They didn't stay. Damn! The funny thing is, if she bumps into a wall she bruises really easy. I told her we'll have to do it harder next time and she just gave a wry smile. She told me she prefers doing the cane first, before the flogger, even though she still hates it. I asked her if she noticed I was flogging her harder last time, and she said she did, but she just took it. I told her what a good little slut she was for that. She says she does the cane only for me. That makes me happy. I told her we will definitely be doing it more often and she said OK.
School is out soon and she said she will be resting more during the day so she can stay up later. That way we will be able to do things after the boy goes to sleep more often.
She was telling her friend about the flogger and cane the other day and she told me she couldn't believe she was telling her that. Her friend is texting another man in another state, her husband is acting like My slut used to, and she's sick of it, and she said he is like me. Her friend said she didn't know if she could handle this kind of play, and My slut told her she would have never thought she would be able to either. I almost said I could show her, but I don't think that would go over well. You never know though. I'll have to tell her that if her friend has any questions, I would be willing to answer them.
I see little signs of her starting to accept my pain more and more. She has absolutely no fear of me using the cane even though she doesn't claim to enjoy it. I think that will change eventually. She used to hate the flogger too. I will get her to the point where she asks for it, and wants me to leave her with welts. She commented about not being able to sit if I did that. I told her she would be able to sit, but she would feel what happened to remind her.
Hell, I'm getting turned on just thinking about it. I gave her a couple hard swats with my hand this morning just for fun. She said "OW", and I just smiled. She smiled back...