Yesterday we talked about her giving me a blowjob last night. She said no problem, she could do that for me.
Well I take my shower before getting in bed last night, and she asks me if I still want it. I tell her of course. She then proceeds to tell me that she is tired and has a headache, and her stomach is a little upset so she doesn't know if it will be very good. She'd still do it if I really want her to even though she doesn't want to.
Before anyone says anything, she has done this many, many times. I told her never mind and rolled over to go to sleep. She told me not to be mad because she offered. I told her, why would I want her to give me something she didn't want to do and wouldn't make much of an effort to do well.
She mentioned that she needed a massage on her chest for tightness in the muscles. I reached over and very lightly rubbed the muscles, then asked her if that would be acceptable for her massage. She said that was different, but I told her it was exactly the same.
I wasn't really angry, just tired of this old game. I pointed out to her what she was doing. She has been doing it so long she might not even realize what she is doing. Maybe pointing it out will make her realize what she's doing. She is starting to understand more each day, and maybe this will be another lesson learned. I sure hope so.
Maybe I will get my blowjob tonight.
Everyone have a great day, and I still really appreciate all of your comments.