This please me in ways innumerable, being the Sadist that I am. she has questioned this about herself on a few occasions. Today in fact she told me that she found herself smiling on her way to complete a task involving taking Master's pain for him. Wondering if it was okay and normal to look forward to it. I told her of course it's okay. What we need and desire. does not always fit in with what society considers normal.
I was brought up to never strike a woman, and I never would in anger. Giving my slave pain that she desires to receive to please her Master is another thing altogether. I wouldn't touch her if she didn't desire it. I hurt her, but would never harm her...smiles...
My slave is more than I ever expected her to be. her being my slave is one of the biggest surprises of them all. she never considered being a slave, and I never thought I'd want the heavy responsibility of owning one. I found though that the more control I have over her everyday life, the more I want. This relationship has gone in a direction I never expected, and I couldn't be happier. I could never ask for a more devoted and loving slave. she would do anything for her Master, and I'll take care of her in anyway I can, as long as I can...
William