She read the story...

I asked her tonight if she read the story and she said she had. I asked her what she thought....and she said she didn't have anything to say right now.......GRRR!!!!!!

I have no way to tell what is working with her and what isn't when she syas that. So frustrating...

We did get to finally play tonight. It went moderately well. I caned her a bit, and I asked her if I could give her a couple hard ones after she was warmed up, and she wasn't sure. I told her I was going to give her a hard one and she could let me know what she thought. I gave her one, not as hard as I thought it was going to be. I didn't get a proper swing and she still said it was too hard. I'm not too confident that she will let me give her the caning I want to give her.

I then gave her a pretty good flogging where her ass got a bit redder than usual. She forgot to ask permission to cum when I was using the vibe, so she got 10 spanks afterwards. When it was time for me to fuck her, it didn't last nearly long enough due to it being so long and me having a lot built up. I was quite disappointed that after all this waiting, I didn't get to fuck very long. She said it was alright, but I told her of course it was alright with her, she got her multiple orgasms.

All in all it was only a fair night, and I hope it gets better soon...

William

My last letter to her...

I want you. I need you. I want to flog your ass until it's bright red, and leave it striped with the cane. I want to watch you jump from the sting of it on your ass. I want you to take it for me. To accept my pain as a gift. I want to leave marks on your ass that will last a few days, not a few minutes. I want you to lay there with your ass propped up on pillows so I can stroke your ass and play with your cunt. To feel it growing wet while I flog you. To make you cum as I cane your ass, giving you pain and pleasure at the same time.

 

I want to fuck you with my fingers then lick your juices from them, to taste your sex. I want to feed you my hard cock as you are on your hands and knees. To hold your head still while I fuck into your warm. wet mouth, feeling your tongue stroking the underside of my shaft. I flog your ass as I fuck your mouth. My sexy little slut.

 

I hand you the vibe and tell you to use it on your clit while I fuck you from behind. I want to feel your cunt spasm around my cock when you cum. I will spank your ass as you cum over and over. When you have cum enough, I will cum hard into your cunt as you have your last orgasm. Pumping my hot cum into your cunt as I grip your nicely beaten ass.

 

It's been too long and I need to take you My slut.

 

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I still don't know if she read this. I have to ask her about it

 

William

Sorry it's been so long...

I haven't posted in awhile because there hasn't been anything to really post. It has been really slow on the sex side. I sent her a story Sunday titled "It's been too long". She told me she read the title and agreed on monday, but she hadn't read it yet. She hasn't said yet if she ever read it. Saying that, she told me she was too tired on monday to do anything. I guess it hasn't been too long for after all.

Today I texted her to see if she was up to doing anything tonight, and she said yes. I told her she was overdue for a hard flogging and fucking. Her response?

"Yeah, I am."

Good sign I hope. I really need to whip her ass good. It's been over two weeks I think. She is definitely going to get pushed a bit tonight. I want to see what her limit is. I'm going to tell her I want her to take as much as she can so we know where her limit is. Hopefully she agrees to give it a try

I have a huge load of cum built up as well. I feel like I'm about to explode! Maybe she will let me explode on her face. I would rather in her mouth of course, even if she doesn't swallow, but I don't know if she is ready yet. I think I will ask her. Either way, I am going to bust a big nut tonight.

I hope this reconnects us sexually and gets us back on track.

I'll post the last letter I wrote her in my next post.

William

Some Darkness has risen...

My deepest desires have released another dark tale on my other blog. Enjoy if you dare.

William

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/09/marks-of-passion.html?zx=71aa0d8dbb82eb21

One year Anniversary...

As of today I have been writing this blog for one year. Wow, I never thought it would last this long, or that I would get so many followers. I'm at well over 100 followers and over 80,000 views. I would never have believed it if you told me that a year ago.

I'm so thankful for all my followers and lurkers alike. Every comment means a lot to me. If anything I say helps anyone on a similar journey, or their journey is from the other side, it always makes me smile to hear so.

The day started nice with an early morning quickie. I played with her cunt and got her all wet before giving her a couple big orgasms with the vibe. She then asked me to fuck her, but I told her no, ride me. She climbed on and I asked her who she was. She told me she was My slut...Grins!!!

I didn't last long, but that was the idea. The alarm went of while we were fucking, so I had to get up soon anyway. It's been a long time since we had some morning sex. What a great way to start the day.

The downside is I think I caught a cold from somewhere. I don't know where, maybe the BBQ last weekend. I've been taking meds, so hopefully I will knock it out before it gets too bad.

We were going to play again tonight, but things just didn't work out. Maybe tomorrow, who knows. I do need to flog her ass soon though, and give her ass some stripes with the cane. I'm going through withdrawals...laughs!!!

Thank you all again for coming here and reading my ramblings, highs and lows, and occasional victories. I hope you enjoy my stories too.

Much thanks,

William

P.S.
Here's to many more years of victories...

Another good day...

My son had his last baseball game of the season, and a friend of mine was having a house warming party, so we had quite a full day.  My boy had a good game followed by some pizza with his team mates before we went to the party.

There we had some good barbeque and other foods. I had some good beer so My slut drove home. It was a very good day where we held hands and talked to each other, really talked to each other.

The boy made a friend riht away as soon as we got there, and spent the whole day playing with him, so he had a great time and the wife and I got to spend some quality time together.

Then we came home and we all watched a movie together. It's been a really long time since we did that.

All in all, it was a really good day, except for the end. I wanted to have sex, and she said she was too tired. Well, I guess I can't have it all. I think we are on the right track though. I hope you all are having a good weekend.

William

Date night...

Well it wasn't exactly a date, our son went with us, but we went out tonight to see his teacher play music at a local restaurant/pub. It was just him on guitar and keyboard, and a lady singing with him, but they were pretty good.

Anyway, we had a good dinner and listened to the music for about an hour and a half, then came home. When we were walking in the house, she was being sassy while I opened the door. I told her to go ahead, she didn't want to, she thought I was going to spank her. I told her I wasn't and let her walk by. She asked me why I didn't, and I told her I wasn't going to anymore. When she asked me why, I told her I thought the BDSM stuff was causing issues with our relationship, and that she had been pulling back from me.

She told me that absolutely wasn't the case, and she just hadn't been feeling well. She doesn't want to stop what we have been doing. I told her I missed playing with her cunt with my fingers, and then having her ride me. She smiled and agreed. I told her I wanted to get back to the things she was doing that earned her her "My slut" title.

She smiled big time at that one. It looks like we might be OK. We are going to start spending much more time together as a family to augment our closeness. This will hopefully open her up to more play in the kinky realm as well.

I told her we could back off on the kinky side if she wanted to, but she told me she definitely didn't want to. I am very relieved and happy to hear her say that.

Maybe things will keep getting better from here. Hopefully it was just a little rough patch there. I'm always optimistic.

William