Saturday, June 4, 2011

Her marks....

They didn't stay. Damn! The funny thing is, if she bumps into a wall she bruises really easy. I told her we'll have to do it harder next time and she just gave a wry smile. She told me she prefers doing the cane first, before the flogger, even though she still hates it. I asked her if she noticed I was flogging her harder last time, and she said she did, but she just took it. I told her what a good little slut she was for that. She says she does the cane only for me. That makes me happy. I told her we will definitely be doing it more often and she said OK.

School is out soon and she said she will be resting more during the day so she can stay up later. That way we will be able to do things after the boy goes to sleep more often.

She was telling her friend about the flogger and cane the other day and she told me she couldn't believe she was telling her that. Her friend is texting another man in another state, her husband is acting like My slut used to, and she's sick of it, and she said he is like me. Her friend said she didn't know if she could handle this kind of play, and My slut told her she would have never thought she would be able to either. I almost said I could show her, but I don't think that would go over well. You never know though. I'll have to tell her that if her friend has any questions, I would be willing to answer them.

I see little signs of her starting to accept my pain more and more. She has absolutely no fear of me using the cane even though she doesn't claim to enjoy it. I think that will change eventually. She used to hate the flogger too. I will get her to the point where she asks for it, and wants me to leave her with welts. She commented about not being able to sit if I did that. I told her she would be able to sit, but she would feel what happened to remind her.

Hell, I'm getting turned on just thinking about it. I gave her a couple hard swats with my hand this morning just for fun. She said "OW", and I just smiled. She smiled back...

William

12 comments:

  1. That is really sweet. Not sure how your relationship was before but sounds like you two are connected and working at staying so. Interesting about her friend, I bet her friend appreciates her input, and that input I bet is tied to what she's come to know out of her relationship with You..

    K

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  2. I'm sure she'll come to love lasting marks as a reminder. I certainly do!

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  3. I agree with Mrs Discontented - having lasting marks is difficult for me, but if I do have them they are an extra reminder of the intensity of the experience. Alice

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  4. Its weird how fast you can come to enjoy something you used to dislike, or even reach the point where you cant live without it. Don't know how my Master does it, but the list is getting long. Pretty sure hers will in time too.

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  6. She may never like the cane but that she will accept it for you is clear. You can consider yourself a very lucky guy.

    N

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  7. Thank you all for your comments and good wishes. Yes Nick, I am a lucky guy.

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  8. Oh btw.. I listened to this podcast awhile back about this whole thing about not leaving marks. Should listen to it, there was some hands on tips on how to do it *laughs* Search "Sadist" and you should find it, Episode 23 (on itunes).

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  9. Thank you for the tip SnowCaptive. I found it and will listen later when I can.

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  10. I do not like marks, but I accept them. He likes them. I wait anxiously for them to go away, I do not know why. I don't like the reminder of my punishment, I guess that is why.

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  11. I don't mark her for punishment, Stormy. I do it because I just love to see the marks showing where I gave her some erotic pain.

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  12. Well that makes sense. My husband does not mark me for erotic purposes, it's always to discipline me for breaking a rule or showing some kind of disrespect.

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