sensory overload.

She looked up at him and said,”Oh my god. That was amazing. Thank you Master for making that happen.”

“I enjoyed it too slave.”, he answered her. “I loved feeling the grip of your cunt as you came on My hand.”

She looked up at him and asked,”Master, can we lay in bed together for awhile? I want to lay close to you and feel our bodies touching.”

He smiled down at her and said, “Of course slave, but first one thing needs to be taken care of.” He went over and picked up the chain that was used as her collar. He hadn't personally placed it around her neck yet, and he wanted to take care of that task before they laid down. He placed it around her neck and asked if she accepted his collar to be his slave. She replied that she pledged to be his absolute slave. This was the term they had discussed to mean she would be giving up her right of refusal to him, and the use of her safeword. He smiled down at her and gave her a big hug and kiss. She was now completely his slave with no reservations.

She giggled like a little girl and asked if she may use the bathroom as she was always required to do. He told her to go ahead as he undressed. This whole time he was dressed as she was naked. He climbed in bed and waited for her to get back. She came out shortly and hopped in bed. She had forgotten to ask permission to enter his bed, but he let it go since it was their first time together and they hadn't spend much time working on that aspect.

She cuddled against him, laying her head against his chest. He enjoyed having his slave close like this. They lay there for only a few minutes before her hand wandered to his stiffening cock. Her nearness had caused him to get aroused. She teased it with her fingertips and looked up at Master and asked if she could suck him. He smiled and nodded his head. She took the swollen head into her mouth and swirl her tongue around it. Taking him as deep as she could, she bobbed her head up and down on his hardness. She would take it out and run her tongue up from his balls to the tip of his cock before engulfing him whole again.

She was working it wet and slutty, worshipping her Master's cock with every fiber of her being. He could feel the cum building pressure in his balls.

“If you aren't careful slave, Master is going to fill his slut's mouth again.”. He told her with a grin.

When she heard this she redoubled her effort, obviously wanting to feed again on Master's seed. This time he just lay there and let her work her oral magic. She pumped his cock with her fist as her wet mouth sucked him in and out.

“Suck the cum from Master's balls.”. He told her, and with a groan, he erupted in her mouth. Hot jet after hot jet sprayed into her hungry mouth. Even though he had already cum once, less than an hour before, this orgasm has even more powerful, and he came much more. She moaned in pleasure as Master filled her mouth with his hot cream. Once his orgasm finally subsided, she gave him one last suck to make sure she got every last drop. She looked at him and opened her mouth to show him her prize, and a little dribbled out on his stomach. She sucked it from his flesh, then with a questioning look she awaited permission to swallow his seed. He smiled and nodded. She swallowed it down and gave him a big kiss. He could taste himself on her tongue, and it was one of the most passionate kisses of the whole day.

“Master, may I wash your cock?”, she asked him. He smiled and said yes. Such a simple gesture and yet it meant so much. She came back with a warm , wet washcloth and a towel. She lovingly cleaned his cock and balls before drying them carefully. She returned them to the bathroom, and came back to lay with her Master. She lay on her back with her head resting on his chest. He took her by the throat, Just holding her like that so she could feel his control. Just by doing that he could feel her whole body relax even more. She lifted her chin so he could get his hand tight on her throat. They both smiled as they relaxed there for awhile.

His hand soon wandered lower to play with her wet cunt. She was quite wet and he fingered her needy hole. Once he got her very aroused, he stopped playing with her cunt and grabbed one of her nipples and pinched it hard. She started writhing on the bed and moaning, so he pinched even harder. Suddenly her back arched and she moaned as an orgasm pulsed through her. She had cum from her Master's pain. They were both surprised by this unexpected event. A first for them both.

Too soon it was time to part, and he dressed to leave. She was looking lost and tearful. Once he was done dressing he stood in front of her and told her to put her arms behind her back. She immediately obeyed and he began to pinch her nipples and slap her tits. She yelped in pain occasionally, but he kept it up until he had had enough of torturing her tits. Her nipples were very sensitive, so he made sure to target them with most of the slaps. He then held her arms behind her back to remind her of his control as her held her tight and told her how much he loved his slave. There were tears in her eyes as she watched him put on his jacket to leave. His eyes glistened as well. He kissed her deeply and hugged her tight before he left, a feeling of emptiness in the pit of his stomach as he walked away. Happier than he had been in years, but yet sad at the all to brief time together...

I hope you all enjoyed my little story of a slave's first time with her Master. I'll try to write much more regularly from now on.


Saturday, February 9, 2013

Of service for Master...

I'm working on part 2 of my last story, but this short one came into my head last night and I wanted to get it written down. Enjoy!!!!


she came home to find her Master not there. This was unusual this time of day, but she found a note on the table in the foyer. she was instructed to dress as the most wanton slut. she was to wear her black pencil skirt,  a button down blouse that she could leave unbuttoned to show off Master's large tits and the bra that showed off her cleavage the best. No panties of course since she was in a skirt and her highest high heels. Her make-up was to be done in the sexiest way she could to really draw attention to how hot she was, and to top it all off was her cock sucker red lipstick. she was going to be a stunner tonight.she was to get ready, then there was a second letter in the bedroom to be read afterward.

Once she was dressed and made up to slutty perfection, she opened the other envelope.

"My slut slave. Tonight you will go to the pub, and find a sexy young man that is alone and strikes your fancy. you will approach him and start flirting. Get him to buy you a drink. Once you have his attention, you will whisper in his ear that you are an owned slave, and that your Master has instructed you to find a sexy young man, and he was the one you chose. If he agrees to behave himself and just stand still with his hands behind his back, you are to take him outside to the parking lot where you will find a secluded spot, and you will give him the best handjob he's ever gotten. I will be watching, but you won't see Me. Make sure he knows that as well to keep him behaved. you will jerk him until he shoots his hot load all over Master's tits, then you will rub it in, give him a kiss on the cheek, and send him on his way with a smile on his face."

she was shocked, but also aroused by the time she finished reading the note. she knew there was no refusing His orders, so she checked her make-up one last time and headed out.

The pub was semi-crowded, but not too bad. she sat down and began to look around. Soon she saw him. Attractive and quiet, having a beer by himself. she smiled and moved to sit behind him. He looked over as she sat down, and she gave him her most seductive smile. He smiled back and offered to buy her a drink. she told him what she wanted and they had a drink together.

"Would you like another?", he asked her.

"I have a better idea.", she said with a smile. she leaned over and began whispering in his ear what her Master had instructed her to say. His eyes widened as she told him her offer. He leaned back at the end with his mouth slightly agape.

"Are you serious?", he asked, and she assured him she was.

"You'll have to behave though.", she warned him. "Master doesn't take to men mistreating His property, and would treat you roughly if you crossed him."

He broke out in a big grin, and said,"I'll keep My hands to myself."

she took him by the hand and led him out to the parking lot. In a corner of the lot there was a shadowy area. she saw it and led him there. Pushing his back against the wall, she squatted in front of him, her skirt riding up to expose her dripping cunt. she was incredibly turned on knowing she was doing this for Master, and that He was watching from somewhere near. Unseen, but there.

she undid his pants and pulled them down to his ankles. His long, thick cock was already straining against his underwear. It was an impressive member, nearly as long, but not as thick as her Master's. There was a wet spot on the cloth that covered the head, and she unconciously licked her lips as she looked up at him and smiled. She reached inside his underwear and released the throbbing member.

she could feel the heat radiating from the turgid flesh. His pulse apparent in her hand. she squeezed his cock and pre-cum oozed from the tip. she smeared it around and began to slowly pump his shaft with her hand. He let out a quiet moan of pleasure as he looked down at her. She spit on his cock to lube it up. Her hand stroking in first long, slow strokes, then short fast ones. Bringing him to the brink, then slowing to let him cool down.

she let her fingers trail down to between her legs as she pumped his hard rod. she was dripping, and there was even a small puddle forming on the asphalt beneath her....she slid a couple fingers inside herself and used her juices as lube for his cock.

Feeling her hot juice on his cock was too much for him, and she could feel his cock swell in preparation of his impending orgasm. she pulled her blouse open and pointed his cock directly at her cleavage. With a grunt, he let loose the first mighty blast of hot cum. He was young and full of seed, and each subsequent blast coated her heaving breasts. It seemed endless as with each stroke of her hand another squirt sprayed her down.

Her tits and blouse were a wet, sticky mess by the time he finished cumming all over her. she had been rubbing her clit furiously as he came on her, but she knew better than to cum without Master's permission. Once he was done and his breathing started to return to normal, she stood in front of him, gave him a kiss on the cheek, and walked away to leave him standing there dazed but grinning like a fool as he slowly tucked himself back into his pants.

As she walked across the parking lot, she was suddenly grabbed from behind and pushed against a car, face down over the hood. she was about to scream when she heard his voice tell her to be quiet slut. Her skirt was yanked up, and hid hard cock was plunged roughly into her sopping cunt. He went balls deep in one hard plunge she was so wet. He was in no mood to be gentle either. He was passionate and raging with hungry desire. He pounded into her with an animal desire. The car rocking beneath them as he plowed into her. she could feel herself rushing towards an orgasm, but almost as if he could read her mind, he growled at her.

"Don't you cum slut.", a tone in his voice leaving no doubt who was in charge and that she wouldn't be cumming tonight. He pulled out and pushed her to her knees. "Open wide slut.", he growled, and almost before she could open her mouth, he blasted his hot load across her ruby lips and cheeks. Dripping down her chin to her already sticky cleavage. It was the biggest load he had shot in a long time, he was so aroused at the sight he watched earlier.

Once he was done shooting his copious load in her mouth and on her tits, he shoved his cock into her mouth for her to clean it of every drop as she was trained.

"Now go enjoy another drink in the bar, slave.", he told her as he zipped up and began to walk away."See you at home in 30 minutes and not a second sooner."

she thought, what a bastard. Making me go back in the bar sticky and smelling of cum. Then she smiled a very big smile and fairly skipped into the bar. she had pleased Master, and that always made her giddy as a school girl...