It seems the last few posts I've made have been pretty negative. Unfortunately this is how things have gone lately.
We played today for the first time in quite awhile. I gave her a massage before I was going to use the flogger on her. She says she wants me to always use it on her when we have sex. Well I did and she just laid there like a piece of wood until she said she had enough. It was hurting too much. I can tell you, the amount she can take lately is about half of what she did before.
So I stopped and started to try to play with her cunt. She wasn't very receptive to it, but asked me if I wanted to eat her. Of course I did, and I made her cum multiple times with my tongue until she had enough. She said her head started pounding. She had a little headache when we started. She then asked me to fuck her, but I didn't want to. It has been so long since we fucked, that I had a big load built up, and due to the prostatitus I have, I don't last long when I have a lot saved up. If we fuck when I am like that, cumming that quickly just frustrates me more than it satisfies me. I told her I wanted a blowjob, but she said her head hurt too much. I told her never mind then, and was pretty resigned to just getting dressed.
She said she would try, but she wasn't into it at all, so I told her no. A half-hearted blowjob just doesn't do it for me. I'm tired of putting up with her going through the motions. As I was about to get dressed, she said I could fuck her tits If I wanted. I figured sure, at least I could shoot a load on her face to make me feel a little better. No go. She couldn't breath very well through her nose, and heaven forbid some nasty, dirty cum get in her mouth, so I had to just let it go in her cleavage.
So I just got it over with, busted my nut, cleaned up and got dressed. Once again she got what she wanted and I didn't. I have officially given up on kink with her. From now on, this blog will be for sexy fantasy stories.
Sorry to have such a downer of a post, but the upside is that this and my other blog should get a serious influx of naughty stories. I'm sure my sadistic side will ramp up with no outlet at all.
I hope everyone is having a better and kinkier weekend than I am.