The sadist in me is awake and wanting to feed again. The problem is, My slut is feeling a bit under the weather and her period is about to start. About the two worst things to be happening right now. I have that nagging itch to give pain. To make her cry and yelp. I want to stripe her ass with my cane and leave some hand prints all over her ass. Of course after warming her up with my flogger to get us both ready. I'm in a constant state of semi-hardness thinking of torturing her ass and tits. I want her nipples clamped while I'm doing all of that. I love to hear that gasp when I put the clamps on, and the yelp when I remove them is even better.
Her pain feeds me and makes me whole, and right now I can't taste her pain. I feel like I'm starving with no chance of feeding anytime soon. My head feels like it will split open at the slightest touch. Like there is too much desire trapped within. Like William wants to rip himself free and never be caged again. He wants to run free af all fetters ever again. I wish I could let him out to be forever free to be who he needs to be. To let me be who I need to be...
Someday...
William
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
What I get out of flogging...
And answering some other questions.
Naida asked me what I got out of flogging my slut. As I've said before I am a sadist. It seems the harder I flog her, the harder my cock gets. Hearing the slap and seeing her ass jiggle from the impact really turns me on. The redder her ass gets the more I want to whip her harder. The fact that she is taking it for me is a real turn on too. She isn't a masochist, so she is doing it just for me. Just doesn't get turned on by it, at least she hasn't said she does. Who knows.
sweet kk, you need to try it out. He can go real easy at first then ramp it up to whatever you can handle. Trust me, if My slut can take it, you can.
monkey, yes I made the cuffs for My slut years ago at a leather working class at Folsom Fringe in San Jose. I have started on a cock sucker stool for her to sit on, bad knees, and I have also started on a bondage chair that I need more wood to complete. It has to be made in a way that I can disguise what it is as we have a young and curious son. I will post pictures if I can ever get them done. I do want to laern to make more leather items. Maybe I could earn some extra money that way, as well as making some fun things for us to play with. I really want to learn to make floggers.
I hope that answered all your questions. Keep them coming. I really love talking about the kinks that I enjoy. I'd like to hear about yours too.
William
Naida asked me what I got out of flogging my slut. As I've said before I am a sadist. It seems the harder I flog her, the harder my cock gets. Hearing the slap and seeing her ass jiggle from the impact really turns me on. The redder her ass gets the more I want to whip her harder. The fact that she is taking it for me is a real turn on too. She isn't a masochist, so she is doing it just for me. Just doesn't get turned on by it, at least she hasn't said she does. Who knows.
sweet kk, you need to try it out. He can go real easy at first then ramp it up to whatever you can handle. Trust me, if My slut can take it, you can.
monkey, yes I made the cuffs for My slut years ago at a leather working class at Folsom Fringe in San Jose. I have started on a cock sucker stool for her to sit on, bad knees, and I have also started on a bondage chair that I need more wood to complete. It has to be made in a way that I can disguise what it is as we have a young and curious son. I will post pictures if I can ever get them done. I do want to laern to make more leather items. Maybe I could earn some extra money that way, as well as making some fun things for us to play with. I really want to learn to make floggers.
I hope that answered all your questions. Keep them coming. I really love talking about the kinks that I enjoy. I'd like to hear about yours too.
William
I ordered my new flogger...
I can't wait to get it. It has 50 tails and should be a nice thuddy flogger. It will take a few weeks to get as they make them to order. I will give a review when I get it and try it out on My slut's ass. It is black suede with red trim. I bet it will give My slut's ass "red trim"...
I saw on some of the other blogs I read that March is the month to ask questions of bloggers. I would be more than happy to answer any questions you might have out there. In fact it would make me very happy to hear from you all.
William
Sunday, March 6, 2011
My birthday today...
I know what I want for my Birthday. To give My slut a glowing red ass. I want to see stripes and hand prints covering her sweet ass cheeks. I want to fuck her from behind afterwards and to feel the heat radiate off her ass as I push myself into her.
She said tonight that she was going to go do the dishes before she gets in trouble and I have to spank her. I told her she didn't have to do them...grins!
She will definitely get a flogging tomorrow. She said today that I could flog her, then she fell asleep before our son went to bed. Bad girl, she needs to be punished for that. In fact she has promised sex three days in a row, then made excuses not to, or just fell asleep like tonight. She knows that is not acceptable and will pay for it tomorrow.
She looks to be needing more discipline. She has been pushing her limits and misbehaving a bit lately. I can see her trying to push my buttons, and she is going to feel what it's like when I push back. She won't sit comfortably for awhile.
Here's to hoping I get what I want for My Birthday.
William
She said tonight that she was going to go do the dishes before she gets in trouble and I have to spank her. I told her she didn't have to do them...grins!
She will definitely get a flogging tomorrow. She said today that I could flog her, then she fell asleep before our son went to bed. Bad girl, she needs to be punished for that. In fact she has promised sex three days in a row, then made excuses not to, or just fell asleep like tonight. She knows that is not acceptable and will pay for it tomorrow.
She looks to be needing more discipline. She has been pushing her limits and misbehaving a bit lately. I can see her trying to push my buttons, and she is going to feel what it's like when I push back. She won't sit comfortably for awhile.
Here's to hoping I get what I want for My Birthday.
William
Friday, March 4, 2011
Got some funds...
I finally got my tax return today. Yeah!!!
What does this have to do with my blog, well I am now going to get My slut an Hitachi Magic Wand, and myself a better flogger. A nice present for both of us. I think we will both be happy.
Regarding my last post, My slut wasn't feeling well that night, but I did get a nice tit fuck. It wasn't what I wanted, but it was better than nothing. We are supposed to do something tonight, and hopefully I will get some for my birthday on Sunday too.
Also in regards to the comment by my faithful reader submissivebf, I appreciate your comments. I really do wish that I could just say exactly how things will go, but My slut is not naturally submissive, and everything she does she does for my enjoyment. Some of the things are difficult for her due to past abuses. Being a submissive and getting your partner to dominate you is probably much easier to do than being dominant and getting your partner to submit to you. She does better some days than others, but it is still a very out of character thing for her to submit to my desires. I wish things moved quicker, but I have to take what I can get when I get it.
Keep those comments coming. I really enjoy and appreciate them.
Thank you all,
William
What does this have to do with my blog, well I am now going to get My slut an Hitachi Magic Wand, and myself a better flogger. A nice present for both of us. I think we will both be happy.
Regarding my last post, My slut wasn't feeling well that night, but I did get a nice tit fuck. It wasn't what I wanted, but it was better than nothing. We are supposed to do something tonight, and hopefully I will get some for my birthday on Sunday too.
Also in regards to the comment by my faithful reader submissivebf, I appreciate your comments. I really do wish that I could just say exactly how things will go, but My slut is not naturally submissive, and everything she does she does for my enjoyment. Some of the things are difficult for her due to past abuses. Being a submissive and getting your partner to dominate you is probably much easier to do than being dominant and getting your partner to submit to you. She does better some days than others, but it is still a very out of character thing for her to submit to my desires. I wish things moved quicker, but I have to take what I can get when I get it.
Keep those comments coming. I really enjoy and appreciate them.
Thank you all,
William
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
A little slow...
Things have been a bit slow around here, hence my lack of posts. I guess I am just going to have to take it tonight. She has been preoccupied with something, probably American Idol...groan!
Last Friday was great, but once a week doesn't work well for me. I had enough of that before. Maybe she needs another couple hard swats to get her attention. She looked good with my handprint on her ass. Maybe a good flogging is in order too. It certainly seems to get her attention.
I'll let you know tomorrow how it works out. I've been saving a big load for her, and I will definitely give it to her tonight.
William
Last Friday was great, but once a week doesn't work well for me. I had enough of that before. Maybe she needs another couple hard swats to get her attention. She looked good with my handprint on her ass. Maybe a good flogging is in order too. It certainly seems to get her attention.
I'll let you know tomorrow how it works out. I've been saving a big load for her, and I will definitely give it to her tonight.
William
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