Dumbass..

Well, I was an idiot in how I treated My slave, and now I'm working on repairing that. I did a lot of things wrong as a Master, and now I am starting over to fix that. I will do it though, because I can't stand the thought of not having her in My life, and because she deserves to have a strong and smart Master who respects her and doesn't take her for granted. That's all I have to say on it for now, but I will update everyone when I get My head out of My ass...sighs...

It's been awhile..

I haven't posted here in awhile, but rest assured, things are going wonderfully between me and My slave. she is still a devoted slut who will do anything for her Master. I wish W/we could be together every day, but not likely to be possible...sighs...she serves her Master to the best of her ability, and her best is amazing. I have no doubt she serves better than many wives who are there in person. Way better than mine. I told her the other day that I want to have a ceremony the next time W/we are together. I consider her My true wife. she is way more devoted than the person on the marriage certificate ever thought to be, or could be...I have told her this, but I wanted the world to know this. A marriage certificate doesn't always make a wife...

Thank you to anyone out there still reading My blog. I'll try to be more attentive.

William

Anniversary...

On Monday, me and my slave will celebrate our two year anniversary. It's hard to believe it's been this long. In some ways it seems like just yesterday, but in other ways it seems like we have always been together. Never would I have imagined that an online relationship could turn into this. The depth of emotions is intense and overwhelming sometimes. Anyone who says long distance relationships aren't real, hasn't found the right partner.

I feel things with her I have never felt in any relationship in my life. I love my slave so much, that it physically hurts some days when I'm missing her. It sucks to not have her with me every day, but I wouldn't change anything other than to have her here. Maybe someday we'll be able to be permanently be together. Who knows, but until then, I will continue to love my slave with every fiber of my being.

I love you my slave

William

Denial...

I forgot to mention in my last post that my slave is on perpetual orgasm denial. she never orgasms without my permission...Ever...Normally she is required to edge at least three times a day. More if I tell her to. Edging, if you don't know, means masturbating to the edge of orgasm, then stopping...she actually loves the denial, sometimes the edging not so much. she actually got really pissed at me earlier this year when she was on a 30 day denial of orgasm, and during the last week, I was having her edge a lot. A couple days before the month was up, I had her edge about 20 times in the span of a few hours...The next day she told me how angry she was about it, as if I didn't know...smiles...I then explained to her that it wasn't about what she felt about it. It was about what Master wanted. Once she agreed to be my slave, she gave up the right of refusal. Of course she has her hard limits, which I have known for a long time, and I respect those. Anything else is my decision on what she does and when...

That was kind of an epiphany for her. It really sank in what a slave truly was, and she has really become a better slave everyday since then. she is truly thinking as a slave, and her focus is to please me in every way she is able, and to make my life better...smiles...

This weekend she is on touch restriction, and so far it is driving her crazy with arousal. she can only touch Master's tits, ass and cunt for washing and normal bathroom duties and nothing else. Normally she could touch Master's property anytime she wished, as long as she didn't orgasm. Not this weekend though, and it's making her need it even more. Just as I anticipated it would. I told her I'd let her know on Monday if it would continue or not...I haven't decided yet if it will...

Master's needy cunt was throbbing with need today, and I'm sure it will be worse tomorrow. I wonder how she would be after a week? Did I ever mention I was a Sadist?....laughs...

I'll keep everyone up to date on how she fares, and if and when she gets to cum again...

I'm very happy to be writing here again, and I hope some of my readers come back, or I gain new ones...

William

slave tasks

Yesterday I had her write a dirty name I love to call her on Master's tits to wear all day at work. I'll keep the name between just us though...sorry...

It kept her very aroused all day to think of what was written there as she talked with co-workers. A naughty girl disguised as a sweet lady. she loved it so much she left it on for today as I gave her another of her regular tasks. Wearing a tack bra insert. she made it with some nursing pads with several thumb tacks inserted that jab her flesh all day as her heavy breasts lay on them. she makes a point to take the stairs on these days to increase the torture of them jabbing her as she pounces up and down the steps. she will also lean against her desk or a cabinet to increase the pressure. she loves feeling her Master's pain throughout the day...

Tonight she was having guests over, and before they arrived, she freshened up the lovely bruises on the inside of those luscious thighs of hers, and re-wrote those deliciously nasty words on Master's juicy tits. I also had her insert her anal plug to wear the first couple hours of the evening. There she was with her friends and family around her, a plugged slut slave. She said she was a wet and squirmy mess all evening, knowing what a dirty slut she was being with no one the wiser.

Tonight for the first time I had her sleep in rope cuffs all night. she awoke a few times when she tried to move, but she loved feeling Master's bindings and control over her, and would fall back to contented sleep...
she hopes to try to wear them around the house for several hours some time when she has the privacy. To see how she could do everyday things while cuffed...My slave makes me so damn proud with her dedication and devotion to please her Master...

I love that sexy bitch

William

My slave...

My slave learned something very surprising about herself under my training. When we first met she had no interest in receiving pain. Now nearly two years later, she would rather receive pain than pleasure at times. Several times she has asked for more of Master's pain when I thought she was ready to get some pleasure. There were even times when she requested to have only pain, and no pleasure at all....

This please me in ways innumerable, being the Sadist that I am. she has questioned this about herself on a few occasions. Today in fact she told me that she found herself smiling on her way to complete a task involving taking Master's pain for him. Wondering if it was okay and normal to look forward to it. I told her of course it's okay. What we need and desire. does not always fit in with what society considers normal.

I was brought up to never strike a woman, and I never would in anger. Giving my slave pain that she desires to receive to please her Master is another thing altogether. I wouldn't touch her if she didn't desire it. I hurt her, but would never harm her...smiles...

My slave is more than I ever expected her to be. her being my slave is one of the biggest surprises of them all. she never considered being a slave, and I never thought I'd want the heavy responsibility of owning one. I found though that the more control I have over her everyday life, the more I want. This relationship has gone in a direction I never expected, and I couldn't be happier. I could never ask for a more devoted and loving slave. she would do anything for her Master, and I'll take care of her in anyway I can, as long as I can...

William

Long time away...

I've been gone a long time. I 've been a little busy. The reason I've been busy is that I've taken an LDR slave. I've been with her two years this December. she is blossom of  Beautifulsubmisson.blogspot.com. The mis-spelling is how it is on the blog.  I had enough of my wife's BS, and went to someone who'd treat me right. she has in ways I never imagined. If I have any readers left, I hope you understand. If not, I can't help that...

Take care all, and maybe we will start a new blog to document our experiences.

William.