My slave...

My slave learned something very surprising about herself under my training. When we first met she had no interest in receiving pain. Now nearly two years later, she would rather receive pain than pleasure at times. Several times she has asked for more of Master's pain when I thought she was ready to get some pleasure. There were even times when she requested to have only pain, and no pleasure at all....

This please me in ways innumerable, being the Sadist that I am. she has questioned this about herself on a few occasions. Today in fact she told me that she found herself smiling on her way to complete a task involving taking Master's pain for him. Wondering if it was okay and normal to look forward to it. I told her of course it's okay. What we need and desire. does not always fit in with what society considers normal.

I was brought up to never strike a woman, and I never would in anger. Giving my slave pain that she desires to receive to please her Master is another thing altogether. I wouldn't touch her if she didn't desire it. I hurt her, but would never harm her...smiles...

My slave is more than I ever expected her to be. her being my slave is one of the biggest surprises of them all. she never considered being a slave, and I never thought I'd want the heavy responsibility of owning one. I found though that the more control I have over her everyday life, the more I want. This relationship has gone in a direction I never expected, and I couldn't be happier. I could never ask for a more devoted and loving slave. she would do anything for her Master, and I'll take care of her in anyway I can, as long as I can...

William