The title is:
Touching yourself...
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I tell you to strip for me. I want to see you naked, to see those wonderful big tits and soft ass. I love to touch them, letting my hands roam across your curves.
"Touch yourself.", I tell you. "Pinch your nipples and make them hard for me."
You are embarrassed to touch yourself in front of me, but you do it. You can't meet my eyes while you do it, but that's OK for now. You stroke them and make them stand up hard and I feel myself growing hard at the same time.
"Lay back on the bed and spread your legs. Show me your cunt, My slut. Stroke it with your fingers and spread it open for me. Touch your clit and rub it slowly, make yourself wet.", I instruct you.
Your face grows red in embarrassment. You are so shy about doing this for me, but you know I really want it and you want to please me. Your fingers slowly move down between your legs and tentatively spread your pussy lips open. You begin to slowly rub your clit and you bite your lower lip at the wonderful sensations you are feeling. Your clit is so sensitive and it takes so little for you to cum.
"Don't cum too quick, slut. I want to watch you play for awhile. I want your cunt very wet and slippery for me before I give you my cock.", I tell you in a voice thick with lust. You can see my cock bulging in my pants. You turn me on so much even after all this time. My slutty little wife.
Your fingers play across your hard clit. It is standing up hard and erect like my cock. You can feel your juices beginning to run down your slit. Your pussy swelling and getting hot from your arousal.
Your fingers rub harder and faster as you start to feel your orgasm building. You again bite your lower lip trying not to cum.
"May I please cum?", you ask with a pleading look in your eyes.
"Not yet.", I tell you. "Stop what you are doing."
You stop and look at me in disappointment. You need to cum, and you don't like to wait for it. Tonight you will.
"Slide a finger inside you. Fuck yourself for me. Feel how wet you are.", I say. You don't want to do it in front of me, but you need to cum. With a flush in your cheeks, you reach down and slowly insert a finger inside your warm wetness.
"What do you feel slut?", I ask you.
"It's wet, very wet.", you tell me in a husky voice.
"Who is it wet for?", I ask you.
"For you.", you answer, your finger sliding slowly in and out of your sweet cunt.
I undo my pants and free my throbbing cock from it's tight prison. I'm rock hard from watching you touch your pussy for me. I slowly stroke myself in rhythm to your stroking. Pre-cum leaks from the tip of my cock. I'm so turned on by you.
Removing my clothes while you continue slowly fucking yourself, I climb up on the bed with you.
"Suck my balls. I want you to lick and suck them while you are playing with yourself.", I say as I move to straddle your head. you take my balls in your warm wet mouth, sucking gently on them as I slowly stroke my hardness as your finger pushes deep inside you. You are very wet and I can hear your juices squelching each time you push your finger inside you. The distraction of licking me is keeping you from cumming, but your arousal is building.
I pull my balls away from your mouth and offer you the tip of my hard cock.
"Suck the head.", I tell you as you take it into your mouth. I stroke myself as you suck.
"Rub your clit now, My slut. I want you to cum with my cock in your mouth. I'm not going to cum, but you are. Cum for me you sexy little slut.", I tell you.
You moan and start rubbing your clit hard and fast. I stop stroking myself so I don't cum. I want to watch you cum with my cock in your mouth. Feel you moan around my hardness.
"Cum!", I tell you again, and you erupt. As you start cumming I reach down and grab both nipples in my fingers and pinch them. You groan and cum hard as you keep rubbing your clit.
"That's my good girl. Cum hard for me", I encourage you. "Don't stop until I tell you."
You keep rubbing as your body continues twitching and spasming as you cum again and again. My cock still in your mouth as the orgasms wash over you.
After you have cum about five or six times I tell you to stop. I grab your hand and bring your fingers to my lips. Sucking the juices from your fingers. Your cunt tastes so sweet.
"Who are you?", I ask as I pull out of your mouth.
"Your slut.", you answer, your voice thick with lust.
"What do you need?"
"Your cock."
"Where?"
"In my cunt"
"Good slut.", I tell you. I love it when you tell me you need me.
I kneel between you thighs and rub the head of my cock up and down your slick opening. You are so wet, your juices have run down the crack of your ass and made a wet spot on the bed. You squirm and try to get me to enter you. Moving your hips up and down to entice me to enter you. You need cock bad.
I place the head of my cock against the entrance of your cunt and in one quick thrust, I push deep inside you. I bury myself balls deep in you and you gasp at the suddenness of my entry. I usually go slow, but you are so wet I plunge straight in.
I slowly begin to pump in and out of you, slowly getting a rhythm going. feeling your wetness gripping me. you are wetter than usual and I love the wet sound of my cock going in and out of you. I fuck you slow and deep. I want this to last awhile.
I reach over and grab the vibe. You've been such a good little slut tonight, I'm going to give you what you really love. I push deep inside you and put the vibe to your clit.
"Cum on my cock.", I tell you. "I want to feel you gripping my cock while you cum."
I move inside you as you start cumming. I can feel your cunt gripping me as the orgasm ripples through your pussy. The sensation pushes me towards my own orgasm. I fell myself about to erupt, and I pull out and shoot the first hot spurt of creamy cum right on your swollen clit. The feeling of the vibe and my hot cream hitting your clit send you over the edge into an intensely hard orgasm. Your body arches and you moan deep in your throat. Tears leak from your eyes as you start to cry with the intensity of it all.
I continue to stroke myself and shoot my hot load all over your open cunt. Rubbing the head up and down your slit as I cum. Mixing our juices together. Once I stop cumming I push my still hard cock back into your hungry cunt to give you a few more strokes. You twitch as I fuck you, you are so sensitive from cumming so hard.
We are both left breathing hard and I lay on top of you and devour your mouth as I kiss you hard and deep. My tongue snaking around yours as I taste your passion. We hold each other tight as our breathing returns to normal.
"Let's go take a shower and clean up.", I tell you with a grin. "I'll wash yours if you wash mine."
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William
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ReplyDeletedoes your wife keep a blog? I think I'd be interested in hearing her thoughts and opinions on all this...after all, there is always 2 sides to a story and I think her side is very vital here.
ReplyDeleteI too would be interested in how she feels. Perhaps she could start one and respond to all the things you write her on there? Often it's easier to express things in type where you can consider it and phrase it properly.
ReplyDeleteMy wife doesn't have a blog. In fact she doesn't know of the existence of mine. I don't know if I will ever tell her about it. I fear I may censor myself if I knew she was reading it. I have asked her repeatedly what she thinks, but I usually get a cryptic answer. "I'm not sure", or "I can't talk about it right now". Makes things very difficult to navigate.
ReplyDeleteWilliam
Why do you feel the need to hide what your write from your wife? Master reads everything I write and it in no way censors my emotions or what I write...in fact, if anything, its more freeing. As her dom wouldn't you be within your "rights" to request and demand better answers? And If she really isn't submissive but is just doing this to please you...then your fantasies will never come to life. Her reticence might be her way of saying "I'm not really into this...I don't really like it"
ReplyDeleteWilliam,
ReplyDeleteIn many posts here in your blog, you make reference to your wifes inability to express her words, and it seems that she does not have an outlet for them. Instead, you give her things to read and bombard her with all of the stories, expressing the things that you want to do and she is I am sure, feeling the pressure of those wants and her inability right now to meet those.
One of the hardest things when you're doing battle in your head with what you want to do, what is being wanted from you and what people say is right or wrong, is to find the words to express them. If she is feeling ashamed of enjoying things that are new to her, if she is embarrassed by them, by how they make her feel, then it is very likely that she cannot understand the feelings that she has and therefore cannot voice them.
One of the things that you can do, to get an insight into her thoughts and feelings, to see how she truly feels, is to have her write a blog. A place where she can write freely, express her thoughts, her fears. She can write about what she thinks about what you have written to her, without feeling the pressure of being placed on the spot. It is important that if she has an outlet, that it isn't something that would lead to any punishment, but it is a safe place for her to post, to help with her thoughts.
As a dominant, I always encourage any submissive to blog, to write their feelings, it gives them an outlet for them, a place to understand them, but also to voice things that they cannot find a voice for in person.
She does not need to know about yours right now, but this is certainly something that you can do for her. But also, by creating a blog for her, giving her that space, it also can become a very basic part of the dynamic. Something you are asking of her and from her, but a place that she can freely let go, and not feel the pressure that she is no doubt feeling.
With best wishes
K
William.
ReplyDeleteI have read more of your blog, the early days, the difficulty submitting, the resistance against most forms of pain.
I have concerns to be honest, your sub is isolated, you are putting your fantasies on paper and handing them to her and by your own posts you are stressing the requirement for your needs to be met.
Any resistance is met with more pressure, greater need and then gaps. I get the distinct feeling of "shutting down".
I will not repeat what the others have said for months but I will expand on it, TALK to her, don't question, don't tell and please don't write her a letter with your fantasies on it and expect feedback.
You have your needs, you have suppressed them this long and now you are trying to make up for lost time, this is (by your own words in your own posts) meeting heavy resistance from your sub.
I would recommend a safe word, it will set your boundaries, it will give her a measure of control, protection and security. Something you can both grow into.
I would recommend that you stop with the gimmicks, that the pocket rocket doesn't make an appearance every single time, learn her places with your fingers and tongue.
I would recommend that you replace the cane with a pervert-able item such as a belt, so that when you are out and about and should she put her arm around your waste she is reminded of what she felt. Something subtle that is a shared secret between you both.
I would also recommend the critical questions you ask are for aftercare, when you are done, don't roll over and go to sleep, find out what comforts her and do it, reward her service.
But I get the feeling my recommendations will result in another story and a thank you for leaving a comment.
Thank you for all your comments.
ReplyDeleteI have asked her to write me her thoughts, desires, complaints, anything she wishes to tell me with no response at all. The pocket rocket is what she wants every time. Trust me, I know all her spots, she just wants the vibe more. She has already told me she doesn't want the belt at all. I am going to stop using the cane, but stick with the flogger on occasion. She has said she likes it and it makes her wet.
I'm definitely going to change gears and see where I can get taking a different route. She won't talk to me about what she likes, which makes what I do pretty much a shot in the dark for me. Getting feedback is extremely difficult.
William
William,
ReplyDeleteDoes she have anyone to talk to about this outside of the marriage? Does she have another female that she can talk to who understands the lifestyle?
Maybe having someone that she can talk to about it, about her fears, her struggles, may enable her to then be able to voice them to you.
I see her struggles through your words that you write here, and while it is frustrating when you have no outlet for the "beast" as I refer to my own sadistic need, it seems she doesn't have an outlet too or at least she cannot voice what she wants to, the the outlet (ie you) that she does have.
Best wishes, K
William, how about telling her to blog -but anonymously even from you?.
ReplyDeleteIf you don't know about it she may not feel so pressurized, but she can still ge an outlet, put all her thoughts onto "paper" -my writing usually has a life of it's own and I find out thoughts I didn't even know I had myself. Also she can get support from other subbies. And/or why not give her a reading list of subbie blogs? Give her a task of reading like a blog a day or something (you could even choose the blogpost!) I know when I first got into this that it was the tasks that made me feel....not so much submissive, but pleasing. If I got a task and I performed it to the best of my ability I knew Sir would be happy -even if I didn't pass the task! Just knowing that me making the effort makes Him happy makes me want to do it! But then again I'm a "good girl"-H00r! *LOL*
Just a few suggestions, make stuff simple, give her tasks that you know she'll be able to complete satisfactorily without even making too much of an effort. When she sees your appreciation and happiness from it she will start (I think)to put effort into it, to make pleasing you a goal. And if it's a task to let's say make sure at least one load of laundry is done each day, or whatever mundane you can think of, there is no pressure for her to do anything that she is struggling with mentally just now.
Easy tasks, good encouragement,praise and reward -simple stage 1 training. Don't set up for failure, set up for success!
Oh and maybe some rules? Like TV- and computer time? Mandatory family time and date night? Stuff that makes her having ti be present, where she cannot withdraw -of course not forgetting that she needs her own time and space too! Maybe she can have a "day off" too? A day/evening that is hers to do with as she wishes? Like spending time with her girlfriends, go shopping or even just taking a nice long soak in the bath in complete and utter peace? Whatever floats her boat.
OK, now I've written another essay again! Sorry...
Go back to basics I guess I'm trying to say. Lead her so that she wants to follow.
Sir always say that I followed His every word right from the beginning, my answer is always the same: He makes it easy. I don't feel like I have to run after Him all the time, I don't need to "catch-up", we move in tandem, together. He pushes, I pull -because believe it or not, sometimes I pull Him. Not really because I'm advancing differently than Him, or faster, but because He lets me set the pace, then He just gives a few shoves every now and again.
OK didn't mean to continue the essay...damn! *LOL*
OK, stopping here *melinda shushs* =P
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ReplyDeletestarting to believe more and more in thse word verification "signs"...
Some good suggestions there sweet girl
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