Monday, July 4, 2011

A slow day...

Not much happened today. She did tell me this morning that she read my last story but didn't like the part where I told her how to eat. Huh? In the story I told her I wanted her to savor her meal, I wouldn't exactly call that telling her how to eat. If that's how she reacts to that, it may be a bad sign to when I really start directing her.

I told her that since I have pretty much opened my mind and soul to her with my stories, that I wanted her to tell me how they made her feel, and to  hear about something in them that turned her on. She told me she gets a little wet when she reads them, and that she really likes the flogging scenes. It was nice to hear that they make her wet, but I knew she liked the flogging. I asked her what else, and she told me she would have to re-read them to tell me. I told her I wanted her to tell me something that she doesn't want to admit to liking. I have given all of me, and I want some of her in return.

I'll post about whatever it may be that makes her wet in my stories. She did say again that she thinks I write really good...That is always nice to hear.



  1. I enjoyed your story William you really opened yourself up to her.
    Don't focus on the negative comment, she is still processing her thoughts and she is obviously opening herself up to you. Slow and steady wins the race.
    Good luck :)

  2. I would ask her why she didn't like the comment about eating. You are lucky she expresses herself at all about those things. My lizard is still very shy. It's funny how we both seem to be making lots of progress, but in different areas...keep it up!

  3. Over the course of 13 months Master has slowly but steadily been increasing the control he has in certain areas of my life. I always fantasized that I would love to give complete control to a master but I have found that in reality it can be a bit of a struggle, but mainly due to old life-long habits. I feel like whining when I can't do some things I want to do and when I want to do them. Master is very understanding and knew in advance that I might go through something like this, although of course he will punish me when I'm not enthusiastic or when I try to get out of fulfilling his orders. I guess it is normal that the slave resists just a little in the beginning and not even consciously. And so Master slowly eases his way into taking complete control of and responsibility for me. Most of the time it is very subtle and I don't realize what has happened until I think about it!

  4. Thank you all for your advice and comments.