In my previous post I made comments about my disappointment in My slut's enthusiam about oral sex. I wanted to clarify a few things. While I do want her to eventually swallow my cum, at this time I just want her to give me the blowjob I know she is capable of. Back before she would even get her mouth near my cock, she would suck my fingers as if they were a cock. I can honestly say she has skills. The problem is she is just gotten herself grossed out by the thought of her tongue touching my cock.
Before anyone asks, I shower every day and I do not have a strong body odor. I keep my balls and shaft shaved so there is no hair to contend with. I think it is just her Catholic upbringing that says it's dirty and part of the body involved in the removal of waste, urine of course.
She keeps telling me she wants to be able to swallow for me, and that it really isn't the taste, but the squirting part that she doesn't like. I told her we can easily work around that, but no go. I have tasted my own cum in the past, and while not delicious, it's not nasty either. I think it just comes down to the belief that it's "dirty" is the issue.
I will never be able to get her past this point until she decides it is OK for good girls to suck cock. She says she doesn't mind doing it any more, but she won't give me her best, and that is extremely frustrating. I feel like she doesn't think I'm worth the best she can do.
I just want her best blowjob, no swallowing yet, just her best. Am I asking too much? I give her exactly what she wants every time we have sex. She gets to have her vibe and cum as many times as she wants. Maybe I need to stop doing that so she can feel how frustrating it is. I don't know. Food for thought I guess.
I look forward to your comments.