A quick update...

Saturday we got to play for a short time. We would have had about 2 hours, but she decided to take an hour to eat her lunch. I doubt it was a coincidence, but whatever.

I used the cane fairly hard, but still not hard enough to leave lasting marks. She still said she wasn't ready for that. I then flogged her pretty good, leaving her ass a nice pink. Of course it didn't last long.

After that she asked me to lay down, much to my surprise. She then gave me the best BJ she ever has. Nice and wet with slurping sounds and all. She still pulled me out of her mouth before I came, but maybe we're getting closer. She told me she gave me the good BJ because she refused to be tied up, and hoped it would make up for it. It was very good, but it doesn't compare. Totally different turn on for me.

I made her cum many times with the vibe, but she forgot to ask for permission so she got ten swats for it. She asked if the good BJ made up for forgetting. That was no...

It was good, but I was left a little disappointed for some reason. I think it was the fact that we had to rush, and her refusal to be tied. I may sound ungrateful, but it's how I felt. I didn't get what I need and that's the facts.

I hope everyone had a good weekend.

Happy Halloween!!!

William

Not such a nice guy...

This is the story I wrote her tonight. Not so sweet...

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I wrap the ropes around your chest and tits. Binding them tightly so they stand out from your chest. Your nipples hard and erect waiting to be pinched and clamped. I pinch them hard and bite them to make sure they are as hard as possible before putting the clamps on.

 

I take the excess rope and tie your arms behind your back. You are mine to do with as I wish. I grab you by the throat and pull you to me, kissing you deeply as I push my tongue deep into your mouth. With your throat in my one hand, I grab your cunt with my other. Rubbing your clit and pussy hard, pinching the full lips.

 

I step behind you as I continue to hold you in place with my hand on your neck. I swat you hard on the ass with my hand, but you can't get away. I swat each cheek in turn, each swat harder than the pevious. You dance from foot to foot, but you can't escape my grip. Your ass is soon bright red, just like I want it.

 

I release your throat, but I tell you not to move from the spot. I grab the flogger and approach you from behind swinging it from side to side. I land the first strike on your already sensitive ass making you jump a little, but I tell you to hold still while I swat you again. I land hard lashes all over your sweet tender ass, making you gasp over and over.

 

Now that your ass is nice and red, it's time for some sweet pain. The cane comes out to give you it's intense kiss. I land the first strike across the tender underside of your ass leaving a nice welt. You suck in a sharp breath  and try to dance away from me. I take you by the arm to steady you and land another lash across your ass. I land cane strokes all over your ass, leaving a lovely pattern on lines across your soft ass.

 

I tell you that I'm not going to stop until you cry for me. It's up to you how much you take, but I want you to take a lot for me. Take my sweet pain you wonderful slut. You finally give in and the tears flow down your cheeks. I give you ten more hard lashes just because I want to.

 

I reach down and feel your cunt dripping wet for me. I rub and pinch your swollen clit making you moan and gasp in arousal. I rub your clit hard and bring you to the edge of orgasm before stopping. Your aren't going to cum yet, My slut.

 

I sit you down on the bed and pull out my now very hard cock. I grab a handful of your hair and push your mouth down on my hard cock. I slowly fuck your mouth, feeling your tongue and lips caress my turgid member. I want to fill your mouth with my hot cream, but not until you are ready. I hold your head still and fuck your mouth like a cunt. You drool all over my hard cock, and I feel your spit run down over my shaft and balls.

 

Before I'm tempted to shoot a load down your throat, I pull out and bend you over so your chest is resting on the bed, and push my hard cock into your sopping cunt. You are wet and tight, and your pussy grips my shaft tightly as I slight in and out of you. As I fuck you slowly, I spank your soft ass on each stroke. I grab your hips and give you a hard pounding, slamming my cock into you with all my might. You gasp and moan as I pummel your pussy.

 

I pull out and leaving you bent over, I grab the vibe and press it to your clit as I plunge a couple fingers into your hungry cunt. I fuck you fast and hard with my fingers as the vibrations pulse through your hard little button. You beg to cum, but I tell you to hold off. Each time you ask, I tell you not yet. You are starting to shake and you are soon begging me to cum.

 

I tell you to cum for me like the good little slut you are, and you scream as your orgasm explodes. I feel your cunt squeezing my fingers tightly as each pulse rolls through your pussy. I hold the vibe hard against your clit, not moving it until you have cum enough for me.

 

I then plunge my hard cock into your cunt once again and pound into you. I can still feel little ripples of orgasm in your pussy as I fuck you. As I feel my orgasm approaching I pull out and turn you around, putting you on your knees  and stroke my cock in front of your face.

 

The first jet of cum hits your lips and chin and drips down onto your tits. I shoot other spurts onto your cheeks and tits, covering you with my hot seed, marking My slut as mine. Once I stop cumming, I step up and place my cock against your wet mouth and have you suck me clean.

 

I untie you, admiring the beautiful rope marks on your tits and arms. I take you in my arms and give you a big kiss. My juices smeared across both of our chests. Warm and sticky, my passion glues us together.

 

 

 

We'll see what she has to say about this one.

 

William

She liked my story...

Looking back, I shouldn't be surprised. It was probably the most completely vanilla story I have ever written her. She told me that it was by far the most likely to happen. Of course of all the other stories she has told me that were probable, none of them have happened. To hell with these vanilla, sweetness and light stories, the next one I write her is going to curl her toes and maybe even her hair.

I'm glad some of my lady followers liked it, but it was a bit too soft for my general tastes. It would be fun on occasion, but I want something a lot more intense.

Everyone have a good weekend!

William

Finally...

I have finally written a new story for My slut. I hope you all enjoy it, but most of all, I hope My slut enjoys it.

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I'm sitting at my desk late at night when you walk out with a smile on your face. You turn my chair to face you and you sit down in the floor in front of me and undo my pants. You pull them down to my feet and start stroking my cock, feeling it begin to stiffen in your hand. You lower your head to my lap and slowly take my hardness into your mouth. Your mouth is warm and wet causing my cock to reach it's full hardness.

 

You suck me slowly, occasionally looking up into my eyes as you devour my cock. Your one hand strokes me as you suck, and the other hand caresses my full balls. You stop and run your tongue up the underside of my cock from balls to tip and them you flick your tongue across the head. You smile again and take me as deep as you can and pump my cock in rhythm with your head bobbing up and down. You want me to cum. You want to hear me gasp as I shoot a hot load for you.

 

I feel the pressure building in my balls as my orgasm nears. I touch your shoulder to let you know I am about to cum. You pull me from your mouth, but continue to stroke the slick shaft as you rub my cock across your lips. You massage my tightening balls as my orgasm is about to erupt.

 

I groan and shoot the first jet of cum across your lips. You pump my shaft as jet after jet of hot cum spurts over your face. You rub my spasming cock all over your face, smearing my seed across your cheeks and lips. You look beautiful wearing my cream on your smiling face.

 

You give me a quick little suck to really make me happy, then you rise and go to clean up your face. I follow you into the room, and once you clean up, I throw you on the bed and attack your wet cunt with my fingers. I rub your already swollen clit making you gasp and move your hips. Your back begins to arch up as the pleasure courses through your body, radiating from your wet pussy.

 

Each time you are on the edge of cumming I stop rubbing your clit and stroke your lips instead. You moan in disappointment, but you are now soaking wet. I go back to your clit and rub again, making you moan and writhe on the bed, wanting to cum. I once again stop as you get close, teasing you, wanting to let your orgasm build and build until you explode in ecstacy.

 

When you are so worked up you can barely stand it, I get the vibe and press it into your swollen clit. You arch your back again, and ask me to let you cum. I wait, watching you fight to hold off your orgasm. You are shaking and biting your lip to stave off the impending explosion.

 

When you can't take it anymore, I tell you to cum and your orgasm rips through your body. You moan deeply as your cunt clenches and your juices coat my fingers and the vibe. Your body convulses and squirms as you cum hard for me. When your orgasm finally subsides you are breathing hard, but smiling from ear to ear.

 

I surprise you and climb between your legs with my cock once again steel hard, and plunge deeply into your wet cunt. You are so wet, I go all the way in with one quick thrust. You gasp with the quickness of my thrust, and as I begin to quickly fuck you, you again start having small orgasms. I fuck you in quick short strokes the way you love it. Small orgasms run through your pussy. I don't stop as I feel my second orgasm building.

 

As my orgasm hits I plunge deep into you and shoot my hot load deep into your twitching cunt. I feel your pussy clenching around my cock as I pump my load into you. You feel my hot seed splashing inside you, mixing with your own wetness.

 

I collapse on top of you as we both breathe deeply. I kiss you deeply and passionately for starting such a hot night.

 

 

William

Some new Darkness...

I posted a new short story on my other blog.
Enjoy!!!

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/10/waiting.html

Sorry...

Sorry for my lack of posts. Not a ton of things going on. We did have time for a quickie the other night. I got a nice blowjob, but she still wasn't ready to let me cum in her mouth. Maybe someday soon. Then she just got the vibe and that was it. We only had about 30 minutes so no time for anything more intense.

She told me yesterday, after I gave her a swat on the ass, that she missed out on her flogging that day. I asked her today if she missed not getting her ass flogged. She said yes she did. Good sign to be sure.

We talked about control this morning. She said she has given up control. I said not as much as she thinks. Her reply was that she's given up more than I think. This is a conversation that needs to be explored in more depth. I want to know what she feels she has given up control over. This could lead us in an interesting direction.

I appreciate all of you being patient with my lack of interesting posts lately. I am still going to write the story I promised. Should be tonight. I have a good story line in mind I thought of last night, but was too exhausted to write.

I hope everyone is having a good weekend.

William

Not a lot going on...

I haven't posted in awhile because there isn't a whole lot going on. We are getting along OK, but not much sex or play. We did have a little private time today. I flogged her ass for a little while, not too long though. Her period will start soon and she has a low tolerance for pain right now.

I used her vibe on her and she came really hard after begging me to let her cum. We then had a quick fuck. Not exactly what I wanted, in fact it was somewhat disappointing. I just didn't get to take as much time as I wanted and that is frustrating.

I don't know how much action is going to be happening in the next week once her period starts, but I'm hoping to get at least one blowjob. It's been quite awhile, and I told her that today.

I hope everyone is having a good weekend.

I'll be writing a story this week to give all of you something good to read. I will send it to her since she likes my stories. I'm not sure what the subject will be, but I'll come up with something good.

William

For baby girl...

She asked me a question in relation to my last post, and I didn't want to just leave a long comment that might not get read.

She wanted to know how much My slut would have to do to satisfy the sadist in me. If I would be happy even if she couldn't take all my pain. I wanted to try to amswer that here the best I could.

It isn't necessary that she be able to take the most intense pain I want to give. I know that wouold only be possible by a true masochist. As far as I know she isn't one....As far as I know. If she makes a serious effort to do her best, I will be happy with that. I do want to be able to give her quite intense pain, but I am realistic. As far as how far is far enough. Honestly I can't answer that right now. I think her attitude will dictate that. If she is trying to take as much as she can, and wants to push her limits as far as she can, I will certainly be satisfied with that.

I feel that if she also adds to that her submission, it will temper my need to take the pain side of it farther. I know there is always a give and take. She has limits as almost every sub does. I will always respect those limits.

She is actually able to take a fair amount of pain when you consider the wax, Wartenberg wheel, cane and flogger. She actually loves the flogger and wax, so there is a lot to work with there. If I can get her to trust me and do more bondage that would give me another outlet for the dark side of my personality. When I bound her tits and covered them with hot wax, that pleased the sadist in me. I don't just slowly drip the wax on, I pour it fairly quickly. Making her gasp. I get turned on just thinking about it. Watching it pour over her hard nipples is extremely HOT to me.

I think she will be able to satisfy the sadist in me. Maybe not to the extreme that I desire, but how often does that really happen if you are in a marriage. Especially considering she didn't go into the marriage completely understanding what I needed like I thought she did.

William  

A pretty good day...

Nothing sexual, but our son had his birthday party today and had a great time. The weather at the park was beautiful, and he got some nice gifts and saw some friends he doesn't see all the time.

When we got home after things were put away, my wife came and sat on my lap "just because". She wanted to give me hugs and kisses. Later on she came by and again sat on my lap when I was in a different chair. Once again just to say hi.

I think our talking and reconnecting is having a good effect on her. I'm going to just work on encouraging her to be my good girl and do things for me. Get her to feel more comfortable submitting.

As I've said before, this is the hardest part for her with her past abuse, but she wants to get there. I'm sure there will still be many bumps down the road, but we'll get there. I will try to be patient and guide her to the best of my ability.

Thank you to all my commenters who offered constructive suggestions.

William

Today worked out...

I get to work this morning and after doing a couple things I see my boss walk in. I ask him what he's doing there and he tells me that he was there to cover for my day off. He told the other boss he would be there, but that boss thought he said he wouldn't be there. He asked me if I still wanted the day off, and I said HELL YES!!!

So after taking the boy to school, I came home and we talked for a bit. She wanted to know what I wanted to do. I told her I wanted to bind her breasts and use the wax. She was good with that. Of course she got the flogger that she loves and I also got to use the crop.

We started with her getting her usual massage to relax her, then I used the crop. I started easy at first then gave her some harder swats with it. Her ass got a little red in spots, but nothing big. After about 5 minutes of the she had a little glow going. She asked to switch to the flogger and I was of course good with that. I flogged her moderately for awhile, but she told me she didn't think she could take much today. Her period is getting close and she can't handle as much then. So of course the day we can be as loud as we want, I have to take it easy...We both laughed about that one.

When she told me she had about hit her limit, I said I was going to give her 10 more, 5 on each cheek and she said OK. I gave her the harder ones and by the time I was finished she was squirming a little. I stopped and gave her kisses and told her what a good girl she was, and how proud I was of her.

I then grabbed a short rope and wrapped it figure eight around her tits, fairly tightly but not enough to hurt or anything like that. They looked wonderful that way and I wanted to take a picture but she said next time. I poured the first candles load of wax over her nipples and across the tops of her wonderful tits. She gasped a few times when it hit a sensitive spot, but she did really good. She has always enjoyed the wax from the first time I used it. After pouring three candles worth of red, white and blue wax on her, she had enough. When I removed the rope later, she had nice little tope marks and slight bruises. I loved the way it looked, and she didn't mind at all...Grins!!!

I asked her if she wanted to cum yet. She said definitely. I got her vibe and found her to be already wet. I teased her a little, good naturedly of course and she hid her eyes and grinned about it. I put the vibe on her clit, and as she started arching her back I pulled it away and stroked it down her wet slit. I then went back up to her clit until she arched up again, then pulled it away. She said stop it. She hated when I did that, but I kept doing it. Laughing as I did. I wanted to really get her worked up before she came.

I did that 8-10 times before asking her what she wanted. She told me she wanted to come. I asked her what she had to do. She said ask to cum. So I said what do you say? She finally smiled and said.

"May I please cum?"

I put the vibe back on her clit and as she arched up again. I waited as she bit her lip trying to hold back. As it began to get unbearable I told her.

"Cum for me My slut. Cum hard, let me hear you cum."

She let go and really started to cum and shake all over. Her orgasm was really intense and I made her cum quite a few times. She started crying and I told her to give me her pretty tears, that I wanted her to cry for me. She cried pretty hard until she couldn't take any more and asked me to stop. Her body spasmed a few more times after I pulled the vibe away.

She asked me to fuck her, and being the nice guy, I did. I pushed her legs back and slowly entered her. I pushed in long and deep until I got a good rhythm going. Then without warning her I started to fuck her really fast. She gasped and bit her lip as she does when something feels really good. I stoppped and she giggled.

"I almost came again.", she told me. So I did it again, and again, and again. Each time I would take a break and go slow for awhile so I wouldn't cum too quickly. The last time I did it she had a small orgasm.

When I was ready to cum, I gave her long deep strokes until I was about ready. I pulled out and stroked my hard cock as she watched. She loves to watch me make myself cum. I made long slow strokes until I erupted all over her stomach, shooting almost up to her tits. That felt so good and she was smiling ear to ear.

A great day for sure. We both got what we wanted and she is willing to keep working toward the bondage part. I have tied her in the past, it's just a matter of getting her comfortable with it. I also held her throat loosely in my hand while I was fucking her. She let me for about a minute which was good for her, and I told her how proud I was of her, and how much it made me happy.

I think the pain part will come in time as well as the bondage if I just take my time and keep telling her what I want to do. She repeated today that she doesn't want any surprises and wants to know what is going to happen. So I think if I just keep the communication going she will do better than she has lately.

Thank you to all my commenters for their suggestions.

William

We are still talking...

We are discussing where we go from here. I told her we could stop all the kinky stuff since it seemed to be causing so much difficulty between us. She said absolutely not. She doesn't want to stop the flogging at all. She enjoys it too much. She said she doesn't want to stop the canings either. She doesn't love them, but she doesn't hate them either. She said it's better when we do it before the flogging though. She wants to start using the wax and nipple clamps more like we used to as well. She also likes the Wartenberg wheel. She said she likes the crop too, so I will have to start using that more.

She's still not sure about bondage. She said she hates not knowing what is going to happen next after she is bound. I'm going to tell her that we can talk about what's going to happen before I tie her up. Our last talk about it got interrupted.

She also said I better not stop writing her my stories. She loves reading them even when she doesn't necessarily want to do the things I write about. They turn her on and make her feel more comfortable about the things I want to try.

It's going to be an ongoing learning process, but she is wanting to keep exploring. She said she wants to do more of the "vanilla" things we used to do before on most nights. I told her we can do that too. In fact we had a great time last night. I used the vibe on her and made her cum a bunch of times, then she rode me hard for quite awhile. When she started tiring, I took over fucking up into her wet cunt. When I started getting close she asked me to fuck her real fast. She always loves that. So I pounded her as fast as I could causing her to quiver and bite her lower lip until I came hard inside her.

After I finished cumming she told me she had a couple small orgasms while I was doing that. I told her I knew, I could tell by her reaction.

I was supposed to take tomorrow off to spend the day in private with her, but my boss's wife got sick and the other guy who was supposed to cover for me has to pick his aunt up from the hospital, so my day off got cancelled. Being a nice guy really sucks sometimes...

Well someday I may get some time alone with My slut again.

It's going to be hard work to keep us on track, but I have a better mind set and plan than before. We'll see how it goes.

William

A new direction...

Thank you to all my new anonymous commenters. I'm so glad I fixed my blog. I didn't even know I was blocking anyone.

Anyway, I have decided to go a different direction with our relationship. Taking things slower and trying to drag her feelings out of her. I have offered to stop several times and she always told me she doesn't want to. I'm just going to do it and sit down and try to really find out what she wants. I have asked her many times what she wants, and gotten no answer.

She read my story today, and told me she needs to process it before she tells me what she thinks. This has in the past lead to her never mentioning it again...We'll see.

We are going to have a sit down tonight hopefully and clear the air a bit. Like a lot of you have said, we are not in the same book, much less the same page.

My stories are written to her on her request. She said she thought they might help her learn more about what I want and need in a non-threatening way. Where I'm not asking her to actively do it. Some she has loved, and some she has not liked. She knows about my dark side and understands the difference between abuse and what I want to do, at least that is what she has told me.

Hpefully things don't shut down completely, but changes do need to be made and now. I hope to have more positive news in my next post.

I have gotten a lot of good advice in the last couple days, and as someone still learning, it is very much appreciated. While I've been reading and thinking about this for over a decade, we have only been working on it for a year.

William

My newest story to My slut...

I realized that I have been focusing too much on the asdist side of myself lately. Thanks to my followers and new anonymous commenters for making me see that. So I'm going to focus more on just getting her to submit to me sexually. I'll let you know how this story affects her and what she thinks of it.
The title is:
Touching yourself...


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I tell you to strip for me. I want to see you naked, to see those wonderful big tits and soft ass. I love to touch them, letting my hands roam across your curves.

 

"Touch yourself.", I tell you. "Pinch your nipples and make them hard for me."

 

You are embarrassed to touch yourself in front of me, but you do it. You can't meet my eyes while you do it, but that's OK for now. You stroke them and make them stand up hard and I feel myself growing hard at the same time.

 

"Lay back on the bed and spread your legs. Show me your cunt, My slut. Stroke it with your fingers and spread it open for me. Touch your clit and rub it slowly, make yourself wet.", I instruct you.

 

Your face grows red in embarrassment. You are so shy about doing this for me, but you know I really want it and you want to please me. Your fingers slowly move down between your legs and tentatively spread your pussy lips open. You begin to slowly rub your clit and you bite your lower lip at the wonderful sensations you are feeling. Your clit is so sensitive and it takes so little for you to cum.

 

"Don't cum too quick, slut. I want to watch you play for awhile. I want your cunt very wet and slippery for me before I give you my cock.", I tell you in a voice thick with lust. You can see my cock bulging in my pants. You turn me on so much even after all this time. My slutty little wife.

 

Your fingers play across your hard clit. It is standing up hard and erect like my cock. You can feel your juices beginning to run down your slit. Your pussy swelling and getting hot from your arousal.

 

Your fingers rub harder and faster as you start to feel your orgasm building. You again bite your lower lip trying not to cum.

 

"May I please cum?", you ask with a pleading look in your eyes.

 

"Not yet.", I tell you. "Stop what you are doing."

 

You stop and look at me in disappointment. You need to cum, and you don't like to wait for it. Tonight you will.

 

"Slide a finger inside you. Fuck yourself for me. Feel how wet you are.", I say. You don't want to do it in front of me, but you need to cum. With a flush in your cheeks, you reach down and slowly insert a finger inside your warm wetness.

 

"What do you feel slut?", I ask you.

 

"It's wet, very wet.", you tell me in a husky voice.

 

"Who is it wet for?", I ask you.

 

"For you.", you answer, your finger sliding slowly in and out of your sweet cunt.

 

I undo my pants and free my throbbing cock from it's tight prison. I'm rock hard from watching you touch your pussy for me. I slowly stroke myself in rhythm to your stroking. Pre-cum leaks from the tip of my cock. I'm so turned on by you.

 

Removing my clothes while you continue slowly fucking yourself, I climb up on the bed with you.

 

"Suck my balls. I want you to lick and suck them while you are playing with yourself.", I say as I move to straddle your head. you take my balls in your warm wet mouth, sucking gently on them as I slowly stroke my hardness as your finger pushes deep inside you. You are very wet and I can hear your juices squelching each time you push your finger inside you. The distraction of licking me is keeping you from cumming, but your arousal is building. 

 

I pull my balls away from your mouth and offer you the tip of my hard cock.

 

"Suck the head.", I tell you as you take it into your mouth. I stroke myself as you suck.

 

"Rub your clit now, My slut. I want you to cum with my cock in your mouth. I'm not going to cum, but you are. Cum for me you sexy little slut.", I tell you.

 

You moan and start rubbing your clit hard and fast. I stop stroking myself so I don't cum. I want to watch you cum with my cock in your mouth. Feel you moan around my hardness.

 

"Cum!", I tell you again, and you erupt. As you start cumming I reach down and grab both nipples in my fingers and pinch them. You groan and cum hard as you keep rubbing your clit.

 

"That's my good girl. Cum hard for me", I encourage you. "Don't stop until I tell you."

 

You keep rubbing as your body continues twitching and spasming as you cum again and again. My cock still in your mouth as the orgasms wash over you.

 

After you have cum about five or six times I tell you to stop. I grab your hand and bring your fingers to my lips. Sucking the juices from your fingers. Your cunt tastes so sweet.

 

"Who are you?", I ask as I pull out of your mouth.

 

"Your slut.", you answer, your voice thick with lust.

 

"What do you need?"

 

"Your cock."

 

"Where?"

 

"In my cunt"

 

"Good slut.", I tell you. I love it when you tell me you need me.

 

I kneel between you thighs and rub the head of my cock up and down your slick opening. You are so wet, your juices have run down the crack of your ass and made a wet spot on the bed. You squirm and try to get me to enter you. Moving your hips up and down to entice me to enter you. You need cock bad.

 

I place the head of my cock against the entrance of your cunt and in one quick thrust, I push deep inside you. I bury myself balls deep in you and you gasp at the suddenness of my entry. I usually go slow, but you are so wet I plunge straight in.

 

I slowly begin to pump in and out of you, slowly getting a rhythm going. feeling your wetness gripping me. you are wetter than usual and I love the wet sound of my cock going in and out of you. I fuck you slow and deep. I want this to last awhile.

 

I reach over and grab the vibe. You've been such a good little slut tonight, I'm going to give you what you really love. I push deep inside you and put the vibe to your clit.

 

"Cum on my cock.", I tell you. "I want to feel you gripping my cock while you cum."

 

I move inside you as you start cumming. I can feel your cunt gripping me as the orgasm ripples through your pussy.  The sensation pushes me towards my own orgasm. I fell myself about to erupt, and I pull out and shoot the first hot spurt of creamy cum right on your swollen clit. The feeling of the vibe and my hot cream hitting your clit send you over the edge into an intensely hard orgasm. Your body arches and you moan deep in your throat. Tears leak from your eyes as you start to cry with the intensity of it all.

 

I continue to stroke myself and shoot my hot load all over your open cunt. Rubbing the head up and down your slit as I cum. Mixing our juices together. Once I stop cumming I push my still hard cock back into your hungry cunt to give you a few more strokes. You twitch as I fuck you, you are so sensitive from cumming so hard.

 

We are both left breathing hard and I lay on top of you and devour your mouth as I kiss you hard and deep. My tongue snaking around yours as I taste your passion. We hold each other tight as our breathing returns to normal.

 

"Let's go take a shower and clean up.", I tell you with a grin. "I'll wash yours if you wash mine."

 

 

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William

 

Some more Darkness...

The lastest story on my other blog...
To anyone interested in my darker side.

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/10/just-used.html

William

I just want to give her pain...

I'm a little buzzed tonight. Had a few beers so excuse me if I ramble a bit.

We went to a familt reunion today, her side of the family. I saw quite a few young ladies that had smoking hot bodies. I wanted to tie them all up together and flog their asses one by one. One in particular was wearing a tiny little skin tight dress that accentuated her tight little body.

For the last few days the sadist in me has been trying to break free. I want to hurt My slut. I want to give her a lot of erotic pain. I want her to cry for me, to beg me to stop and fuck her wet cunt.

Of course right now she is laying in bed dozing off and on. Trying to stay awake so she can watch TV...

My life sucks right now. Why can't I be married to the pain slut of my dreams, or at least have one to play with?

I just want to make her ass bright red with my flogger and cane before I pound her throat and ass with my cock. I want to take her asshole and fill her guts with my cum, but she absolutely hates anal. How the hell did I get myself into this situation. How did someone who thinks about sex constantly end up with someone who thinks about sex as little as possible.

Will things ever change? Your guess is as good as mine.

I hope you all are having a great weekend!

William