Sunday, May 15, 2011

My letter-the after effect...

I asked My slut today if she is afraid of me yet. She laughed and said no. She still loves me and wants to be with me. Something I wasn't expecting though was she said she actually feels closer to me now that I shared something so deep inside myself. She said she knows it must have been hard for me, and I confirmed that I had wanted to tell her for a very long time, but I was nervous about how she might react.

I guess I didn't have to worry so much. Now we will see how she reacts when I start to implement more of the things I want to do and start exerting my dominance more. I guess we will see if anything changes. I certainly hope so, but either way I am glad I have that load off my mind and can be myself around her and tell her when I am feeling sadistic or want to control her.

Everyone have a great week. I hope I do, once her period is over of course.


  1. i'm kind of in facebook mode. i just want to 'like' this post. ;-) honest, open communication is always good.

  2. Isn't it amazing how misguided we can be about the reaction? I have that happen all the time. when I told my lizard I would like to see her with another woman, I expected a strong negative reaction. Instead, I got her usual--no real resistance, though no acceptance. Keep putting on the pressure, but keep the doors of communication open too! And remember, a souffle will collapse if removed from the oven too quickly.