The training of My lovely slut

Another dark story...

2012-02-12T11:29:00.000-08:00

I posted a new story on my other blog. I hope my twisted readers enjoy it...The rst of you too...

William

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2012/02/feeding-part-ii.html

Tears...

2012-02-01T21:05:00.000-08:00

She swore she wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing her cry, but she found herself on the verge. He was spanking her harder than he ever had before. His hand must have been stinging pretty bad by now, but he showed no sign of slowing down.

"I will see your tears, little girl. One way or another, I will see you cry for Daddy.", He told her sternly, never breaking his strokes upon her ass.

She was fighting the tears back as they burned in the corners of her eyes. Her round upturned ass was on fire, but so was her cunt. She hated to admit it to herself, but the pain in her ass as she was whipped also set a fire in her loins. She could feel her juices oozing from her swollen cunt, and she hoped he couldn't feel it soaking his pants.

He stopped spanking her, and she thought she might have actually worn him down. Actually beaten him at his game. She soon found out he was just getting the heavy artillery. She felt a painful smack upon her ass, and yelped in pain and surprise. The dreaded wooden spoon.

He laid into her tender ass cheeks with a renewed fury. Her ass burning as if aflame. She knew now she was lost. There was no way she could hold out now. With the realization of this, the tears began to fall. Her body was soon wracked with sobs as she let all the pain go from her body. He continued to spank her with the spoon until she had a good cry and was beginning to get it back under control.

He laid the spoon down and began to rub her flaming red ass. Stroking it gently with his rough but loving hand. He helped her down to kneel at his feet. Moving a lock of her red hair that had fallen across her eyes. She looked up at him as she sniffled and he wiped the tears from her cheeks.

"That's my good little girl. That is what Daddy wanted. I don't know why you tried to deny me that.", he playfully scolded her.

She shrugged her shoulders as if even she didn't know why she would try to deny him. She knew he always got what he wanted, but sometimes she tried to hold it back. I guess it was just the Irish blood in her that came up at the most inopportune times.

Leaning forward, he gave her a kiss, and leaning back he said,"Now show Daddy how much you love him.", as he undid his belt and zipper. She smiled like a happy little girl, although she hadn't been a little girl in decades. Her Master's love always made her feel like she was a naughty little girl that wanted to please her loving Daddy. She licked her lips with a mischievous grin and leaned to put her face in his lap.

He sighed as his slave began to suckle at his thick member. She always gave him the most wonderful blowjobs after being spanked, and always made sure she swallowed his thick load. She had a look on her face like she just had the sweetest candy poured into her mouth when he pumped his creamy seed over her tongue.

What a good little girl his whore was...

Some new darkness...

2012-01-21T19:03:00.001-08:00

I have posted a new story on my other blog. I hope you enjoy it.

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2012/01/feeding.html

William

Her denial...

2012-01-08T16:55:00.000-08:00

Master was pounding her cunt with three fingers jammed in her wet and quivering cunt. She hadn't cum in over a week, and didn't figure she would be allowed to today either. Master had been tormenting her cunt, ass, and tits. He had been keeping her constantly aroused, but would not let her cum. He would say each day that maybe that would be the day, but then at the end he would tell her maybe tomorrow.

Her whole body hungered for release. She found her cunt constantly drooling and soaking her panties, on days she was allowed to wear them. On days she wore a skirt, she left wet marks on her chair. Her cunt felt swollen and hungry. Needing to be fucked hard and to cum all over Master hard cock.

She came back from her reverie as Master pulled his hand from her craving hole. She whimpered in frustration at being left with that empty feeling once again. Master flippe dher over onto all fours and tied her arms to the headboard and her feet to the footboard.

She felt him smear lube on her asshole before he slid the anal plug into her tight hole. It was the larger one that stretched her nicely. She always felt so full when he used that one on her. It made her so aroused when she was filled this way. She felt his fingers begin to stroke her swollen and inflamed clit. Just his touch sent a jolt of electricity through her body. She immediately started moving her hips in rhythm with his stroking fingers.

She could feel her orgasm building in her loins as those rough fingers abused her clit. It was so swollen it was painful, but she humped into his hand anyway. The pain and pleasure mixing to make her juices run down the inside of her thighs. Her cunt was a slippery wet mess and she hadn't even cum.

Master stopped rubbing, but before she could even be disappointed it was replaced by his hard, thick cock. He plunged into her in one quick, hard stroke. She grunted, then sighed at the feeling of being stretched by his throbbing prick.

He began with long slow strokes, going deep up inside her cunt until she could feel the head bumping against her cervix. Each stroke sent a spasm through her aching pussy. She wanted so badly to let go and cum all over his invading member, but she knew that the punishment would be worse than any temporary joy she would feel.

His speed began to increase as he became more and more aroused. She could feel his cock swelling as he neared his orgasm. His breathing coming quicker as he got to the verge of cumming.

Suddenly he pulled out and moved in front of her and pushed his dripping cock into her wet, hot mouth. With a couple more pumps, he unloaded his hot seed into her mouth and all over her tongue. She hungrily swallowed down his cum and sucked her juices from his twitching cock.

She waited to see if she would get her own orgasm as he knelt there enjoying her worship of his now shrinking cock.

"Maybe tomorrow, My slut. I don't think you are quite ready yet to cum. You didn't seem quite desperate enough.", he said with the hint of a chuckle as he untied her binds. "Clean up, girl. It's time for you to make Master his dinner. That really worked up my appetite."

Walking away she could just imagine the smile on his face. The bastard...She absolutely loved him with every fiber of her being...

William

Happy New Year...

2011-12-31T22:34:00.000-08:00

I just wanted to wish all of my readers a very Happy New Year. I for one hope it is a better year for me this year. I will try to keep writing stories and the occasional update on any BDSM related activities in my life.

I hope everyone has a happy and kinky year in 2012 and you all get what you need for your happiness.

William

Abducted...

2011-12-21T01:21:00.001-08:00

I just posted a new story on my other blog. This story was started over a month ago, but it went in a different direction than I thought it was going to go, so I set it aside. I just finished it, and I hope you all enjoy it.

William

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/11/abducted.html

Giving herself...

2011-12-21T00:34:00.000-08:00

Here is the first of many new erotic stories for all my patient readers. I hope you enjoy them...

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He never wanting anythng more than to just be wanted by a woman for who he was. He desired nothing more than to simply have a woman submit to him in every way. Not merely physically and sexually, but to give her mind to him as well. To submit in every way, Heart, mind and soul.

Now he had found her in the most unlikely of places. She lived in a country far from him, but they had connected almost immediately, and now she was coming to him. There was no doubt that she would, no question in either of their minds that it would happen from the first day they spoke on the phone. She belonged to him, and would do whatever it took to be with him.

She landed at the airport expecting to see him there, but instead there was a man dressed in a dark suit and sunglasses, with her name on a placard waiting at the gate. She identified herself to him, and he took her bags and walked away. She followed him out of te airport and saw him walk towards a large black sedan and put the bags in the trunk He opened the back door for her to get in, then closed the door behind her.

The driver said nothing as they drove out of town. She could see they were heading out into the country away from the crowded city. The land was beautiful with rolling hills and trees everywhere. The car soon pulled into a long tree lined driveway that lead to a large house. It was not fancy, but a sprawling ranch style house. The kind that looked like a regular man lived there. Built by the hard work of his own two hands.

As the car pulled to a stop in front of the door, the man got out and opened the trunk to retrieve the bags. He opened the door to the car and helped her step out into the bright sunshine of a beautiful day. now that she was out of the sealed silence of the car, she could hear birds singing and the sounds of the countryside.

The driver set off towards the door to the house, and she quickly followed. Having to practically run to keep up with his long strides. He opened the door and stepped into the cool interior of the house. She followed him in as he set her bags down. She was looking around the foyer as she heard him close the door.

Suddenly she felt herself being picked up and pushed against the wall. Strong hands had her pinned, her feet a few inches off of the ground.

"Have you forgotten your training already?", the driver said to her in a low voice as he removed his sunglasses. "I thought you were to kneel in the presence of your Master."

Looking into his eyes and finally haering his voice, she realized the driver had been her Master all along. The glasses had changed his look, and since he never spoke she hadn't recognized his voice.

He smiled at her and pinned her hard to the wall with his mouth as he devoured her lips. He kissed her hard and possesively. Taking what was his. She gave it all to him, wrapping her arms around his neck, and her legs around his waist. Wanting to feel him against every part of her.

Once they broke their embrace, he set her down on the floor.

"Now what do you do girl?", he asked her.

She quickly unbuttoned her blouse, peeling it off to reveal the black corset and lacy black bra. She unhooked the bra and tossed it aside with the blouse, quickly followed by her skirt. She was now left in just her corset, heels and stockings. She knelt on the floor at his feet. Her ass up and her head down to the floor with her arms outstretched in front of her.

"For my Master.", she said in a muffled voice from having her face to the floor.

"Very good my slut, you did remember your training after all.", he said as he smiled down at her. He walked around her, inspecting her body to make sure she had prepared it as ordered. He reached between her legs and found it shaved smooth. He also found it to bee incredibly wet as well. Practically dripping in fact.

"My little whore is happy to see her Master I see.", he said with a chuckle, then plunged three fingers into her well lubricated cunt. She gasped in surprise, then began moving her hips in response to the fucking his hand was giving her. She pushed back against his invading fingers, trying to get him in even deeper.

Just as suddenly as he had started, he pulled his hand away from her hungry cunt. She moaned in distress at the removal of his hand. She was left feeling empty by it. She needed his hard cock inside her and they both knew it. Only he would decide when she would get it.

"Follow me girl.", he commanded as he walked away. She quickly got up on all fours and crawled after him as fast as she could. The tile floor cold and hard on her knees, but she barely even noticed it in her excited state. She was with her Master, and that is all that mattered to her right now.

He walked into a large room and sat in an overstuffed chair. He gestured to her to come to him. She crawled over and knelt up in front of him. She knelt with her legs spread as far as possible, her arms crossed behind her back pushing her chest out, and her eyes downcast. He smiled at how well she had learned her lessons. She was making him quite proud so far, but he was going to push her, and he wanted to see what she could take for him.

Reaching to a nearby table he grabbed a length of rope and began winding it tightly around her full tits. He bound them quite tightly making them stand out firm and full. The skin taut from the constriction of the rope and her nipples hard little pebbles pointing straight ahead. He pinched and pulled at the hard nubs of flesh, eliciting a moan from her lips as he pinched them both very hard. He grabbed the clover clamps sitting on the table and attached one and then the other to her distended nipples. She gasped in pain at the nasty bite of these clamps. He then hung a few weights off of the chain, adding to the tightness of the clamps.

Once he was satisfied that her breasts were going to be properly tormented, he leaned back in the chair to admire the beauty in front of him. Her skin was glowing from the arousal and pain. He felt his cock straining against the front of his pants as he sat there.

"Service your Master with your mouth, slut. Make me happy and you will get your reward.", he told her.

She reached up and unzipped his pants and pulled them down as he lifted his ass to allow her room to do so. His hard cock sprang up, nearly slapping her on the cheek. The tip was already wet from hos arousal, and she licked her lips unconsiously at the thought of tasting him.

Her reverie was interupted by his order for her to, "Get to it, girl."

She lowered her head down to his lap and twirled her tongue around the slick head, teasing the hole with the tip of it. She lapped up the pre-cum smeared over the thick helmet, then sucked it out of his thick shaft. Savoring his flavor on her tongue. She then slowly took his entire length into her mouth, trying not to gag on his thickness. She got most of him down her throat, but couldn't get the last inch or so in. He grabbed her by the hair and forced her down the rest of the way, making her gag a little until he let her up. She gasped for air momentarily before once again sucking him deep.

She twisted her mouth and fist around his thick rod as she gave him the best blowjob she knew how. She latenated sucking and licking all up and down his slick shaft. Trying to coax his hot cum to erupt from the swollen head. She was doing her best to milk his cum from his balls, and he was doing his best to hold back. It was a battle of wills between them.

Finally he stopped her as he was about to explode in her hot, hungry mouth. Lifting her chin up as he cradled her face, he kissed her deeply on her wet lips.

"My little cock sucker has been practicing as I told her to I see.", he said with a grin. "Now assume the position again."

She once again knelt with her ass up, offering it to him. He walked around behind her and knelt down between her thighs. She felt something cool being smeared onto her virgin asshole. She had been training her ass to accept his cock, but this would be the first time she was ever ass fucked. She felt the swollen head press against her tight little hole, and she remembered to breath and relax as Master had taught her. She could feel her asshole being spread open as the head began pushing inside. With a pop, the head was inside the tigt ring of muscle. He just held it here, feeling it grip his cock. He could feel it pulsing around him as it tightened then she relaxed. It felt like she was coaxing him to enter further, so he gave her what she wanted.

He pushed in a couple more inches, then pulled back. On each stroke he went in a little deeper. Pushing his hard shaft deeper inside her bowels until he was balls deep up her no longer virgin ass. She was breathing heavily from the fullness she had never experienced before. There was pain and plaesure mixed together, and she was having a hard time telling them apart.

He grabbed a handful of her long hair and wrapped it around his fist as he pulle dher hard down on his cock. Pushing the last bit of hids hard cock into her. He slowly began to fuck her tight ass. Long slow strokes as he held her hair like the reins of a horse. He slapped her ass on each stroke, bringing it to a nice red glow as he pounded his fuck hole.

"Who's hole is this, slut?", he asked her as he pounded he ass.

"Your hole Master.", she gasped.

"What can I do to it?", he asked again as his pace quickened.

"Anything Master desires.", she said in barely a whisper. She was on the verge of an explosive orgasm, but she wasn't allowed to cum unless he told her to.

He sensed she was on the edge and said to her, "I want you to cum with Master. Cum when you feel my hot load in your ass."

She nodded her head as bset she could with her hair being pulled back as he used it to yank her back onto his hardness, splitting her asshole wide on it.

With a few last frantic thrusts, he grunted and pulled her back hard onto his cock as she felt the first hot jet of cum splash into her bowels. As ordered, she screamed and began cumming hard. As each spasm rolled through her cunt. her asshole clenched around his cock, gripping him tightly as he pumped load after load up her hot ass. She was filled by his creamy load as he had been holding off cumming for the last week in anticipation of taking her ass for the first time. He wanted her to really feel what it was like to have her asshole pumped full of his cum.

He pulled out, and pulling her up by the hair, he ordered her,"Clean your Master's cock."

She licked and sucked his cum from his cock. Cleaning his balls with her tongue as well until every drop was gone. He pulled her to her feet and kissed her deeply.

"That's Master's good little anal whore. You trained well for that, and Master is very proud of you.", he told her as he held her chin in her hands. Without warning he removed the clover clamps and she screamed as the blood rushed back into the compressed flesh.

"I don't want you to forget that I will give you pain whenever I wish, even when you please me. I will hurt you for my pleasure.", he asid as he held her so she wouldn't fall from the intensity of the sudden pain. He picked her up in his arms and carried her to the bath where he sat her on a stool as he ran a tub full of water. He helped her in, then sat down in front of her and leaned back against her.

"Bathe me girl.", He said simply as he relaxed against her full tits. She smiled as she poured water onto his hair and began washing it. She could get used to this very quickly she thought as she tended to her Master, very quickly...

William

100,000 views...

2011-12-13T21:48:00.000-08:00

Wow, I can't believe I've had that many views of my blog. I am honored to have all of you feel that what I write here is worthy of your precious time. I know things have been tough and not quite so fascinating here lately, but I promise I will get some good stories up soon.

I will be going out of town this weekend to see some family for the Christmas holiday, but I will be on vacation next week and I should have time to do some writing.

Once again, thank you to all my faithful readers and lurkers alike.

William

Thank you anonymous...

2011-12-11T17:46:00.000-08:00

Thanks to the last anonymous commenter on my blog, I am no longer allowing anonoymous comments. If you disagree with me, or think I am doing something wrong, I can take that. Constructive criticism is helpful. If you just want to insult me and my other readers while hiding behind an anonymous comment, sorry, you are not welcome here. I apologize to the other anons who really offered constructive comments, but I'm not up to reading the rudeness any more.

This blog will be mostly about my stories from now on anyway. I hope none of you abandon me, but I understand if you do. I appreciate you all taking your time to come read about my life.

William

Another let down...

2011-12-10T20:20:00.000-08:00

It seems the last few posts I've made have been pretty negative. Unfortunately this is how things have gone lately.

We played today for the first time in quite awhile. I gave her a massage before I was going to use the flogger on her. She says she wants me to always use it on her when we have sex. Well I did and she just laid there like a piece of wood until she said she had enough. It was hurting too much. I can tell you, the amount she can take lately is about half of what she did before.

So I stopped and started to try to play with her cunt. She wasn't very receptive to it, but asked me if I wanted to eat her. Of course I did, and I made her cum multiple times with my tongue until she had enough. She said her head started pounding. She had a little headache when we started. She then asked me to fuck her, but I didn't want to. It has been so long since we fucked, that I had a big load built up, and due to the prostatitus I have, I don't last long when I have a lot saved up. If we fuck when I am like that, cumming that quickly just frustrates me more than it satisfies me. I told her I wanted a blowjob, but she said her head hurt too much. I told her never mind then, and was pretty resigned to just getting dressed.

She said she would try, but she wasn't into it at all, so I told her no. A half-hearted blowjob just doesn't do it for me. I'm tired of putting up with her going through the motions. As I was about to get dressed, she said I could fuck her tits If I wanted. I figured sure, at least I could shoot a load on her face to make me feel a little better. No go. She couldn't breath very well through her nose, and heaven forbid some nasty, dirty cum get in her mouth, so I had to just let it go in her cleavage.

So I just got it over with, busted my nut, cleaned up and got dressed. Once again she got what she wanted and I didn't. I have officially given up on kink with her. From now on, this blog will be for sexy fantasy stories.

Sorry to have such a downer of a post, but the upside is that this and my other blog should get a serious influx of naughty stories. I'm sure my sadistic side will ramp up with no outlet at all.

I hope everyone is having a better and kinkier weekend than I am.

William

In my grip...

2011-12-03T23:13:00.000-08:00

I come home and you walk up to give me a hug. I surprise you by taking your throat in my hand. I place my other hand on the back of your neck and pull your lips to mine. I hungrily kiss you, sucking your breath away as I inhale you. My tongue snakes around yours and invades your mouth, fucking it.

You are left stunned and breathless. I keep you held there in my grip as my other hand trails down to fondle your breast. I find a nipple poking hard through your shirt and give it a hard pinch. You gasp in pain as I pull you closer by the nipple. I grab the other and pinch it as well, making you rise up on your toes.

"Come with me.", I tell you, but I pull you along, not really giving you a choice. We get to the room and I spin you around, quickly stripping you naked. I'm tearing at your clothing to get to the tender flesh I want underneath.

Once stripped, I throw you on the bed and push your legs up with my shoulders as I bury my face in your cunt. It is already wet from the handling you got when I arrived. I dig my tongue into your molten wetness and lick up your sweet nectar. Your hips begin to move and your back arches in pleasure. Your breath is coming rapidly and I can tell you are quickly approaching your first orgasm, and I haven't even touched your clit yet.

"May I cum?", you ask me, barely able to get the words out.

"Not yet.", I say from between your thighs as I run my tongue up and down your silken folds. Lapping at your juices, tasting your honey.

I am watching your face as you bite your lip trying not to cum. Your back is arched fully off the bed now, and you are shaking with lust.

"Cum My slut.", I tell you and I begin sucking on your hard little clit. You gasp and explode in orgasm. your thighs trying to squeeze together as your muscles tense in ecstacy. I keep my shoulders wedged between your legs and continue licking and sucking your swollen clit, driving you mad with the sensations. I don't stop even after the tears spring from your eyes. You cry from the overwhelming sensations of your multiple orgasms.

I eventually stop tormenting your clit when you can take no more. I lick up the juices streaming from your swollen pussy, enjoying your flavor.

"Fuck me.", you say.

"What was that?", I ask you.

"Please fuck me. I want you inside me.", you ask this time.

I climb up between your thighs, pushing them up with my arms, lifting your ass up off the bed to give me good access to your open cunt. I plunge deep in one stroke. My balls slap against your ass with the quickness of my entrance. You gasp and shudder in another small orgasm as I begin to slowly fuck you in long deep strokes.

I begin to bite at your tits, grabbing them in both hands. I bite the tender, but hard nipples. They stand out long and erect just waiting for my mouth. I alternate between biting, licking and sucking them. I also sink my teeth into the soft flesh of your breasts. Biting hard as I devour you. I am marking you as mine, slut. I want you to wear my bruises to remember who you belong to. I bite deeply into each breast so you have my mark on both sides. You hiss in your breath from the pain, but you know not to ask me to stop. That I need this.

I continue fucking you all the while I am marking you. Your cunt is so wet it is making sloshing sounds on each stroke. I reach down and rub my thumb against your swollen little button. You shake your head no, but I smile and tell you yes.

"Cum on my cock, My slut.", and I rub your clit harder until you begin to arch up again, squeezing your legs around my waist as your orgasm takes you. You grip me tight preventing me from moving as you soak my cock in your juices.

Once your orgasm subsides, I pull out eliciting a whimper from you. I climb up and straddle your chest, my balls cradled in your cleavage. I look down at you as I stroke my cock, wet with your juices. You watch as I stroke myself. You love to see me do this don't you. I reach down and pull at your hard nipples as I pump my cock with my fist. I rub my hardness across each nipple, loving the feeling of the hard little tips on the underside of my cock.

I can feel my orgasm building slowly as I make long, slow strokes up the shaft. When you see that I am about to cum, you close your eyes knowing what is about to happen. With a grunt, my cum erupts from the head of my cock, spraying across your lips. I shoot it over your cheeks and into your hair. I am so turned on with taking you, that I shoot a bigger than normal load on your beautiful face. My warm seed slides down your chin to drip on your chest as my orgasm subsides. Again you wear my mark.

I help you up to go clean off your face. You look in the mirror and see my passion painted across your face.

William

A short story...

2011-12-03T01:34:00.000-08:00

I just posted a short bit of wickedness on my other blog. Enjoy...

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/12/strapped.html

William

Auugh!!!...vanilla living...

2011-12-02T11:41:00.000-08:00

It's been pretty vanilla around here lately. We had some pretty hot sex the other night, but it was strictly vanilla. I have pretty much resigned myself to mostly that. There will be smatterings of kink here and there, but nothing like what I need. She asked if I was going to use the cane and flogger the other night, and I told her not that night. When she asked me why, I told her that when I do she kind of withdraws from me to disconnect from the pain. In doing so the rest of our sex is mechanical on her part, and she just goes through the motions.

She told me she does it for me, and I appreciate that, but when she is just laying there taking it and obviously hating it, it takes the excitement out of it for me. So we are going to keep slogging along and trying to make things work, but my hopes aren't going to be high that she will change much.

I just wanted to let everyone know where we stood. I hope you all have a great weekend.

William

Another bit of torment...

2011-11-27T01:49:00.000-08:00

I posted a new story on my other blog. I hope it satisfies the masochistic sluts that read it. You know who you are...Grins!!!

Enjoy!!!

William
http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/11/his-plaything.html

A quick update...

2011-11-22T21:46:00.000-08:00

Not a lot has been going on here. My slut has been a little under the weather. Not bad, but just off. Hence no play. We did have a little fun last week, but she seemed to be going through the motions a bit. We are going to be talking about that. Is that the best she will be able to do, or was it just an off day.

She did make me angry tonight, and after I calmed down, I called her on it. She has wanted to adopt for quite awhile. I have not been receptive to it because of the way she has been treating me. As in barely noticing me for years. Well today she "mentioned it" to our son. Of course he ran with it. She claims she didn't mean him to, but I think she is being less than truthful. I have no proof, but I know how she thinks. I just let her know that I didn't appreciate it and it better not happen again.

I hope this long weekend will result in some good play.

I just wanted to let everyone know I didn't fall off the face of the earth. I hope everyone has a
Happy Thanksgiving.

William

The Darkest so far...

2011-11-19T12:23:00.000-08:00

I wrote a story last night on a challenge from a friend of mine. It crawled up from the darkest part in my mind. I hope some of you enjoy it.

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/11/tormented.html?zx=868dec33807445b6

William

I got a VBA...

2011-11-17T20:41:00.000-08:00

My wonderful readers maui girl and sweet kitty sub who nominated me for a Versatile Blogger Award. I am touched and honored.

So seven things you might not know about me.

1. I was a virgin until I was 23. I was horribly shy and had little self confidence.
2. I started going bald at a young age. Probably didn't help with #1.
3. I'm 6' and 175lbs. No matter what I eat or do I stay about the same. Fast metabolism.
4. I am the only male sibling. I have three sisters.
5. My oldest sister is a Domme.
6. My nephews wife is a sub who's blog I follow.
7. I never knew I could love to write so much, or that I had a penchant for it.

Now the hard part. Nominating just 15 blogs that I follow. There are so many good ones, but I will do my best.

1. Vesta's Submission , the very first blog I ever started following, and she was my first follower. Smart and sexy lady.

2. Knotty little monkey , She is a funny, sexy lady who like all of us, have daily struggles. She is thinking of quitting her blog, so go say hi and try to convince her she should stay with us. She's a very dear friend.

3. maui girl , A fairly new friend, but a very special one. I would have nominated her even if she hadn't nominated me.

4. Neo Dom Tom , Me and Tom have had a very similar path in our dominant lives. Weirdly similar sometimes. Great guy and blog.

5. cuddly kitten , I've read her blog for quite some time. A very full life for such a young lady. Quite a varied blog.

6. An Owned Life , Very insightful and instructional for any Dom or Domme out there.

7. Finding my submission , sin is a sexy lady who writes wonderfully and I love hearing about her adventures.

8. A Dauntless journey , A fellow dominant, though much more experienced than me. Plus FAF is hot!!!

9. The definition , Her blog ranges from the mundane day to day things in lief, to smoking hot descriptions of her submission.

10. Dangerous lilly , I lovely lass who isn't shy about sharing photos of her luscious body, and glimpses of her sexy mind.

11. Mrs Discontented , An English lady who finds ways to get the kinkiness she needs, even though her husband is completely vanilla.

12. Spanked army wife , This lady struggles with trying to get pregnant, multiple miscarriages, yet stays positive and submissive to her soldier hubby. Loves being spanked of course!

13. baby girl , she writes some of the hottest stories I have read in the blogosphere. She usually leaves me at attention...Grins!!!

14. Unapologetically kinky , although we butted heads awhile back, DY has a very fun and sexy blog, even though she doesn't write graphically about her sex life.

15. The submissive butterfly , Still looking for her Dom, but she has been one of my most consistent commenters. Long before I ever followed her blog. I try to make sure I read her's every day.

There is my list, in no particular order. Now to let everyone know I nominated them...Laughs!!!
I hope you all enjoy some blogs you may not have known about.

William

A confession...

2011-11-15T21:51:00.000-08:00

I have to confess. When I told My slut that I was going to stop the BDSM in our relationship, It was a bit of a ruse. A risky one, but a ruse none the less. I know her and when she gets mired down and loses her way, no amount of my cajoling can get her back on track. She needs a swift kick in the ass. I took a calculated gamble that this would jump start her and get her back on track. I was about 95% sure it would work, but it could have bitten me in the ass.

A little over a year ago when we were on the verge of divorce, it took the threat of divorce to make her realize she was screwing up so badly. I didn't do that on purpose, she was the one who walked out for no good reason. She accused me of something I didn't do, and when she left, I didn't ask her back. That made her wake up. While I didn't plan it, I learned from it.

I do take responsibility for letting her get to that point. A mistake I won't make again. I have to make sure I catch her when she first starts to slip, not let her get too far gone. A good sign that she is indeed back on the path is that when I got home today she had cleaned up her nightstand. It had been a disaster for about 9 months, and I have asked her many times to clean it up to no avail. Today it's done. I made a big point of thanking her and showing her a lot of love for it.

In answer to Miss Only His, what will keep her in line from now on is me. I am still learning and I still struggle with trying to be the good guy. I need to just be her husband and make sure she stays on track.

Here is the list of things we agreed to do for now. Things may be added later, but she hates not knowing what is coming next, and this list gives her a sense of knowing what could happen on any day.

Flogging
Caning
The crop
The dildo
Hot wax
Wartenberg wheel
The cuffs I made her - arms in front
The vibe - To give her the last most intense orgasm only, not to get her going. I love to feel her wet cunt.
Breast bondage
Cumming on her face, and eventually cumming in her mouth when she is ready.
Having to ask permission before cumming
No panties in bed - except during her period.

I also reminded her that she will have to constantly work to keep her "slut card". She agreed that she did lose sight of that before.

I hope that with the pressure off, she will relax and eventually be able to submit to me even more. If she can't she can't, but I think she may surprise all of us. It will just take her a lot longer than I hoped for. That's OK. I've waited over ten years, I can give her a little more time.

Thank you to all who gave me encouragement and kicks in the ass as well. Here's to the new slower, but hopefully more succesful path.

William

A little Darkness...

2011-11-13T21:59:00.001-08:00

I posted another little story on my other blog. I hope you enjoy.

William

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/11/well-used.html

Starting over...

2011-11-12T22:58:00.000-08:00

We talked some today about where we go from here. She still wants me to call her My slut. She said she loves it. She also said she wants to continue with the flogger and cane. She likes the flogger and can tolerate the cane. I'm sure she will also take the crop, she never minded that. The issue to be still discussed is if she will be interested in limited bondage. Primarily breast bondage. She isn't restrained at all when I just wrap the rope around her luscious tits, so that may work for her on an occasional basis. We still have to sit down and work out the details, a contract of sorts I guess.

The crazy thing that I don't quite understand is, she wants me to still write her stories. Even when she doesn't want to try the things in there, she still likes reading them. You women are a confusing lot...But I still love you!

We did have some very hot, yet mostly vanilla sex today. She gave me a good blowjob, until we were interupted by our son needing help with something. So I had to put on my robe and go help him. When I got back, she asked if she did a good job, and I told her I was about to stop her anyway because I was getting close to cumming. She asked if I wanted to use the flogger and cane, but I thought maybe we would take a break from that this time. She asked for the vibe and I told her it really annoys me that she always asks for it right away. It makes me feel like it's turning her on and not me. I told her if she is just patient, I will give it to her. I started rubbing her pussy, feeling her growing wetter. I told her I love to feel her wet cunt, to feel her clit stiffening under my fingers. I stroked her hard little button and slid my fingers up and down her slippery sex. She wanted to know if she still had to ask to cum, and I told her not this time. That is something else that will have to be discussed later.

She asked me to rub her clit faster and I did. Her back beginning to arch up as her orgasm approached. She came with great force and she was soaking wet. After she came multiple times she said she wanted me to fuck her really bad. I told her no, I wanted her to fuck me. She thought for a second then said OK. I told her to get her wet cunt over here and ride me. She laughed and did so.

She climbed on top and slowly slide down my hard cock. I slid in quite easily due her extreme wetness. She started to really grind her cunt down on me, and I could tell by the look on her face that she was having those little tremors of orgasm she has when she is really turned on and riding me.

As she fucked me, her cunt was making squelching noises from her being so wet. That is not a common occurance since she is usually in too big of a hurry to really get that wet. She was giggling in embarrasment at the sound, but I told her not to be. It felt great and I could feel her juices running down over my balls. It felt wonderful.

Her arms started getting tired after awhile, so she laid down on top of me as I fucked up into her. We kissed a lot. Very passionately. Not like she usually kisses me. She has a tendency to hold back with her kisses, but not today.

After awhile I asked her if she wanted me to get on top, and she said she wanted me to cum in her in that position. So she lifted herself up again, having rested her arms, and she ground her cunt onto my cock as I pushed up into her until I groaned and filled her with the biggest load I had in quite awhile. Taking longer always results in me shooting a larger load. When I first started cumming, she said "Oh my."...laughs!!! Once I was done cumming, she commented that it was one of the best fucks we'd ever had...grins!!!

After she climbed off of me to go clean up, I saw that she had soaked my cock and balls with her juices. Very sexy...

So she went and took a shower and I cleaned myself up and got dressed. I came into the living room and sat down to relax. After her shower she came out with a big smile on her face, gave me a kiss and a hug, and leaning in close to my ear, she asked me if she earned her slut name again. I told her yes, but she has to keep working to keep it. She kissed me and said OK.

So in all it was a great day. It looks like we will have a somewhat kinky relationship involving not much submission. Maybe just asking to cum will be the extent of it, but who knows. She says she still wants to be what I need, but I'm not going to push it. If she offers something we'll try it, but I'm not going to push like before.

Hopefully this is a new beginning that will lead us to common, kinky ground.

William

Our talk...

2011-11-11T18:19:00.000-08:00

Well I told her today while I was home for lunch that BDSM will no longer be a component of our relationship. I told her that she tried for over a year to be what I wanted, but it just isn't who she is. I told her About some of you submissive ladies who have tried unsuccesfully to make their husbands into dominants, usually with little success. She was upset and said she feels like a failure and that she hates herself for not being able to give me what I want. I assured her I don't hate her and that I'm not going to leave her. She asked me if I was going to get it elsewhere. I asked her if she was going to give me permission to. She said no, and I told her that was her answer.

I said that she just isn't able to submit for whatever reasons she has. Her past, her upbringing, whatever the reason or reasons. I told her that if she has such an aversion to using the word "Sir", there is no way she will ever be able to submit to me in other ways. She said she feels bad that I won't be getting what I need, and that she wants so badly to give it to me.

I was feeling a bit down as you can imagine, and she noticed it. When she commented on it, I told her that I will have days where I will be down. I won't lie to her and hide it. She has her down days for various reasons and lets me know about it, so I see no reason to hide anything from her.

We will have some rough times I'm sure, but hopefully we can get through them.

She asked me if I was still going to call her My slut, and I told her I didn't know. She said she likes when I do. I don't know if I will. I don't know if I will be able to have it part way. The nerves are still too raw right now to be able to decide what I will be able to do.

She claims to like the flogger, but I don't know if I will continue with it. I won't initiate it, but if she asks I don't know if I will. Time will tell how this all develops. I will certainly keep everyone up to date on what we settle on.

I hope I won't lose any of me wonderful followers, but I will understand if some of you go elsewhere for real life adventures instead of just fantasies.

I hope everyone has a fun and kinky weekend.

William

P.S.
I also want to thank any veterans out there who may read my little blog. Thank you for your service.

LOL!!!

2011-11-10T21:37:00.000-08:00

It's Love Our Lurkers day. The first I have participated in. I want to thank everyone who reads my blog. Feel free to leave comments even anonymously. I love to hear from all of you. Without you, this blogging wouldn't be nearly as fun or cathartic to me. I even learn things from some of the comments I get. I am afterall still learning my craft. Even if I will no longer be able to ply it. I still want to learn more.

Once again, I want to thank everyone of you that reads my brain droppings here.

William

Answering a few questions, and an end of sorts...

2011-11-10T21:30:00.000-08:00

I wanted to respond to some comments to my last post.
Miss Delectable, I don't talk about her wants in my blog because she quite literally gets exactly what she wants every time we have sex. She only wants the vibe to have as many orgasms as she wants, than she wants me to fuck her until I cum. That's it, that's all she wants. I have asked her many times if there is anything else she wants to try, or any fantasies she has. She claims to have none. I've even suggested things, all vanilla by the way, but she says she just wants the vibe.

As far as just trying to be vanilla for awhile, we did that for the first ten years of our marriage and we nearly ended in divorce. The only thing that convinced me to give her another chance was that she said she wanted to try things my way. Before you think that we almost split because she wouldn't give me kinky sex, we almost split because she basically treated me like I was her ex who abused her, and took out all her disdain for him on me.

Yes this blog is mostly about what I want because the first ten years were all about her. I was practically ignored.

Having said all that, I am at the end of my rope where it comes to trying to have a kinky relationship with her. No she isn't naturally submissive, shown by the issue she has with just the word Sir. She claims to want to be what I need, but in all honesty, she won't ever get there. Am I going anywhere, no. What am I going to do? I haven't a clue, yet. This blog may become just a place to write my bondage erotica. At least here I get comments and even some praise. Who doesn't enjoy and need that occasionally.

I appreciate all the comments I have been getting lately, even the critical ones. It may seem that I'm just trying to force my needs on her, but I'm just trying to get what I need after not getting it for over a decade. She keeps claiming to want to do it for me, and that's why I keep trying to find ways to help her learn. After yesterday's conversation it is finally sinking in that she just can't get there no matter how much she claims to want to.

I want to make it easy on her to experiment, but even the easiest options I give her are too tough, so I've pretty much given up. I will tell her tonight that this will no longer be a part of our relationship. I'm sure she will argue, but that's OK.

We did have a quickie during lunch today to make up for last nights debacle. It was completely vanilla, but nice.

Hopefully my stories will keep all of my readers entertained. I will do my best to do so.

Thanks again to everyone who offered encouragement and constructive criticism.

William

Some progress...

2011-11-09T21:55:00.000-08:00

We played tonight. I started with the cane and flogger. She wasn't able to take much because her period is near. So we moved on to her vibe until she came a few times. Then we started talking about how I wanted to finish. I didn't want to just fuck because due to the fact that we hadn't done anything in almost two weeks, I knew I wouldn't last very long and that is always frustrating to me.

I told her what I wanted to do, but she wasn't willing to do it, so we were negotiating a way to make me happy when our son started hollering about needing help on the computer. By the time I got that squared away it was getting late and dinner had to be made. To make a long story short, I didn't get to finish.

We did talk a lot about what I want compared to what she thinks she can do. There is still some distance between us, but we are getting closer to a hopeful compromise. She told me she knows I can't bury those feelings. She knows the times I have, have been a disaster for me mentally. She felt bad not being able to do the things I want, and she's afraid I'll leave. I assured her that no matter what I'm not going anywhere.

I told her I just want her to give me her best, which she hasn't yet. She has to get past her fear of stepping out of her comfort zone. If she tries something and hates it, as long as she gives it an honest effort I will be satisfied.

I'm going to keep the dialog going, letting her know what my needs are and try to find a common ground between us.

William

Some reconnection...

2011-11-08T23:27:00.000-08:00

We have been pretty far apart the last week or so, but this morning we spoke about it. She asked if I have been avoiding her, and I told her no more than she has been avoiding me. I told her I was tired of her ignoring me and she apologized and promised to make it better.

She still hasn't read my last story and said she doesn't know when she will. That annoyed me all over again. It's not a novel. It won't take that long to read.

I asked her if she needed her ass flogged and her cunt fucked, and she said she did. These mixed signals are driving me nuts. I guess I am just destined to keep struggling along trying to make things work and get what I need. Wish me luck.

William

A short story...

2011-11-07T21:10:00.000-08:00

I wrote a short story on my other blog. I hope you enjoy.

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/11/baptised.html

William

Her reaction so far...

2011-11-05T23:20:00.000-07:00

She told me she started to read my story, but when she got to the "Sir" part she had to stop reading. It bothered her. She said it made her sound like a slave. I told her no, it is an honorific, a term of respect that I use at work all the time with customers. She said that I told her I want her to be my slave. She obviously doesn't really listen to me. I have never said that. I want a submissive, not a slave. I don't want to have to micro-manage everything she does.

Regardless, if she didn't like the beginning, I'm sure she'll hate the rest. The thing is, I don't really care at this point. I guess I will just watch my bondage porn, write my stories for all of you, and make the best of it. Any one looking for an online Dom?

Just kidding... kind of...

I hope you are all having a great weekend.

William

Of service...

2011-11-05T02:06:00.000-07:00

This is just a work of fiction. I will send it to my wife too, but it won't get me anywhere. It is as likely to happen as the other stories I have written her. Which means it won't happen. I hope at least all of you enjoy it. I know I will enjoy writing it.

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I walk in the door, exhausted from a long week of work. You are waiting with a cold beer in your hand, dressed only in your underbust corset, collar and cuffs. You can see how worn out I am and smile as you hand me the beer and take my jacket to hang it in the closet. I take a long pull on the beer while you are putting it away.

"Bad day Sir?", you ask.

"Rough week.", I respond as I sit at my desk and begin to relax.

You kneel in front of me, smile and ask," Would it help if I sucked you off? Do you need your balls drained a little?"

"That would certainly be a good start.", I tell you as I stroke your hair and give you a tired grin. "If you do a good job, you can have dessert before dinner."

You reach up and undo my belt and open my jeans. My cock is already starting to stiffen at your attention and the thought of your hot, wet mouth wrapped around my throbbing member. You lower your head and slowly slip your wet lips over the head of my hard cock. You take me as deep as you can, then you hold me there and swirl your tongue around the pulsing head. You can feel my pulse in the throbbing of my cock.

This is just the appetizer, and I am hungry for dinner, so I soon grab your hair in my fists and start to move your head up and down on my cock. fucking it with your mouth. You moan in pleasure knowing what is coming. I push your head down as far as it will go onto my cock as my cum erupts. I shoot a big, hot load into your throat as you moan. I can feel your throat working as you swallow my seed, not wanting to spill a drop.

Once I'm done cumming, I let you up so you can catch your breath. You lick your lips to make sure you didn't miss anything. I give you a kiss, tasting my essence on your lips and tongue.

"I'm ready for dinner now.", I tell you. You smile as I help you to your feet, and you walk off to put dinner on the table. I sit down with my beer as you place the food in front of me. It looks and smells delicious, and before I start eating, I hook your cuffs together so you have to eat carefully to not spill any food.

We have a wonderful meal, and you manage to not drop a crumb. You stand and clear the table, still cuffed. You put the plates in the sink and quickly wash them. Even cuffed you make quick work of the dishes. While you are finishing, I walk up behind you and reach around to grasp one of your breasts. Pinching a nipple hard beween my fingers. You moan in pleasure and pain. I reach down with my other hand to stroke your cunt and find it drooling your juices down the inside of your thighs.

"You liked sucking me off, didn't you slut?", I ask you while stroking your slippery pussy lips.

"Yes Sir. I love the feeling of your cock in my mouth. I love to taste you.", you say in a husky voice. Trying to keep an even tone as I manipulate your tender parts.

I stop my ministrations as you complete your chore. I grab the front ring of your collar and lead you to the bedroom, hands still cuffed. Once in the room I light candles and have you kneel in the middle of the floor. I put pillows down to cushion your knees because you will be there for a little while.

While the candles burn, I select and arrange my implements of pain and pleasure. The clamps and Wartenberg wheel. The dildo and vibrator. A couple ropes, the flogger, the crop and my cane. You watch as I arrange each item. I lay them out for you to see. I want you to think about what I will be doing to you with each item.

I begin by binding your breasts with the rope. I wrap then tight to make them stand out for me. I want them to be a good target for my attentions. I give each nipple a hard pinch making you gasp. Next I attach the tweezer style nipple clamps. Sliding the ring up until they are quite tight on the large nubs of erect flesh. You inhale a sharp breath as each one is placed, but I stroke the tight flesh of your tits to soothe you and distract you from the pain.

I pick up the crop and begin to lightly slap the underside of your straining tits, the skin taut from their bindings. I slap the tops of them too, before tapping on your clamped nipples. This elicits a moan of pleasure and pain from your lips. It hurts a bit, but the endorphins are beginning to rush through your body and you feel your cunt growing even wetter, pulsing with need.

I step beside you and bring the crop down on the tender globes of your ass. The slapping sound rings through the room. The sharp crack echos from the walls. I slap your ass harder and harder until the skin begins to glow a light pink. It's a good start, but this toy will never get the proper color.

I retrieve the flogger, ready to really begin working you over. I land the first lash across your ass. It is a heavy, thudding lash that makes you jump a bit, but you stay in your place like a good slut. After a few lashes, I begin to whip up and down your back as well as your ass. I give your back and ass a nice red glow. Your skin has a few faint stripes from the falls of the flogger, but not the kind of stripes I want. I give your ass the last few hard strokes, putting all my strength into each one. Your ass shakes with the impact of the blows and you gasp with each one.

I remove the nipple clamps quickly, and as the blood rushes back into the tortured flesh, I suck one nipple while pinching the other. Pleasure on one side, and pain on the other. Confusing your senses so you can't tell one from the other.

I grab the hair at the back of your head and pull you back so your tits are pointing upward, and land a few lashes of the flogger on your swollen tits. The nipples are very hard and distended and I aim for them with the whip. You yelp at each stroke before I finish and release your hair.

I lean you forward and placing another pillow on the floor, I rest your head and chest on the floor, your ass up in the air. A perfect target for my cane. Your tits ache from the tight rope and the clamps, and the cool floor feels good on the swollen flesh.

Before I start with the cane, I run my fingers up and down your open cunt. The flesh is wide open like the petals of a flower. Inviting attention from a hand or a hard cock. For now you just get the hand. Your juices are flowing down your thighs as I stroke and pinch the engorged folds of you pussy. I lightly rub your erect clit. It is hard and swollen in need. You push back towards me trying to increase the pressure of my fingers to get the orgasm you so desperately need.

"Not yet, My little slut. No cumming for you until I say so.", I tell you as you whimper when I remove my hand.

I stand up and bring my arm back. The first lash of the cane lands across both cheeks, a line of fire drawn across the flesh. I give you a few minutes to process the pain before landing the next blow. The next one is only on the right cheek. Once again I wait for you to let it sink in. Over and over again the cane bites into your flesh and I let the pain sink into you.

"I want you to cry for me slut. Let it go. Don't hold back. Give me what I need.", I whisper into your ear.

I land a few more hard lashes and I see tears begin to roll down your cheeks. No sobs, just these beautiful tears running from your bright eyes. I smile at you with such desire and lust before I put the cane down.

You look back at me as I pick up the dildo, but you look at me quizzically as I smear lube on it. You know your are plenty wet enough to not need it. I take the dildo and press it against your tight little ass. You shake your head no with apprehension.

"It is OK slut. I won't hurt you. You are relaxed and turned on. I will go slow and if it gets to be too much, I will stop.", I assure you.

You think about it a long time, all the while I am lightly stroking your slippery pussy lips, until you look at me and just barely nod your head. I begin to slowly and gently press against your sphincter. The dildo is much smaller than my cock, so you shouldn't have too much trouble taking it in. As the tight hole begins to relax, the tip begins to slide in. I go in a little, then back out. In a little more, then back out. Each time going in a little deeper until the head of the dildo pops past the ring of muscle, making you gasp in surprise. You didn't realize it was that far in, and you relax as I leave it there while you get used to it.

Soon I start to slowly push it further inside you. A little at a time. letting your body accept it until it is soon buried completely in your ass. You sigh and relax as you realize it is all the way in.

By now I am steel hard. Between giving you my pain, and seeing the dildo deep in your ass, I am hotter than I have been in a long time. I pull my cock from my jeans and in one smooth stroke, I bury myself in your hungry cunt. As I hit bottom, my abdomen hits the base of the dildo and psuhes it in just a bit. On each thrust of my cock into your tight pussy, I bump the little cock in your ass, giving you sensations in both holes. You are tight from being so stuffed. You have never felt so full.

I grab the vibe and reach under you and press it to your clit. You gasp and look back at me. Between the feeling of being completely filled and the vibrations on your clit, I know you won't last long.

"May I please cum sir?", you ask. Biting your lip in an effort to delay your orgasm.

"Not until you convince me you really need it.", I tell you, the whole time working the vibe on your hard little clit while slowly fucking your hungry cunt.

"Please Sir, I beg you. Please let me cum on your hard cock. Let me cum for you.", you plead.

I look at you as I continue to torture you with pleasure, watching you struggle to hold back your impending orgasm until I give you permission.

Finally, when I think you can no longer hold out, I say, "Cum for me slut. Cum all over my hard cock. I want to hear you."

With my words, the flood gates open and your let out a guttural groan as I feel your cunt grip my cock as the first spasm rips through your pussy. I can feel the muscles squeezing my cock as each wave rolls through you. I keep the vibe pressed hard to your clit, making you cum again and again. I stay still, my cock buried deep inside you as orgasm after orgasm is pulled from you. You tell me you've had enough, but I tell you no you haven't. I will tell you when you have cum enough for me. I keep the vibe pressed to your clit and reach down and move the dildo in and out of your ass a little to add to the sensations in your cunt.

You cum a few more times before I decide you've had enough and I begin to pound into your abused little pussy. I fuck you fast and hard, and soon I pump my hot load into your wet hole. You feel the heat of my cream splashing against the walls of your pussy and you sigh in contentment. I push into you in long deep thrusts until my orgasm subsides.

I stay there inside you until I feel myself beginning to soften. I then pull out and standing, I pull you once again to you knees and offer you my wet prick. You open your mouth and suck me in, tasting our mixed juices coating me. You suck the last remaining drops of cum from my cock and lick our juices from the shaft and balls. Bathing me with your tongue. Once you have cleaned me to my satisfaction, I lean down and kiss you deeply, enjoying our mixed essence on your tongue. I reach behind you and slowly remove the dildo from your tight ass. I toss it in the bathroom sink to be cleaned later.

I reach down and give your rock hard nipples ome last pinch as they stand out farther than I have ever seen them. Your breasts swollen and hard from the constriction of the ropes. I start untying them, allowing the blood to drain back into your body and they once again soften to the touch. There are lovely rope marks encircling them that I trace with my fingers, then my tongue. You moan with pleasure at the touch of my warm mouth.

Once the rope is removed, I un-cuff you and remove the cuffs and corset. I lead you into the bathroom and run a hot shower to soothe your sore body. I climb in with you and soap you down from head to toe. Gently washing your tits, stroking your tortured nipples. I reach down and wash your poor abused cunt, and then your ass. I clean you up really good. This is your reward for being such a good little slut, and giving me what I need.

William

Sounds good to me...

2011-11-01T11:53:00.000-07:00

You are all free to send me anything you want to share. Pics you like, stories, or anything else you think I might like.

William

A quick update...

2011-10-31T11:49:00.000-07:00

Saturday we got to play for a short time. We would have had about 2 hours, but she decided to take an hour to eat her lunch. I doubt it was a coincidence, but whatever.

I used the cane fairly hard, but still not hard enough to leave lasting marks. She still said she wasn't ready for that. I then flogged her pretty good, leaving her ass a nice pink. Of course it didn't last long.

After that she asked me to lay down, much to my surprise. She then gave me the best BJ she ever has. Nice and wet with slurping sounds and all. She still pulled me out of her mouth before I came, but maybe we're getting closer. She told me she gave me the good BJ because she refused to be tied up, and hoped it would make up for it. It was very good, but it doesn't compare. Totally different turn on for me.

I made her cum many times with the vibe, but she forgot to ask for permission so she got ten swats for it. She asked if the good BJ made up for forgetting. That was no...

It was good, but I was left a little disappointed for some reason. I think it was the fact that we had to rush, and her refusal to be tied. I may sound ungrateful, but it's how I felt. I didn't get what I need and that's the facts.

I hope everyone had a good weekend.

Happy Halloween!!!

William

Not such a nice guy...

2011-10-27T23:15:00.000-07:00

This is the story I wrote her tonight. Not so sweet...

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I wrap the ropes around your chest and tits. Binding them tightly so they stand out from your chest. Your nipples hard and erect waiting to be pinched and clamped. I pinch them hard and bite them to make sure they are as hard as possible before putting the clamps on.

I take the excess rope and tie your arms behind your back. You are mine to do with as I wish. I grab you by the throat and pull you to me, kissing you deeply as I push my tongue deep into your mouth. With your throat in my one hand, I grab your cunt with my other. Rubbing your clit and pussy hard, pinching the full lips.

I step behind you as I continue to hold you in place with my hand on your neck. I swat you hard on the ass with my hand, but you can't get away. I swat each cheek in turn, each swat harder than the pevious. You dance from foot to foot, but you can't escape my grip. Your ass is soon bright red, just like I want it.

I release your throat, but I tell you not to move from the spot. I grab the flogger and approach you from behind swinging it from side to side. I land the first strike on your already sensitive ass making you jump a little, but I tell you to hold still while I swat you again. I land hard lashes all over your sweet tender ass, making you gasp over and over.

Now that your ass is nice and red, it's time for some sweet pain. The cane comes out to give you it's intense kiss. I land the first strike across the tender underside of your ass leaving a nice welt. You suck in a sharp breath and try to dance away from me. I take you by the arm to steady you and land another lash across your ass. I land cane strokes all over your ass, leaving a lovely pattern on lines across your soft ass.

I tell you that I'm not going to stop until you cry for me. It's up to you how much you take, but I want you to take a lot for me. Take my sweet pain you wonderful slut. You finally give in and the tears flow down your cheeks. I give you ten more hard lashes just because I want to.

I reach down and feel your cunt dripping wet for me. I rub and pinch your swollen clit making you moan and gasp in arousal. I rub your clit hard and bring you to the edge of orgasm before stopping. Your aren't going to cum yet, My slut.

I sit you down on the bed and pull out my now very hard cock. I grab a handful of your hair and push your mouth down on my hard cock. I slowly fuck your mouth, feeling your tongue and lips caress my turgid member. I want to fill your mouth with my hot cream, but not until you are ready. I hold your head still and fuck your mouth like a cunt. You drool all over my hard cock, and I feel your spit run down over my shaft and balls.

Before I'm tempted to shoot a load down your throat, I pull out and bend you over so your chest is resting on the bed, and push my hard cock into your sopping cunt. You are wet and tight, and your pussy grips my shaft tightly as I slight in and out of you. As I fuck you slowly, I spank your soft ass on each stroke. I grab your hips and give you a hard pounding, slamming my cock into you with all my might. You gasp and moan as I pummel your pussy.

I pull out and leaving you bent over, I grab the vibe and press it to your clit as I plunge a couple fingers into your hungry cunt. I fuck you fast and hard with my fingers as the vibrations pulse through your hard little button. You beg to cum, but I tell you to hold off. Each time you ask, I tell you not yet. You are starting to shake and you are soon begging me to cum.

I tell you to cum for me like the good little slut you are, and you scream as your orgasm explodes. I feel your cunt squeezing my fingers tightly as each pulse rolls through your pussy. I hold the vibe hard against your clit, not moving it until you have cum enough for me.

I then plunge my hard cock into your cunt once again and pound into you. I can still feel little ripples of orgasm in your pussy as I fuck you. As I feel my orgasm approaching I pull out and turn you around, putting you on your knees and stroke my cock in front of your face.

The first jet of cum hits your lips and chin and drips down onto your tits. I shoot other spurts onto your cheeks and tits, covering you with my hot seed, marking My slut as mine. Once I stop cumming, I step up and place my cock against your wet mouth and have you suck me clean.

I untie you, admiring the beautiful rope marks on your tits and arms. I take you in my arms and give you a big kiss. My juices smeared across both of our chests. Warm and sticky, my passion glues us together.

We'll see what she has to say about this one.

William

She liked my story...

2011-10-27T22:04:00.000-07:00

Looking back, I shouldn't be surprised. It was probably the most completely vanilla story I have ever written her. She told me that it was by far the most likely to happen. Of course of all the other stories she has told me that were probable, none of them have happened. To hell with these vanilla, sweetness and light stories, the next one I write her is going to curl her toes and maybe even her hair.

I'm glad some of my lady followers liked it, but it was a bit too soft for my general tastes. It would be fun on occasion, but I want something a lot more intense.

Everyone have a good weekend!

William

Finally...

2011-10-26T22:22:00.000-07:00

I have finally written a new story for My slut. I hope you all enjoy it, but most of all, I hope My slut enjoys it.

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I'm sitting at my desk late at night when you walk out with a smile on your face. You turn my chair to face you and you sit down in the floor in front of me and undo my pants. You pull them down to my feet and start stroking my cock, feeling it begin to stiffen in your hand. You lower your head to my lap and slowly take my hardness into your mouth. Your mouth is warm and wet causing my cock to reach it's full hardness.

You suck me slowly, occasionally looking up into my eyes as you devour my cock. Your one hand strokes me as you suck, and the other hand caresses my full balls. You stop and run your tongue up the underside of my cock from balls to tip and them you flick your tongue across the head. You smile again and take me as deep as you can and pump my cock in rhythm with your head bobbing up and down. You want me to cum. You want to hear me gasp as I shoot a hot load for you.

I feel the pressure building in my balls as my orgasm nears. I touch your shoulder to let you know I am about to cum. You pull me from your mouth, but continue to stroke the slick shaft as you rub my cock across your lips. You massage my tightening balls as my orgasm is about to erupt.

I groan and shoot the first jet of cum across your lips. You pump my shaft as jet after jet of hot cum spurts over your face. You rub my spasming cock all over your face, smearing my seed across your cheeks and lips. You look beautiful wearing my cream on your smiling face.

You give me a quick little suck to really make me happy, then you rise and go to clean up your face. I follow you into the room, and once you clean up, I throw you on the bed and attack your wet cunt with my fingers. I rub your already swollen clit making you gasp and move your hips. Your back begins to arch up as the pleasure courses through your body, radiating from your wet pussy.

Each time you are on the edge of cumming I stop rubbing your clit and stroke your lips instead. You moan in disappointment, but you are now soaking wet. I go back to your clit and rub again, making you moan and writhe on the bed, wanting to cum. I once again stop as you get close, teasing you, wanting to let your orgasm build and build until you explode in ecstacy.

When you are so worked up you can barely stand it, I get the vibe and press it into your swollen clit. You arch your back again, and ask me to let you cum. I wait, watching you fight to hold off your orgasm. You are shaking and biting your lip to stave off the impending explosion.

When you can't take it anymore, I tell you to cum and your orgasm rips through your body. You moan deeply as your cunt clenches and your juices coat my fingers and the vibe. Your body convulses and squirms as you cum hard for me. When your orgasm finally subsides you are breathing hard, but smiling from ear to ear.

I surprise you and climb between your legs with my cock once again steel hard, and plunge deeply into your wet cunt. You are so wet, I go all the way in with one quick thrust. You gasp with the quickness of my thrust, and as I begin to quickly fuck you, you again start having small orgasms. I fuck you in quick short strokes the way you love it. Small orgasms run through your pussy. I don't stop as I feel my second orgasm building.

As my orgasm hits I plunge deep into you and shoot my hot load deep into your twitching cunt. I feel your pussy clenching around my cock as I pump my load into you. You feel my hot seed splashing inside you, mixing with your own wetness.

I collapse on top of you as we both breathe deeply. I kiss you deeply and passionately for starting such a hot night.

William

Some new Darkness...

2011-10-23T12:30:00.001-07:00

I posted a new short story on my other blog.
Enjoy!!!

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/10/waiting.html

Sorry...

2011-10-23T11:43:00.000-07:00

Sorry for my lack of posts. Not a ton of things going on. We did have time for a quickie the other night. I got a nice blowjob, but she still wasn't ready to let me cum in her mouth. Maybe someday soon. Then she just got the vibe and that was it. We only had about 30 minutes so no time for anything more intense.

She told me yesterday, after I gave her a swat on the ass, that she missed out on her flogging that day. I asked her today if she missed not getting her ass flogged. She said yes she did. Good sign to be sure.

We talked about control this morning. She said she has given up control. I said not as much as she thinks. Her reply was that she's given up more than I think. This is a conversation that needs to be explored in more depth. I want to know what she feels she has given up control over. This could lead us in an interesting direction.

I appreciate all of you being patient with my lack of interesting posts lately. I am still going to write the story I promised. Should be tonight. I have a good story line in mind I thought of last night, but was too exhausted to write.

I hope everyone is having a good weekend.

William

Not a lot going on...

2011-10-16T02:09:00.000-07:00

I haven't posted in awhile because there isn't a whole lot going on. We are getting along OK, but not much sex or play. We did have a little private time today. I flogged her ass for a little while, not too long though. Her period will start soon and she has a low tolerance for pain right now.

I used her vibe on her and she came really hard after begging me to let her cum. We then had a quick fuck. Not exactly what I wanted, in fact it was somewhat disappointing. I just didn't get to take as much time as I wanted and that is frustrating.

I don't know how much action is going to be happening in the next week once her period starts, but I'm hoping to get at least one blowjob. It's been quite awhile, and I told her that today.

I hope everyone is having a good weekend.

I'll be writing a story this week to give all of you something good to read. I will send it to her since she likes my stories. I'm not sure what the subject will be, but I'll come up with something good.

William

For baby girl...

2011-10-10T11:46:00.000-07:00

She asked me a question in relation to my last post, and I didn't want to just leave a long comment that might not get read.

She wanted to know how much My slut would have to do to satisfy the sadist in me. If I would be happy even if she couldn't take all my pain. I wanted to try to amswer that here the best I could.

It isn't necessary that she be able to take the most intense pain I want to give. I know that wouold only be possible by a true masochist. As far as I know she isn't one....As far as I know. If she makes a serious effort to do her best, I will be happy with that. I do want to be able to give her quite intense pain, but I am realistic. As far as how far is far enough. Honestly I can't answer that right now. I think her attitude will dictate that. If she is trying to take as much as she can, and wants to push her limits as far as she can, I will certainly be satisfied with that.

I feel that if she also adds to that her submission, it will temper my need to take the pain side of it farther. I know there is always a give and take. She has limits as almost every sub does. I will always respect those limits.

She is actually able to take a fair amount of pain when you consider the wax, Wartenberg wheel, cane and flogger. She actually loves the flogger and wax, so there is a lot to work with there. If I can get her to trust me and do more bondage that would give me another outlet for the dark side of my personality. When I bound her tits and covered them with hot wax, that pleased the sadist in me. I don't just slowly drip the wax on, I pour it fairly quickly. Making her gasp. I get turned on just thinking about it. Watching it pour over her hard nipples is extremely HOT to me.

I think she will be able to satisfy the sadist in me. Maybe not to the extreme that I desire, but how often does that really happen if you are in a marriage. Especially considering she didn't go into the marriage completely understanding what I needed like I thought she did.

William

A pretty good day...

2011-10-08T23:37:00.000-07:00

Nothing sexual, but our son had his birthday party today and had a great time. The weather at the park was beautiful, and he got some nice gifts and saw some friends he doesn't see all the time.

When we got home after things were put away, my wife came and sat on my lap "just because". She wanted to give me hugs and kisses. Later on she came by and again sat on my lap when I was in a different chair. Once again just to say hi.

I think our talking and reconnecting is having a good effect on her. I'm going to just work on encouraging her to be my good girl and do things for me. Get her to feel more comfortable submitting.

As I've said before, this is the hardest part for her with her past abuse, but she wants to get there. I'm sure there will still be many bumps down the road, but we'll get there. I will try to be patient and guide her to the best of my ability.

Thank you to all my commenters who offered constructive suggestions.

William

Today worked out...

2011-10-07T15:01:00.000-07:00

I get to work this morning and after doing a couple things I see my boss walk in. I ask him what he's doing there and he tells me that he was there to cover for my day off. He told the other boss he would be there, but that boss thought he said he wouldn't be there. He asked me if I still wanted the day off, and I said HELL YES!!!

So after taking the boy to school, I came home and we talked for a bit. She wanted to know what I wanted to do. I told her I wanted to bind her breasts and use the wax. She was good with that. Of course she got the flogger that she loves and I also got to use the crop.

We started with her getting her usual massage to relax her, then I used the crop. I started easy at first then gave her some harder swats with it. Her ass got a little red in spots, but nothing big. After about 5 minutes of the she had a little glow going. She asked to switch to the flogger and I was of course good with that. I flogged her moderately for awhile, but she told me she didn't think she could take much today. Her period is getting close and she can't handle as much then. So of course the day we can be as loud as we want, I have to take it easy...We both laughed about that one.

When she told me she had about hit her limit, I said I was going to give her 10 more, 5 on each cheek and she said OK. I gave her the harder ones and by the time I was finished she was squirming a little. I stopped and gave her kisses and told her what a good girl she was, and how proud I was of her.

I then grabbed a short rope and wrapped it figure eight around her tits, fairly tightly but not enough to hurt or anything like that. They looked wonderful that way and I wanted to take a picture but she said next time. I poured the first candles load of wax over her nipples and across the tops of her wonderful tits. She gasped a few times when it hit a sensitive spot, but she did really good. She has always enjoyed the wax from the first time I used it. After pouring three candles worth of red, white and blue wax on her, she had enough. When I removed the rope later, she had nice little tope marks and slight bruises. I loved the way it looked, and she didn't mind at all...Grins!!!

I asked her if she wanted to cum yet. She said definitely. I got her vibe and found her to be already wet. I teased her a little, good naturedly of course and she hid her eyes and grinned about it. I put the vibe on her clit, and as she started arching her back I pulled it away and stroked it down her wet slit. I then went back up to her clit until she arched up again, then pulled it away. She said stop it. She hated when I did that, but I kept doing it. Laughing as I did. I wanted to really get her worked up before she came.

I did that 8-10 times before asking her what she wanted. She told me she wanted to come. I asked her what she had to do. She said ask to cum. So I said what do you say? She finally smiled and said.

"May I please cum?"

I put the vibe back on her clit and as she arched up again. I waited as she bit her lip trying to hold back. As it began to get unbearable I told her.

"Cum for me My slut. Cum hard, let me hear you cum."

She let go and really started to cum and shake all over. Her orgasm was really intense and I made her cum quite a few times. She started crying and I told her to give me her pretty tears, that I wanted her to cry for me. She cried pretty hard until she couldn't take any more and asked me to stop. Her body spasmed a few more times after I pulled the vibe away.

She asked me to fuck her, and being the nice guy, I did. I pushed her legs back and slowly entered her. I pushed in long and deep until I got a good rhythm going. Then without warning her I started to fuck her really fast. She gasped and bit her lip as she does when something feels really good. I stoppped and she giggled.

"I almost came again.", she told me. So I did it again, and again, and again. Each time I would take a break and go slow for awhile so I wouldn't cum too quickly. The last time I did it she had a small orgasm.

When I was ready to cum, I gave her long deep strokes until I was about ready. I pulled out and stroked my hard cock as she watched. She loves to watch me make myself cum. I made long slow strokes until I erupted all over her stomach, shooting almost up to her tits. That felt so good and she was smiling ear to ear.

A great day for sure. We both got what we wanted and she is willing to keep working toward the bondage part. I have tied her in the past, it's just a matter of getting her comfortable with it. I also held her throat loosely in my hand while I was fucking her. She let me for about a minute which was good for her, and I told her how proud I was of her, and how much it made me happy.

I think the pain part will come in time as well as the bondage if I just take my time and keep telling her what I want to do. She repeated today that she doesn't want any surprises and wants to know what is going to happen. So I think if I just keep the communication going she will do better than she has lately.

Thank you to all my commenters for their suggestions.

William

We are still talking...

2011-10-06T21:11:00.000-07:00

We are discussing where we go from here. I told her we could stop all the kinky stuff since it seemed to be causing so much difficulty between us. She said absolutely not. She doesn't want to stop the flogging at all. She enjoys it too much. She said she doesn't want to stop the canings either. She doesn't love them, but she doesn't hate them either. She said it's better when we do it before the flogging though. She wants to start using the wax and nipple clamps more like we used to as well. She also likes the Wartenberg wheel. She said she likes the crop too, so I will have to start using that more.

She's still not sure about bondage. She said she hates not knowing what is going to happen next after she is bound. I'm going to tell her that we can talk about what's going to happen before I tie her up. Our last talk about it got interrupted.

She also said I better not stop writing her my stories. She loves reading them even when she doesn't necessarily want to do the things I write about. They turn her on and make her feel more comfortable about the things I want to try.

It's going to be an ongoing learning process, but she is wanting to keep exploring. She said she wants to do more of the "vanilla" things we used to do before on most nights. I told her we can do that too. In fact we had a great time last night. I used the vibe on her and made her cum a bunch of times, then she rode me hard for quite awhile. When she started tiring, I took over fucking up into her wet cunt. When I started getting close she asked me to fuck her real fast. She always loves that. So I pounded her as fast as I could causing her to quiver and bite her lower lip until I came hard inside her.

After I finished cumming she told me she had a couple small orgasms while I was doing that. I told her I knew, I could tell by her reaction.

I was supposed to take tomorrow off to spend the day in private with her, but my boss's wife got sick and the other guy who was supposed to cover for me has to pick his aunt up from the hospital, so my day off got cancelled. Being a nice guy really sucks sometimes...

Well someday I may get some time alone with My slut again.

It's going to be hard work to keep us on track, but I have a better mind set and plan than before. We'll see how it goes.

William

A new direction...

2011-10-03T18:15:00.000-07:00

Thank you to all my new anonymous commenters. I'm so glad I fixed my blog. I didn't even know I was blocking anyone.

Anyway, I have decided to go a different direction with our relationship. Taking things slower and trying to drag her feelings out of her. I have offered to stop several times and she always told me she doesn't want to. I'm just going to do it and sit down and try to really find out what she wants. I have asked her many times what she wants, and gotten no answer.

She read my story today, and told me she needs to process it before she tells me what she thinks. This has in the past lead to her never mentioning it again...We'll see.

We are going to have a sit down tonight hopefully and clear the air a bit. Like a lot of you have said, we are not in the same book, much less the same page.

My stories are written to her on her request. She said she thought they might help her learn more about what I want and need in a non-threatening way. Where I'm not asking her to actively do it. Some she has loved, and some she has not liked. She knows about my dark side and understands the difference between abuse and what I want to do, at least that is what she has told me.

Hpefully things don't shut down completely, but changes do need to be made and now. I hope to have more positive news in my next post.

I have gotten a lot of good advice in the last couple days, and as someone still learning, it is very much appreciated. While I've been reading and thinking about this for over a decade, we have only been working on it for a year.

William

My newest story to My slut...

2011-10-02T21:22:00.000-07:00

I realized that I have been focusing too much on the asdist side of myself lately. Thanks to my followers and new anonymous commenters for making me see that. So I'm going to focus more on just getting her to submit to me sexually. I'll let you know how this story affects her and what she thinks of it.
The title is:
Touching yourself...

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I tell you to strip for me. I want to see you naked, to see those wonderful big tits and soft ass. I love to touch them, letting my hands roam across your curves.

"Touch yourself.", I tell you. "Pinch your nipples and make them hard for me."

You are embarrassed to touch yourself in front of me, but you do it. You can't meet my eyes while you do it, but that's OK for now. You stroke them and make them stand up hard and I feel myself growing hard at the same time.

"Lay back on the bed and spread your legs. Show me your cunt, My slut. Stroke it with your fingers and spread it open for me. Touch your clit and rub it slowly, make yourself wet.", I instruct you.

Your face grows red in embarrassment. You are so shy about doing this for me, but you know I really want it and you want to please me. Your fingers slowly move down between your legs and tentatively spread your pussy lips open. You begin to slowly rub your clit and you bite your lower lip at the wonderful sensations you are feeling. Your clit is so sensitive and it takes so little for you to cum.

"Don't cum too quick, slut. I want to watch you play for awhile. I want your cunt very wet and slippery for me before I give you my cock.", I tell you in a voice thick with lust. You can see my cock bulging in my pants. You turn me on so much even after all this time. My slutty little wife.

Your fingers play across your hard clit. It is standing up hard and erect like my cock. You can feel your juices beginning to run down your slit. Your pussy swelling and getting hot from your arousal.

Your fingers rub harder and faster as you start to feel your orgasm building. You again bite your lower lip trying not to cum.

"May I please cum?", you ask with a pleading look in your eyes.

"Not yet.", I tell you. "Stop what you are doing."

You stop and look at me in disappointment. You need to cum, and you don't like to wait for it. Tonight you will.

"Slide a finger inside you. Fuck yourself for me. Feel how wet you are.", I say. You don't want to do it in front of me, but you need to cum. With a flush in your cheeks, you reach down and slowly insert a finger inside your warm wetness.

"What do you feel slut?", I ask you.

"It's wet, very wet.", you tell me in a husky voice.

"Who is it wet for?", I ask you.

"For you.", you answer, your finger sliding slowly in and out of your sweet cunt.

I undo my pants and free my throbbing cock from it's tight prison. I'm rock hard from watching you touch your pussy for me. I slowly stroke myself in rhythm to your stroking. Pre-cum leaks from the tip of my cock. I'm so turned on by you.

Removing my clothes while you continue slowly fucking yourself, I climb up on the bed with you.

"Suck my balls. I want you to lick and suck them while you are playing with yourself.", I say as I move to straddle your head. you take my balls in your warm wet mouth, sucking gently on them as I slowly stroke my hardness as your finger pushes deep inside you. You are very wet and I can hear your juices squelching each time you push your finger inside you. The distraction of licking me is keeping you from cumming, but your arousal is building.

I pull my balls away from your mouth and offer you the tip of my hard cock.

"Suck the head.", I tell you as you take it into your mouth. I stroke myself as you suck.

"Rub your clit now, My slut. I want you to cum with my cock in your mouth. I'm not going to cum, but you are. Cum for me you sexy little slut.", I tell you.

You moan and start rubbing your clit hard and fast. I stop stroking myself so I don't cum. I want to watch you cum with my cock in your mouth. Feel you moan around my hardness.

"Cum!", I tell you again, and you erupt. As you start cumming I reach down and grab both nipples in my fingers and pinch them. You groan and cum hard as you keep rubbing your clit.

"That's my good girl. Cum hard for me", I encourage you. "Don't stop until I tell you."

You keep rubbing as your body continues twitching and spasming as you cum again and again. My cock still in your mouth as the orgasms wash over you.

After you have cum about five or six times I tell you to stop. I grab your hand and bring your fingers to my lips. Sucking the juices from your fingers. Your cunt tastes so sweet.

"Who are you?", I ask as I pull out of your mouth.

"Your slut.", you answer, your voice thick with lust.

"What do you need?"

"Your cock."

"Where?"

"In my cunt"

"Good slut.", I tell you. I love it when you tell me you need me.

I kneel between you thighs and rub the head of my cock up and down your slick opening. You are so wet, your juices have run down the crack of your ass and made a wet spot on the bed. You squirm and try to get me to enter you. Moving your hips up and down to entice me to enter you. You need cock bad.

I place the head of my cock against the entrance of your cunt and in one quick thrust, I push deep inside you. I bury myself balls deep in you and you gasp at the suddenness of my entry. I usually go slow, but you are so wet I plunge straight in.

I slowly begin to pump in and out of you, slowly getting a rhythm going. feeling your wetness gripping me. you are wetter than usual and I love the wet sound of my cock going in and out of you. I fuck you slow and deep. I want this to last awhile.

I reach over and grab the vibe. You've been such a good little slut tonight, I'm going to give you what you really love. I push deep inside you and put the vibe to your clit.

"Cum on my cock.", I tell you. "I want to feel you gripping my cock while you cum."

I move inside you as you start cumming. I can feel your cunt gripping me as the orgasm ripples through your pussy. The sensation pushes me towards my own orgasm. I fell myself about to erupt, and I pull out and shoot the first hot spurt of creamy cum right on your swollen clit. The feeling of the vibe and my hot cream hitting your clit send you over the edge into an intensely hard orgasm. Your body arches and you moan deep in your throat. Tears leak from your eyes as you start to cry with the intensity of it all.

I continue to stroke myself and shoot my hot load all over your open cunt. Rubbing the head up and down your slit as I cum. Mixing our juices together. Once I stop cumming I push my still hard cock back into your hungry cunt to give you a few more strokes. You twitch as I fuck you, you are so sensitive from cumming so hard.

We are both left breathing hard and I lay on top of you and devour your mouth as I kiss you hard and deep. My tongue snaking around yours as I taste your passion. We hold each other tight as our breathing returns to normal.

"Let's go take a shower and clean up.", I tell you with a grin. "I'll wash yours if you wash mine."

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William

Some more Darkness...

2011-10-01T21:38:00.001-07:00

The lastest story on my other blog...
To anyone interested in my darker side.

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/10/just-used.html

William

I just want to give her pain...

2011-10-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

I'm a little buzzed tonight. Had a few beers so excuse me if I ramble a bit.

We went to a familt reunion today, her side of the family. I saw quite a few young ladies that had smoking hot bodies. I wanted to tie them all up together and flog their asses one by one. One in particular was wearing a tiny little skin tight dress that accentuated her tight little body.

For the last few days the sadist in me has been trying to break free. I want to hurt My slut. I want to give her a lot of erotic pain. I want her to cry for me, to beg me to stop and fuck her wet cunt.

Of course right now she is laying in bed dozing off and on. Trying to stay awake so she can watch TV...

My life sucks right now. Why can't I be married to the pain slut of my dreams, or at least have one to play with?

I just want to make her ass bright red with my flogger and cane before I pound her throat and ass with my cock. I want to take her asshole and fill her guts with my cum, but she absolutely hates anal. How the hell did I get myself into this situation. How did someone who thinks about sex constantly end up with someone who thinks about sex as little as possible.

Will things ever change? Your guess is as good as mine.

I hope you all are having a great weekend!

William

She read the story...

2011-09-28T22:09:00.000-07:00

I asked her tonight if she read the story and she said she had. I asked her what she thought....and she said she didn't have anything to say right now.......GRRR!!!!!!

I have no way to tell what is working with her and what isn't when she syas that. So frustrating...

We did get to finally play tonight. It went moderately well. I caned her a bit, and I asked her if I could give her a couple hard ones after she was warmed up, and she wasn't sure. I told her I was going to give her a hard one and she could let me know what she thought. I gave her one, not as hard as I thought it was going to be. I didn't get a proper swing and she still said it was too hard. I'm not too confident that she will let me give her the caning I want to give her.

I then gave her a pretty good flogging where her ass got a bit redder than usual. She forgot to ask permission to cum when I was using the vibe, so she got 10 spanks afterwards. When it was time for me to fuck her, it didn't last nearly long enough due to it being so long and me having a lot built up. I was quite disappointed that after all this waiting, I didn't get to fuck very long. She said it was alright, but I told her of course it was alright with her, she got her multiple orgasms.

All in all it was only a fair night, and I hope it gets better soon...

William

My last letter to her...

2011-09-28T11:37:00.000-07:00

I want you. I need you. I want to flog your ass until it's bright red, and leave it striped with the cane. I want to watch you jump from the sting of it on your ass. I want you to take it for me. To accept my pain as a gift. I want to leave marks on your ass that will last a few days, not a few minutes. I want you to lay there with your ass propped up on pillows so I can stroke your ass and play with your cunt. To feel it growing wet while I flog you. To make you cum as I cane your ass, giving you pain and pleasure at the same time.

I want to fuck you with my fingers then lick your juices from them, to taste your sex. I want to feed you my hard cock as you are on your hands and knees. To hold your head still while I fuck into your warm. wet mouth, feeling your tongue stroking the underside of my shaft. I flog your ass as I fuck your mouth. My sexy little slut.

I hand you the vibe and tell you to use it on your clit while I fuck you from behind. I want to feel your cunt spasm around my cock when you cum. I will spank your ass as you cum over and over. When you have cum enough, I will cum hard into your cunt as you have your last orgasm. Pumping my hot cum into your cunt as I grip your nicely beaten ass.

It's been too long and I need to take you My slut.

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I still don't know if she read this. I have to ask her about it

William

Sorry it's been so long...

2011-09-28T11:35:00.000-07:00

I haven't posted in awhile because there hasn't been anything to really post. It has been really slow on the sex side. I sent her a story Sunday titled "It's been too long". She told me she read the title and agreed on monday, but she hadn't read it yet. She hasn't said yet if she ever read it. Saying that, she told me she was too tired on monday to do anything. I guess it hasn't been too long for after all.

Today I texted her to see if she was up to doing anything tonight, and she said yes. I told her she was overdue for a hard flogging and fucking. Her response?

"Yeah, I am."

Good sign I hope. I really need to whip her ass good. It's been over two weeks I think. She is definitely going to get pushed a bit tonight. I want to see what her limit is. I'm going to tell her I want her to take as much as she can so we know where her limit is. Hopefully she agrees to give it a try

I have a huge load of cum built up as well. I feel like I'm about to explode! Maybe she will let me explode on her face. I would rather in her mouth of course, even if she doesn't swallow, but I don't know if she is ready yet. I think I will ask her. Either way, I am going to bust a big nut tonight.

I hope this reconnects us sexually and gets us back on track.

I'll post the last letter I wrote her in my next post.

William

Some Darkness has risen...

2011-09-24T01:38:00.000-07:00

My deepest desires have released another dark tale on my other blog. Enjoy if you dare.

William

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/09/marks-of-passion.html?zx=71aa0d8dbb82eb21

One year Anniversary...

2011-09-22T20:55:00.000-07:00

As of today I have been writing this blog for one year. Wow, I never thought it would last this long, or that I would get so many followers. I'm at well over 100 followers and over 80,000 views. I would never have believed it if you told me that a year ago.

I'm so thankful for all my followers and lurkers alike. Every comment means a lot to me. If anything I say helps anyone on a similar journey, or their journey is from the other side, it always makes me smile to hear so.

The day started nice with an early morning quickie. I played with her cunt and got her all wet before giving her a couple big orgasms with the vibe. She then asked me to fuck her, but I told her no, ride me. She climbed on and I asked her who she was. She told me she was My slut...Grins!!!

I didn't last long, but that was the idea. The alarm went of while we were fucking, so I had to get up soon anyway. It's been a long time since we had some morning sex. What a great way to start the day.

The downside is I think I caught a cold from somewhere. I don't know where, maybe the BBQ last weekend. I've been taking meds, so hopefully I will knock it out before it gets too bad.

We were going to play again tonight, but things just didn't work out. Maybe tomorrow, who knows. I do need to flog her ass soon though, and give her ass some stripes with the cane. I'm going through withdrawals...laughs!!!

Thank you all again for coming here and reading my ramblings, highs and lows, and occasional victories. I hope you enjoy my stories too.

Much thanks,

William

P.S.
Here's to many more years of victories...

Another good day...

2011-09-17T23:32:00.000-07:00

My son had his last baseball game of the season, and a friend of mine was having a house warming party, so we had quite a full day. My boy had a good game followed by some pizza with his team mates before we went to the party.

There we had some good barbeque and other foods. I had some good beer so My slut drove home. It was a very good day where we held hands and talked to each other, really talked to each other.

The boy made a friend riht away as soon as we got there, and spent the whole day playing with him, so he had a great time and the wife and I got to spend some quality time together.

Then we came home and we all watched a movie together. It's been a really long time since we did that.

All in all, it was a really good day, except for the end. I wanted to have sex, and she said she was too tired. Well, I guess I can't have it all. I think we are on the right track though. I hope you all are having a good weekend.

William

Date night...

2011-09-16T22:36:00.000-07:00

Well it wasn't exactly a date, our son went with us, but we went out tonight to see his teacher play music at a local restaurant/pub. It was just him on guitar and keyboard, and a lady singing with him, but they were pretty good.

Anyway, we had a good dinner and listened to the music for about an hour and a half, then came home. When we were walking in the house, she was being sassy while I opened the door. I told her to go ahead, she didn't want to, she thought I was going to spank her. I told her I wasn't and let her walk by. She asked me why I didn't, and I told her I wasn't going to anymore. When she asked me why, I told her I thought the BDSM stuff was causing issues with our relationship, and that she had been pulling back from me.

She told me that absolutely wasn't the case, and she just hadn't been feeling well. She doesn't want to stop what we have been doing. I told her I missed playing with her cunt with my fingers, and then having her ride me. She smiled and agreed. I told her I wanted to get back to the things she was doing that earned her her "My slut" title.

She smiled big time at that one. It looks like we might be OK. We are going to start spending much more time together as a family to augment our closeness. This will hopefully open her up to more play in the kinky realm as well.

I told her we could back off on the kinky side if she wanted to, but she told me she definitely didn't want to. I am very relieved and happy to hear her say that.

Maybe things will keep getting better from here. Hopefully it was just a little rough patch there. I'm always optimistic.

William

Days of confusion Part II...

2011-09-14T17:57:00.000-07:00

I really appreciate everyone's comments. I wanted to write more here instead of just having more long comments by me.

Jazmine, thank you very much for your kind words, and I'm sure no one here was offended by you stating your opinion from your unique point of view. I haven't written a lot about how she has been pretty much an absentee wife for many years. Hiding away in the bedroom most nights. Whenever I bring it up she will come out for a couple nights and spend time with me in the evening, but then she will revert back to her old bad habits.

As I've been looking at it objectively the last few days, things really haven't changed other than the fact that when we do have sex, she lets me flog her for awhile, but not too hard. Like I said in my last comment though, she gets a massage every time, and then she gets her vibe how she wants it, and then pretty much every time we have to finish up with just missionary sex.

She allows the cane, but I am not hitting her very hard at all. I have hit my inner forearm much, much harder to show her what it was like. The marks are gone within ten minutes, so you know I'm not hitting her very hard. When I did it to myself, the marks lasted about three days, and I didn't even leave a welt, just lines.

I'm really trying to give her the benifit of the doubt due to her past, and I have told her on numerous occasions, that if she didn't think she was going to be able to do this, we could stop and I would not bring it up again. It would be very tough for me, which I didn't tell her, but I would. Every time she got mad at me. and that she was trying her best. The thing is, she isn't trying very much. I know she had an abusive past, and if she can't get past it, I will understand. But she can't keep telling me she wants to do it, and then she refuses practically everything I want to do.

I think I'm just going to tell her I'm not going to initiate anything any more. I can't keep getting disappointed. I've been living with that for over ten years, and I can't take it anymore. I think I would rather not have any of it, than to be constantly let down thinking something was going to happen.

I'm just going to revoke her slut card. She wants me to call her that, but she's not living up to the term. Not even close. Sorry to bring everyone down with my bad situation. I will try to have a more upbeat post next time. Maybe I will have to write you all a nice dirty story...smiles...

Thank you to everyone for lending a sympathetic ear.

William

Days of confusion...

2011-09-13T23:31:00.000-07:00

Somedays I just don't have a clue where this relationship is going. It seems like if I push to get things going where I want them, she gets mad about it. If I lay back to see how things are going to go, she reverts back to her old habits.

Saturday I wanted to play, but she wasn't in the mood. Sunday her period started. So another week of nothing after the last few weeks of hardly anything. I'm a patient man, but damn it! I don't know if she is really interested in trying things I want, or if she is just going through the motions to try to keep me just satisfied enough to not want to break up. She seems to be going backward very gradually, like she's doing it subtly in the hopes I won't notice. I notice everything. She seems to want to do less and less each time. I'm not going anywhere, but my needs aren't getting met. I don't want to go outside of my marriage for what I need, but I can only be so patient. The last ten years took all of my patience. There isn't much left.

I don't know what to do. I can lead, but I can't force her to follow. If she's not interested in really submitting to me, there is nothing I can do, or would want to do, to force her. I guess I'm just at a tough spot right now with no clear path at this time. I'm going to keep trying to make this work, but your guess is as good as mine as to where we are going from here.

William

A new story...

2011-09-11T02:49:00.000-07:00

I posted a new, wicked story on my other blog. I hope you all enjoy my dark side.

William

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/09/pussy-whipped.html

She finally read my story...

2011-09-09T23:30:00.000-07:00

She told me tonight that she finally read my last story. She still isn't excited about the cumming in her mouth part, but she liked the story, and said it was one that could possibly happen. So I will keep going with this path, not pushing the oral part, but keeping it in her mind.

We got to fool around last night for a little bit, and I got to give her a quick flogging, then I used the vibe on her. Her orgasm hit so fast and hard that she forgot to ask permission to cum. It was a very intense orgasm that hsd her crying really hard. She apologized for forgetting to ask, but I told her it was OK, she was just going to get ten swats for it.

She asked me what I wanted, and I told her I wanted a blowjob. I made sure to keep complimenting her for how good she was doing. She was trying harder to please me, and it was good. When I was getting close to cumming, I told her so. She didn't let me cum in her mouth, but she stroked my cock faster as she rubbed it across her lips. It felt great, and I was soon shooting cum all over her mouth. It felt really good, and I told her so.

Hopefully this is a sign of her getting more comfortable with the thought of letting me cum while she is sucking me.

It was a quick, but fun night. We just need to have some more nights like that, but without having to rush so much. I'm ever hopeful that things will keep getting better.

I hope everyone has a great weekend.

William

The sweetest kiss...

2011-09-07T22:49:00.000-07:00

The story I just wrote for My slut. Hopefully she likes it...

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I take you in my arms and give you a deep and passionate kiss. Our tongues intertwined as they twist around each other like two snakes in a mating dance. My hands wander over your body, pinching here, groping there. Squeezing your full breasts and tweaking your hard nipples with my fingers.

I undress you and stroke your sexy naked body. Enjoying every inch of your sexiness. I lay you down on the bed on your stomach and kiss my way from your feet up over your sweet round ass, and on to the back of your neck to nibble at your earlobes.

I put a pillow under your hips to lift your ass up for me. I want a nice target. I grab the crop and start to lightly slap your ass with it, watching it jiggle from the impacts. I slap all over, trying to get your skin warmed up and a nice shade of red. You wiggle your ass teasingly and look over your shoulder at me playfully as I smack your butt. I grin and give you a couple hard swats. You gasp, but smile back at me with a sassy grin of your own.

"I want the flogger now.", you say to me.

I ask you,"What do you say then?"

"Will you please flog me?", you ask sweetly, but with a hint of desire in your voice.

"My pleasure.", I answer with a big smile. I love when you ask to be flogged. Such a huge change in a short time.

I get the flogger and start whipping your ass firmly since you are already warmed up. I give you about ten medium lashes, then give you about twenty hard ones, before going back to the easier ones. Back and forth I alternate between hard and easy, getting your luscious ass to a nice reddish hue.

I stop for a few seconds and drag my fingernails across your ass. I can feel the heat coming off of the flogged flesh.

I return to the flogger and start to whip you pretty hard, letting you know that this is going to be the finish, and it is going to get a little intense, but I know you can handle it. I give you fifty hard lashes, alternating from cheek to cheek. You squirm around a bit, but hold your position until I am done.

On the fiftieth lash, I give you the hardest one of all, then gently drag the flogger across your hot, red flesh. I reach down and stroke your ass with my fingers, and bend and kiss the spanked skin. I can feel the heat radiating as my lips touch your tender ass.

I reach between your legs and find you very wet, and your cunt drooling your juices on the inside of your thighs. I start rubbing your swollen clit, causing you to moan out loud and you hips to buck back towards my hand. I slide a couple fingers inside you and start to fuck you with my hand. You cunt grips my fingers as you fuck back onto my fingers. I can tell you need to cum, but I'm waiting for you to ask.

You gasp out,"May I cum?"

I tell you to ask the right way, as you struggle to hold back.

"May I please cum?", you ask again with a quiver in your voice. You are hanging on the edge, just waiting for the push to send you over.

I look into your eyes, and tell you,"Cum for me, slut. Cum all over my hand like a good little slut. I want to feel your cunt grip my fingers."

Once given permission, you gasp and start cumming hard. I can feel your pussy spasming on my fingers, Squeezing and releasing my hand as your orgasm pulses through your sopping wet cunt. You juices run over my hand and down my wrist. You are a turned on, slutty little wife.

Once your orgasm subsides, I lay back on the bed and smile at you.

"Come here and suck my cock like my good little slut.", I tell you. You smile at me and settle between my thighs. You lick your lips and take me slowly into your warm. wet mouth. Your head begins to bob up and down on my hard shaft. You pump your hand in rhythm with your mouth, stroking me as you suck the head.

"Mmm, that feels so good, my slut. You are getting to be quite the great cock sucker.", I compliment you. You smile at me with a mouth full of my cock, and you look adorable doing so. You continue moving your lips up and down the length of my hard cock as you pump the shaft. Like you are giving me a hand job with the bonus of your hot mouth trying to suck the cum out as well.

"I'm starting to get close. You are going to make me cum.", I warn you, and you continue to stroke and suck my hardness into your mouth. I know you are going to let me cum in your mouth, and the thought makes my orgasm build even quicker. My breath quickens as I feel the pressure building in my balls as the skin tightens. I feel that intense pleasure growing in my groin when I am about to cum.

With a deep groan, I feel the first spasm of my orgasm pump the first warm gush of cum into your mouth. You moan and keep stroking me as My body arches towards you. My whole body tenses as my seed spills into your mouth. You draw forth my passion into you, making me pant and gasp in erotic ecstacy. The pleasure is so intense I can hardly breathe.

Once my orgasm stops, I look down at you, and with a smile, you let my cum dribble out of your mouth. It runs down over your chin to drip on my belly. You look so sexy with my cum on your lips and chin.

I pull you to me and give you a big, deep kiss. I'm so proud of my slutty wife. You have progressed so quickly, that you still amaze me. The kiss is a bit salty and tangy, but I love it. What a good girl you are.

William

Backing off a bit...

2011-09-06T19:28:00.000-07:00

I'm going to take it easy on the things I brought up in my letter to My slut. I think I am going to really concentrate on what she already enjoys. So it will be lot's of floggings, and still some caning. She is handling it better each time. A lot more of the crop, hot wax, and the Wartenberg wheel. We used the dildo some the other day, and I will be using it a lot more often. She will be doing a lot more oral on me, but without the pressure of letting me cum in her mouth. Maybe if I back off on it, it will just happen like she said it almost did before. I will ask her to do it so I can see her. She is doing a different position so I can't see her face, but I love to watch her suck me, so I want that to change.

Pretty much I am going to let things progress as they will for a bit and see what happens. If she starts back sliding again, I will bring it up again.

Thank you to everyone who offered suggestions throughout this time.

William

Some new Darkness...

2011-09-05T15:33:00.000-07:00

For your pleasure, a new story on my other blog.

Enjoy!

William

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/09/throat-fucked.html

Our status...

2011-09-05T01:34:00.000-07:00

Well we talked more yesterday about the letter I sent her. Not exactly the outcome I was hoping for. She still thinks that I'm just going to force her to do things she doesn't want to do. She is fearful and resistant of my control. I don't think she is ever going to really submit fully to me. It doesn't look like it is something that she has any desire for. I hope I'm wrong, but it doesn't sound like it.

What I told her to try to help her see it from my point of view, and to help her understand me was that the reason I let her back in, and the reason that our marriage started working again, is because she made my pleasure a priority to her. I pointed out the things that she did a year ago that earned her my love and trust again. I also told her that she had gotten away from those things a bit lately, and needed to get back to them.

I then asked her to look at the things I want, and to ask herself if what I want from her will really cost her anything. Will it harm her physically or mentally to submit to me. I just want her to look at it objectively, instead of emotionally. To trust me and know that even if she does decide to give me what I want, it isn't irrevocable. She seems to think it is, no matter what I say to her.

She did tell me that she may eventually let me cum in her mouth, but she wasn't sure or not. She told me that one time when she was giving me head, she was waiting for me to say I was going to cum, and she might have let me. Of course she was short on details as to when that was. I hope she was telling the truth, but there have been times in the past when she has told me similar things that I knew were untrue, so who knows.

All I do know is that I don't know anything about where this may be going. I just have a really strong feeling that I'm not going to get anything near what I want. I was aked by one of my followers if this would be a deal breaker. I have to say that I can't go back to vanilla, but I don't know what that would mean for my marriage. I don't want to leave my son, and another outlet for my desires is pretty much a no go. She would never agree to that. To much bad history there. So all in all, not a good outcome to what I wrote. I will keep everyone up to date on any new developments.

The one positive is that we did get to play Saturday. I got to cane her and flog her ass. She says she still hates the cane, but loves the flogger. I have a feeling that that may be the only thing she agrees to do. We'll see.

William

Some more Darkness...

2011-09-03T02:16:00.000-07:00

For the followers of my other blog, I just posted one of my better stories there. It just kind of flowed out of a dark place I've been carrying around apparently.

William

Link to my post:
http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/2011/09/ass-in-hand.html

More of her response...

2011-09-03T00:18:00.000-07:00

It's amazing what people can read when they have a preconceived notion of what they are going to hear. My slut told me today that what I wrote her made her a little mad. I asked her why, and she told me because I wrote that I wanted to tell her what to wear...I was a bit shiocked momentarily, then I had to laugh. I told her she needs to re-read it. As you all have read, I told her I wanted her to start wearing dresses or skirts more often, and maybe lower cut tops to show off her cleavage. I never said I will tell her what to wear, I just said I would like her to dress more sexily. She said she would read it again.

I asked her to please do so today, because I really wanted to learn more about what she thought about my letter. She said she would try, that meant she wasn't going to, and she didn't. You would think she would make an effort to take 20-30 minutes of her evening to read and talk to me about something I felt was so important. I guess not.

My patience is wearing really thin here, and I'm tired of the one sided relationship. I hate being the only one working on it. Tomorrow there is going to be some serious conversation.

William

Her response to my letter...

2011-09-01T11:44:00.000-07:00

Her response was...nothing. I finally had to ask her if she read it, and she said she had...Still nothing. I told her that I was mad that she gave me no response and she told me she wasn't ready to talk about it. 12 years hasn't earned me the trust for her to tell me what she feels, even if it is to tell me fuck you.

Also, she was just feeling better from her bronchitis, and now she either caught another worse case or hers got much worse. I know she's sick, but DAMN, I'm am tired of her being sick over and over. She puts herself in the situation where she is succeptible to catching something. I know this sounds mean, but I have been dealing with the over and over, and my patience is wearing out. I used it up waiting for her to start being a wife, long before we started anything BDSM related.

Sorry to post a negative rant today, but I've been waiting a couple days hoping for something positive to happen. Instead it just keeps getting worse. Hopefully my next post will be much more positive.

William

What I sent My slut...

2011-08-28T00:07:00.000-07:00

Tonight I sent her a letter trying to explain where I want things to go. We'll see how she takes it...

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You wanted to know what I would expect if you wore my collar, so I thought I would give you an outline of what it would entail.

I would expect you to truly be my slutty wife. To make your body available to me whenever I want, to do whatever I want. With respect to your limits of course. I would want you to buy only sexy underwear from now on. No more plain stuff. I would also want you to start wearing skirts and dresses on a regular basis. Not everyday, but at least a couple times a week. Some lower cut tops to show of those luscious big tits would be wonderful too.

Back to the slutty part, I will want you to let yourself go and no longer be ashamed to be My slut. Admit you like my pain and revel in it. I want you to be proud of the fact that you are mine, and you want to do the best you can to please me, as I always do my best to please you.

Give yourself to me without reservation. Trust in me completely to take care of you in every way, and never cause you harm. If you let go and give me your complete trust, you will never regret it and will be happier than you ever imagined you could be.

I will push your limits hard. I want you to go beyond what you ever thought you were capable of, and I will show you an amazing world you never knew existed.

On training, you weren't sure if you would be able to do it because of the past. I am telling you that you can. It is not what you think it will be. I wanted to give you a sample of what kinds of training I would want you to do.

Having you masturbate for me every hour for 5 minutes without cumming to help you learn to control your orgasms. This would not be an everyday, or even every week thing. Just on occasion when I find it necessary. Having you masturbate for me while I watch at least once a week though. I want you to get comfortable with your body and not be ashamed of your pleasure.

Weekly dildo training, either by my hand or yours. Depending on the situation.You now know it is pleasurable for you.

Now the tricky part, pain training. Of course you would be flogged as often as possible. I'm sure that wouldn't be a problem since you love it so much...grins!!!

I would expect to give you a hard caning at least once a week as well. The nipple clamps, riding crop and hand spankings would be a regular part of the training as well. Hot wax will become a regular part of our play again too. I think we both miss that.

You will learn to be more comfortable being bound either by ropes or the cuffs I made you. You need to just let go and trust me. You know I won't harm you.

Now the fun part. Pleasure training. I will make you cum in ways you never thought of. I will make you cum until you beg me to stop, then I'll make you cum a couple more times for fun...smiles!!!

I will teach you to cum on command, if you are willing to learn how.

I don't want you to think this will be all about hardcore training. I still want you to ride my hard cock for fun quite often. I think that when we have a hard session during the evening while the boy is playing, that night it would be wonderful for us to have a nice fuck before sleep. I will rub your clit and finger your cunt until you are nice and wet then have you ride me until you cum all over my hard cock. I also want to try 69 with you. Have you lay on top of me with my cock on your mouth while I eat your juicy cunt and get my face all wet with your juices.

And of course speaking of oral. I do expect you to let me cum in your mouth. Sooner as opposed to later. I know you don't like it, and I understand, but it is something I really need. I want you to do it strictly because you know it will give me intense pleasure. I want you to start working on it in whatever manner you need to. You can spit it out at first, but eventually I want you to be able to swallow. I know it is asking a lot, but I think I give you a lot. I think I have earned this gift from you. I hope you feel I have.

I hope this has explained what I am wanting from you, and where I want our relationship to go. If you have any questions, please don't be afraid or shy about asking for a clarification.

I love you so much, and I hope we can take the journey down this exciting new path together.

I guess I will soon find out how she takes this, and I will let you all know how it goes.

William

A good caning...

2011-08-27T01:03:00.000-07:00

The lastest story I just wrote for My slut. I hope you all enjoy.

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You bring me the cane, your hands trembling slightly. You still aren't in love with the cane, but you know I need it. You don't want to admit even to yourself that you need it too. You desire my pain even though all your life has taught you that good girls don't like kinky things. The little slut inside you is being awakened, and she likes a little pain.

I take the cane from your hands and give you a big smile. I'm very proud of My slutty little wife. You are learning to do things for my pleasure, and in doing so you get what you need. Right now I need to stripe your ass and you know it. You are giving me a gift of your pain.

I lead you to the bed and have you lay on your belly with your upper body on the bed and your legs hanging over. I put a pillow under your knees to keep any pressure off of them. I stroke and trail kisses all over your tender round ass. It is so sweet and I want to treat it nice before I mark it.

I stand up and ask you if you are ready and you nod your head. I give you the first moderate stroke, warming you up and letting you get used to the sensation. I travel from cheek to cheek getting a nice pink glow all over.

"Are you ready for the real thing?", I ask you. You know the hard lashes are coming next and you bravely nod again, not trusting your voice.

"That's my good girl.", I tell you as I kiss your ear and the back of your neck.

I stand back up and prepare to begin. I tell you to relax and just breath and you will do fine. This is to be your first hard caning and we both want it to be good. The first hard lash lands on the right cheek and you gasp a bit. It hurt but not too bad. The next one is a little harder but you can handle it. I go from cheek to cheek, gradually striking you a little harder on each one.

The stripes are becoming more and more pronounced as I progress. You begin to squirm and move your pretty ass as the heat and stinging build in your flesh. There are a few welts forming and I briefly stop and run my tongue over them, soothing the pain with my warm tongue. I can taste your pain and it is sweet to me. I reach between your legs to find wetness there. You are aroused even though you don't want to be. You don't want to be turned on by pain, but your body betrays you.

I stroke your swollen clit for a bit, making you moan and move your hips as you try to increase the pressure to get your release. I slip a couple fingers inside your juicy cunt and you gasp in pleasure. I can tell you want to cum, but it is not time for that yet. After a couple slow strokes inside you, I remove my hand eliciting a moan of disappointment from you.

I step back and resume the caning. Your ass is getting to be quite a lovely shade of red now. I can see you struggling to hold back. I lean close to your ear and whisper,"Cry for me My slut. Let it go and give me your tears."

Given permission to let go, the tears begin to fall down your cheeks. Sobs wrack your body as I continue to steadily cane your tender ass. It has such beautiful welts now. You will feel it for a couple days and I want you to. I want you to remember what I gave you, and what you gave me. I keep going until the sobs begin to level off as the release of emotion has freed you from your mental anguish.

I stop and start kissing all over your poor, striped little ass. It is tender and I kiss it softly, tracing the welts with the tip of my tongue. I then lift you up and lay you back on the bed as I kiss away your sweet tears. Your face is all wet, but you have never looked more beautiful to me. You are glowing in passion and pain.

My cock is steel hard from hurting you, and I slowly enter your wet pussy. Slowly pushing in until I am as deep inside you as I can go. I start to gently fuck you. Giving you pleasure in exchange for the pain you took from me. I look into your teary eyes as I fill you with my hardness. I feel closer to you than I ever have before. We are becoming as one. Two sides of the same coin. Without each other we are less than ourselves.

I pump into you until I feel my orgasm begin to get close.

"Cum with me, My slut. Cum when you feel me cum inside you.", I tell you as I gently suck and bite your nipples. When I feel myself about to explode at suck hard at your tit and release my load into you with a groan. As you feel the first hot jet of cum hit the inside of your pussy, you groan and begin to cum with me. I feel your cunt gripping my cock as I pump my juices into you. I bite your nipple making you gasp, and your pussy clench around my throbbing cock.

When we have both finished cumming I kiss you and hold you tight. Feeling our hearts pound together in passion. Our simultaneous release binding us closer together. I stay inside you until I soften and slide from your wet embrace. Your pussy a mixture of our juices as I lay there on top of you just enjoying our closeness.

"Thank you My slut. I love you more each day, and I'm so proud of how far you've come in such a short time. I'll make you my pain slut eventually.", I tell you.

You smile and say,"Maybe."

We both grin and get up to shower. We wash each others bodies. Enjoying the warm soapy lather.

William

A good talk...

2011-08-25T22:01:00.000-07:00

Last nigt me and My slut had a good talk. I was telling her how much I needed to cane her and leave welts on her ass. I told her about the strong sadistic feelings I have been having. She told me she understood, and that she wasn't frightened. She is going to do the best she can to take my pain.

It was a really good talk that aired a lot of things out. We talked about where I wanted her training to go and about what wearing my collar would symbolize to me. What it would entail on her part. She still is unsure about wearing it, but she isn't against the idea.

We also talked about her taking my cum in her mouth. She still isn't thrilled with the idea, but she wants to work on it. We talked about different ways for her to deal with the taste.

Back on the pain subject, she told me she is getting better about the cane. She still doesn't erally like it, but she doesn't stop me. She also said that she didn't use to like the flogger either, but now she loves it. There were a lot of good signs of where we may be going.

She told me she can definitely see herself being my pain slut down the road. I asked her if she was sure, and she said she was pretty sure. She believes she will be able to take the pain I want to give her in a relatively short time.

She has also repeatedly told me she hopes her bronchitis is over soon because she really needs some cock. She wants to ride me hard while I pinch her nipples. Her words...grins!!!

It was probably the best talk we've had about the things I want to do together. Quite a wonderful evening!

William

New Darkness...

2011-08-23T21:24:00.003-07:00

There is a new story on my other blog. Enjoy!

William

My slut's response...

2011-08-23T19:36:00.000-07:00

My slut finally read my last story. She doesn't usually read them on the weekend. She did today and here was the response she sent me.

This one I really like :) we haven't done that in a long time . I can't wait till I am over this infection so I can ride you hard !
Love you
Your slutty wife

She has bronchitis again. I'm a little pissed because she put herself in the situation to catch it. She has aweak immune system due to her medication and she baby sat for her friend who's 2 year old daughter had a cold. I told her she was going to catch it, and she did...Geezzz!!!
I'm getting so tired of this. Her period last week, then her weekend meds, and now she out of commision for probably another week due to the illness.

I love her, but enough already.

I am thrilled with her response to my story and hopefully she will keep her word about it. I will have to keep teasing her about it and get her worked up so she's really horny when she feels better.

I am going to have her write me a short story and tell me what she wants me to do to her, or what she wants to do to me. We'll see what happens.

William

Ride me cowgirl...

2011-08-20T16:25:00.000-07:00

As we lay in bed you snuggle up to me. As I look down at you, you smile with a mischievous grin.

"What do you have on your mind?", I ask.

"You know.", you say. Too embarrassed to admit what you need.

"If you don't ask, you don't get.", I tease you with a grin.

"I want to ride your cock.", you say, still a little embarrassed by your words.

"Who are you?", I ask.

"Your slut.", you answer with a big smile.

I push you over on your back and put my hand on your throat as I kiss you. you kiss me back with the passion I've been trying to get from you for awhile. I lift your nightgown and take a hard nipple into my mouth, sucking and biting it until it is standing up hard. I move to the other and do the same. You moan at the feel of my teeth on your tender flesh. As I bite one, I pinch the other.

I reach down and feel the wetness already spreading in your cunt. You are beginning to love my pain and your body betrays you whenever I give you erotic pain. I rub your hard little clit making you squirm. I move your juices around, spreading it along the folds of you cunt.

I slowly slip one, then two fingers inside you. Feeling your heat and hunger. I fuck you with my fingers as I rub your clit with my thumb and bite one of your nipples.

"May I please cum?", you ask.

"Beg me, slut.", I tease.

"Please let me cum? I need to so bad. I want to cum for you.", you implore me.

I look you in the eyes and tell you,"Cum on my fingers slut. Give it to me. It's mine."

You arch your back and moan as your orgasm pulses through your cunt. I can feel it squeezing my fingers as I fuck you fast with them. Fucking you hard as you cum.

I let you calm down a bit, then I have to lick my cock from balls to tip. Running your tongue along the sensitive underside of my now very hard cock.

I lay back and tell you."Get that wet cunt over here and ride my cock, slut. Make me cum with that wonderful pussy."

You smile and climb on top of me. A shiver passes through your body as you sink all the way down on my hardness until you are sitting completely down on me. My cock buried balls deep in you.

You slowly begin to slide up and down on me. Enjoying the feeling of my hardness opening you up and filling you. I grab your tits hanging in front of me and pinch and roll your hard nipples between my fingers. I bite into the tender flesh of first one breast, then the other. Making my mark in your flesh. Marking my slut.

I love the feel of your slippery cunt gliding up and down on my hard cock. Milking me, trying to pull the cum from me. I slap your ass occasionally, making you jump and grin at me. I grab your hips and fuck up into your sweet pussy, giving you a few fast strokes like you love. I then let you go back to fucking me.

You have little orgasms as you ride me. Little spasms of pleasure making you shiver in delight.

"Make me cum, My slut. Make me shoot me hot cum into your hungry cunt.", I tell you.

You start to give me very determined long strokes. Squeezing my cock, looking at my face seeing the effect your cunt is having on me.

I pinch your nipples and tell you,"I want you to cum with me. Cum all over my cock, slut."

As I squeeze your nipples I pump up into you and with a groan, I shoot my hot load of cum into your wet cunt, triggering your own orgasm. I feel your cunt grip my cock tightly as I stroke into you and fill you with my hot cum. We gasp together as our orgasms subside.

You ask me why I pinched your nipples while you were cumming, and I remind you that there is no pleasure without pain anymore. Next time I will flog your ass with the small flogger while you ride me.

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I hope you like todays story.

William

A little revelation...

2011-08-20T01:14:00.000-07:00

My slut told me tonight that she misses riding my cock. We hadn't done that in awhile since she usually wants the vibe and then I fuck her after her whipping and caning. I told her we can certainly do that. In fact I was thinking about it the other night. How I was missing have her cum on my cock while I pinched her nipples and bit her tits.

Of course I will probably have to use the small flogger on her ass while she rides me like we used to. That is how we got started with flogging. I'm going to make her ask for it though. I want her to beg me to let her ride my cock. I told her we can always do that at night even if we had pain play earlier in the day. There's nothing that says we can't fuck twice in a day. She smiled and agreed.

She gave me a hug, and he wasn't happy until I grabbed two big handfuls of her ass and squeezed. I told her that no matter what we were doing, from now on she had to give me her very best. No more holding back. That discussion was started when she said that she was embarrased to admit she missed riding me, an dI told her that no more secrets are allowed. She had to tell me everything or there was going to remain a wall between us.

We'll see how it goes and if this opens any paths of communication. I hope so.

By the way, I have a new story on my other blog. Short, but intense and fun.

Everyone have a great weekend.

William

Clearing up some things...

2011-08-18T18:20:00.000-07:00

In my previous post I made comments about my disappointment in My slut's enthusiam about oral sex. I wanted to clarify a few things. While I do want her to eventually swallow my cum, at this time I just want her to give me the blowjob I know she is capable of. Back before she would even get her mouth near my cock, she would suck my fingers as if they were a cock. I can honestly say she has skills. The problem is she is just gotten herself grossed out by the thought of her tongue touching my cock.

Before anyone asks, I shower every day and I do not have a strong body odor. I keep my balls and shaft shaved so there is no hair to contend with. I think it is just her Catholic upbringing that says it's dirty and part of the body involved in the removal of waste, urine of course.

She keeps telling me she wants to be able to swallow for me, and that it really isn't the taste, but the squirting part that she doesn't like. I told her we can easily work around that, but no go. I have tasted my own cum in the past, and while not delicious, it's not nasty either. I think it just comes down to the belief that it's "dirty" is the issue.

I will never be able to get her past this point until she decides it is OK for good girls to suck cock. She says she doesn't mind doing it any more, but she won't give me her best, and that is extremely frustrating. I feel like she doesn't think I'm worth the best she can do.

I just want her best blowjob, no swallowing yet, just her best. Am I asking too much? I give her exactly what she wants every time we have sex. She gets to have her vibe and cum as many times as she wants. Maybe I need to stop doing that so she can feel how frustrating it is. I don't know. Food for thought I guess.

I look forward to your comments.

William

Passive aggresive much...

2011-08-17T11:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we talked about her giving me a blowjob last night. She said no problem, she could do that for me.
Well I take my shower before getting in bed last night, and she asks me if I still want it. I tell her of course. She then proceeds to tell me that she is tired and has a headache, and her stomach is a little upset so she doesn't know if it will be very good. She'd still do it if I really want her to even though she doesn't want to.

Before anyone says anything, she has done this many, many times. I told her never mind and rolled over to go to sleep. She told me not to be mad because she offered. I told her, why would I want her to give me something she didn't want to do and wouldn't make much of an effort to do well.

She mentioned that she needed a massage on her chest for tightness in the muscles. I reached over and very lightly rubbed the muscles, then asked her if that would be acceptable for her massage. She said that was different, but I told her it was exactly the same.

I wasn't really angry, just tired of this old game. I pointed out to her what she was doing. She has been doing it so long she might not even realize what she is doing. Maybe pointing it out will make her realize what she's doing. She is starting to understand more each day, and maybe this will be another lesson learned. I sure hope so.

Maybe I will get my blowjob tonight.

Everyone have a great day, and I still really appreciate all of your comments.

William

Frustration X 100...

2011-08-15T17:38:00.000-07:00

From bad to worse. My slut's period was a month late last month, well it's a week early this month so no heavy play for another week...Excuse me while I SCREAM!!!

OK, better now...Not really, but what are you going to do.

I am going to have her suck me off though. There is no way I can go another week without something. This can be a good opportunity for her to practice her oral skills more.

I certainly hope everyone else's week has started better than mine.

Have a good week.

William

Frustration and hunger...

2011-08-13T23:46:00.000-07:00

This weekend has been a bit frustrating. I am not frustrated with My slut, just with the fact that we aren't able to do anything on the weekend.

I am on a high right now. Needing to take My slut. Wanting to flog and fuck her, cane her and feel her lips on my hard cock. I want to dominate her and make her do wicked things for me, as I do wicked things to her. Make her my dirty little slut. Make her feel my hot cum splashing on her body, on her face and over her tits. Marking her as mine.

I need to leave stripes on her ass with my cane too. I want her to cry for me. Give me her pain to devour.
The sadist in me is on the prowl, and wants to feed. I hope she is ready to feed me this week. My hunger is becoming ravenous.

William

New story on my other blog...

2011-08-13T02:14:00.000-07:00

For all my twisted followers. I posted a new story on my other blog. Check it out if you dare...

http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/?zx=734b4e3adbefede9

William

A damn good flogging...

2011-08-12T17:43:00.000-07:00

Last night My slut took the longest and hardest flogging yet. She never stopped me, I just kept checking on her and figured out when she was done. I was going to give her a caning afterwards, so I didn't want to take it too far and have her be too sore for the cane.

Her ass was very red by the time I finished. Next time I will use the cane first, because by the time I used the cane, she couldn't take it very hard.

We finished with the usual hard fuck and I almost shot it all the way to her face. It had been over a week since we last fucked.

I was really proud of her and I see her being able to take harder and longer canings and floggings as we go on.

Now I just have to get her used to being bound...

William

My latest story...

2011-08-11T11:34:00.000-07:00

My slut loved this one. I hope you do too.

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You kneel on a pillow before me. Still unsure about it, but you do it to please me. I approach you and bend to kiss you hard on the mouth. I grab you hair in my hand, wrapping it around my fist. I step back a bit and put my still soft cock against your lips. You open your wet mouth and take me inside. It is still soft, so the whole thing fits inside your mouth. You let my hardening cock lay on your tongue as you lick the bottom of the shaft. Once hard I begin to slowly fuck your mouth. Not going deep, but letting the bottom of my cock glide over your tongue as I slide in and out. I hold your head still as I push into your mouth like it's your cunt.

Once hard, I rub my cock across your lips and face. I reach down and pinch and pull on your nipples, making them hard and long. I grab the nipple clamps and place them on your hard nipples, I also get the flogger. Once clamped, I hook the chain over the top of my hard cock and have you suck me more while I flog your ass.

I tell you to rub your cunt for me while I flog you. I give you pain while you give yourself pleasure. Pain in your nipples and on your ass, and pleasure in your cunt, all at the same time. I want you to crave my pain as you crave my pleasure. I want my pain to make you cum.

I flog your ass hard, making you flinch from the impact. I make your ass nice and red. Getting it ready to be caned. Helping you to your feet after pulling my hard cock from your wonderful wet mouth, I have you lean forward and place your elbows on the bed, ready to be caned.

I reach between your legs and stroke your wet cunt. You are dripping wet from getting your ass flogged. I stroke your clit, and slip a couple fingers inside you to make sure you are worked up and horny for me. I step back and begin to cane your ass, lightly at first. I begin to whip you harder as you move from foot to foot, trying to stand still for me like My good pain slut. I am leaving such beautiful welts on your ass. They will be there for a couple days at least, and I want you to feel them for awhile. To remember this night. I want you to wear my marks to remind you who owns your sexy body.

I grab the dildo and slide it into your soaking wet cunt and begin to fuck you hard with it.

"Cum on my cock, slut.", I tell you."Give it to me."

You moan and cum hard as I fuck your wet cunt with the dildo, and spank your ass leaving handprints. I want to give you pain with your pleasure from now on, so you learn to crave pain to cum for me. You get weak in the knees from cumming so hard, and I help you lay back on the bed.

I climb up and straddle you chest and have you press your beautiful, ample tits together for me to fuck them. I push up through your cleavage towards your wet mouth. I place a pillow behind your head so as I stroke forward between your tits, you can suck at the head of my hard cock. On each slow stroke, you suck the swollen head of my cock into your mouth, and stroke the underside with your tongue. Your mouth feels wonderful sucking me as I fuck your tits.

I feel my orgasm building as my balls begin to swell. I begin to stroke myself in front of your face, letting you watch my hard cock slide through my hand as I get ready to cum.

I ask you if you want to feel my cum on you, and you nod your head. You love watching me cum. I slowly stroke myself, letting the orgasm build slowly so I cum really hard for you. When I feel myself about to cum, I rub my cock against your wet lips as the first jet of hot cum squirts over your mouth. It runs down your cheek as another squirt shoots over the other cheek. I smear my hot cum over your lips and chin. You look beautiful wearing my seed and I gasp in pleasure as I finish cumming on My sexy slut's face.

I bend and give you a sticky kiss. You taste just a slight hint of my juices on our lips, just a taste.

You are glowing from your orgasm, and I am so pleased with you for being such a good slut.

William

Updated questionnaire...

2011-08-10T21:45:00.000-07:00

I had her do the survey for me again that I had her do last November. There were some very interesting things there.

On a scale of 1-5, she rated the cane a four and the flogger a five. She rated oral sex, giving and receiving a four, definitely a big change in the giving part. She did only rate tasting my cum a 2, but she rated tasting her own juices a 1. We discussed it, and I told her she needs to start taking little tastes here and there and she agreed in principle. We'll see if it happens though...

She rated using the dildo a three, which she refusesd to use for years, and nipple torture and bondage of her hands in front a four and three respectively.

She has really started to open herself to more things and submitting to my pleasure more. I feel like things are about to get really interesting.

William

100 Followers...

2011-08-08T21:17:00.000-07:00

Quite a milestone for me. I never thought I would have so many people interested in hearing what I had to say. I'd like to thank everyone of you for following my thoughts here.

Things are up and down here. I re-sent her the questionnaire I sent her last November. She forgot to rate the items 1-5 like I wanted, but her answers were still revealing. She now says yes to using the dildo, being spanked with the riding crop, and trying mouth fucking. I have never fucked her mouth, but you can be sure that is on the agenda very soon. She also answered yes to nipple play/torture. One of my big favorites. She said she is willing to try bondage more now too, as well as trying to kneel in submission for me.

I can't wait to try a few of these new things she is showing interest in.

Thanks again to all my followers. I appreciate every one of you, and love to get comments from you.
Don't forget to check out my other blog too.

William

A bit of a mis-step...

2011-08-07T12:06:00.000-07:00

I made a small mis-step yesterday. I was wanting to find out if my wife would ever want to wear My collar, and instead of simply asking that, I asked her if she was interested in submitting to me...Ooops!!! Dumbass!

She looked at me and said that is what she thought she was doing, or at least trying to do....(tears now)

Well it took a lot of reassurance that yes she was doing very good at submitting to me a little at a time.
I later told her what I really wanted to know. She said she wasn't sure if she would be able to, but she wasn't totally against it like she was in he past.

I just wanted to show the wonderful sub women who read my blog here that yes, we Doms do step on our dicks once in awhile...Very rarely of course...grins!!!

I hope your weekend has been better than mine... :(

William

Quite a breakthrough...

2011-08-04T20:48:00.000-07:00

Tonight was quite a big step. We got to have a session for the first time in a long time. She knew that I wanted to give her some good pain from our previous converstaions.

We atarted as usual with me giving her a massage. Then it was time for the flogging. I asked her if she wanted the cane or the flogger first. She said she wanted the flogger. I said want or need. She said she really needed it. I told her I was going to whip her hard tonight. I would start easy, then go harder, and switch back and forth to let her be able to handle it.

I whipped her easy for about 20 lashes, then hard for 10. Easy again for 20, then hard for 10. Then I went to 10 easy and 20 hard. I did this a few times, checking in with her occasionally making sure she was doing good. She was fine.

I gave her 20 hard lashes then went easy. She asked me if I was done and I told her I was enjoying it too much. So she said she could take another round, and I once again did 10 easy followed by 20 hard. I told her what a good slut she was and that I was proud of my good girl. She said she could take another round then, and I repeated as before, easy then hard. Going a little harder each round than the previous one. This actually went on for three or four more rounds. This was the hardest session ever by far. By the time we finished her ass was wonderfully dark pink. I felt something wet on my leg, and looking down I saw that from being so turned on from hurting My slut, my cock was streaming pre-cum like a faucet. I was so hard from whipping her ass. The harder I whipped her, the harder and more turned on I was. Pre-cum was strung all of the place on my thighs and balls.

I told her repeatedly how proud I was of My slut, and how she had surprised me tonight by how much she took. I was giving her about 75% of my strength on the heaviest lashes. She told me she had surprised herself, and that she felt no anger or residual issues from it at all. She was willing and able to continue amping things up each session from here on.

After her flogging, I used her vibe on her. She didn't want me to check her wetness, but of course I had too and told her I was going to. She was very wet of course. I used the dildo on her a little, but since it had been awhile since we did anything, it was uncomfortable for her, so I didn't use it long.

She didn't want to ask to cum, but I told her that wasn't an option. If she wanted to cum, she would have to ask. She did after I made her wait a bit, and she came very hard, gasping and on the verge of tears.

I then moved between her legs to give her the fucking she needed. I kept telling her how turned on I was, and told her how my cock was running with juices from my excitement. She asked me why I hadn't vum yet then, and I told her because I was enjoying fucking her too much to want it to end.

When she started getting sore, she asked me to please cum on her. She asked me to shoot it on her belly, but I told her no, her tits would catch my load. She said that would work.

I placed my hand on her throat and began to give her long deep strokes, letting my orgasm build. She said after a bit that it was hard for her to let me hold her throat, but I just told her to relax and trust me, and she did. She laid there and took my cock like the good little slut she is until I pulled out, and as she grabbed her ample tits and pushed then together to give me a nice target, I shot my hot cum all over her nipples. It was so intense, I felt light headed.

Afer I cleaned us both up. I again told her how proud I was of My slut. THen I changed that to My pain slut. She smiled and said she wasn't sure if she was ready for that moniker, but that she is definitely beginning to enjoy the pain more. She was reluctant to admit it, but she did without really saying it out loud.

I am so proud of My (pain) slut tonight. I see things progressing fairly quickly for awhile, but we still have a lot to work on in the submitting area.

I'm going to talk to her about having a goal of her wearing My collar by Christmas time. I think it will happen, but we will see. I already see little signs of her submitting to me in other areas of our life. I don't think she is even aware of most of them, and I'm not going to mention it yet. I don't want to make her start thinking about it, and have her get scared about giving me control like that.

What a great night, and I hope you all had a great one too. Or at least a good one.

William

P.S.

Afterwards she asked me if we are getting away from a vanilla relationship now like I wanted, I told her we are now a "swirl".
She also said that me allowing her to let me know when she was ready for each round in her flogging made her feel like she had a little control, although she said she knew I was in control of the situation and how much she would get. More steps in the right direction.

More developments...

2011-08-04T11:39:00.000-07:00

We were laying in bed talking last night, and I was asking her more about her letting me give her a hard flogging. She says that sometimes it makes her feel angry that I want to hurt her, but she logically knows that I mean her no harm. It's the old emotional baggage that makes her feel so. She is working on it all the time to let go of the old stuff, but as some of you know, it is an ongoing process.

While we were talking about me giving her pain, she said she still doesn't like the cane, but she loves the flogger. She then stopped, kind of smiled, and said,"I didn't mean to say that. I didn't want you to know it."

I smiled and asked her why she was still afraid to tell me what she enjoyed. She said it is just hard to admit to liking such things that "good girls" aren't supposed to like...laughs!!! She also admitted that reading my stories do make her wet sometimes...Yay!!!!

I will keep talking to her and trying to get her to open up more about her desires. Especially the dark ones she doesn't want to admit to.

William

P.S.
Don't forget to check out my other blog if you haven't already.
http://thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/

Our anniversary, kind of...

2011-08-03T11:42:00.000-07:00

One year ago today we sat down and talked about how we were going to proceed if our marriage was going to survive. She spent the weekend at her parents house mad at me for talking to my ex. Even though we were just friends. I let her stew and think about it. I told her I was done and she could stay gone. She finally woke up after she got over being mad and realized how much she was screwing up. She came home on the date and I told her how things were going to be if I was going to give her another chance.

A D/s relationship was going to be part of it, and her showing me proper respect was another big component. For the most part she has done well, but there are always things that need to be worked on. She still has a long way to go in submission. I am going to sit down with her tonight and talk about the things that she needs to really focus on from here on out.

It's been an interesting year that I never expected to happen. No where to go but up, right?

William

P.S.
An update. She told me she finally read my last story, and is torn between fear of letting me flog her as hard as I want, and just trusting me to do it without causing her harm. That's a good sign though. She says she isn't afraid of me, or of eventually letting it happen. Good news!!!

I can't wait...

2011-08-02T19:26:00.000-07:00

My slut is feeling a little better. I can't wait to whip her ass. A good flogging is way past due for both of us. I want to hurt her, in a good way if course. I'm not angry with her at all, I just want to leave her ass bright red and maybe make her cry if I'm lucky.

Tomorrow is a special anniversary, but I will wait until tomorrow to write about it. It was a life changing day for us, and I want to mark it suitably.

Until tomorrow my friends. I hope you all have a great evening of pain and submission.

William

A hard flogging...

2011-07-31T16:31:00.000-07:00

I sent a message to My slut last night that I needed to give her pain. That I have been having a hard time lately as I posted last night. She said it didn't frighten her at all, and that she would take a flogging. I asked her what if it was a really hard one, and she said she could handle it. I sure hope so, and we will see this week just how much she can take.

I wrote her this story to let her know what is to come.

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You bring me the flogger with a smile on your face.

"I know you need to hurt me. Please flog my ass. I need it too.Make me cry for your pleasure.", you say as you hand it to me.

I smile at you as I take the flogger from you.

"In the room slut, and strip for me. Get the leather cuffs for me. I am going to bind your hands in front of you while I whip your ass red.", I tell you.

You hurry into the room and you are mostly naked by the time I get there. I instruct you to climb up on the bed and I cuff your hands together in front of you and put pillows under your hips and belly to raise your ass up so I have a nice target to strike.

"Do you need this, My slut?", I ask you.

"Yes I do, Mr Big Cock. Please flog me hard.", you reply.

I smile at your need and hunger. I reach between your legs and feel you already getting wet at the thought of feeling my pain. You are learning to be a good pain slut. Just what I want from you.

I step back a bit and give you a medium strength lash to begin warming you up. After ten such lashes, it is time for the hard flogging.

"Are you ready slut?", I ask while checking your cunt. You are very wet now. The anticipation is making you a gooey mess."I guess you are ready as I can feel"

You bury your face in the bed, but I can hear a muffled, "Yes I am."

The first lash makes you gasp and yelp a little as it lands on your right cheek. The next lands on the left cheek having the same effect. You squeal, but you hold your ass up so I have a good target. You are loving this as much as I am. You have a hard time admitting your love of pain, but we both know you do.

I continue to whip your ass, putting all my strength into each blow, causing the impact to ripple through your ass and reverberate through your whole body. Tremors of pleasure of pain course through you as I beat your beautiful ass.

I stop and check your cunt to find it quite soaked. I slide a couple fingers inside you and stroke your clit with my thumb as I slowly fuck you with my hand. You push your ass back to accept each stroke of my fingers. You moan in pleasure as you feel like you are about to cum.

I stop and pull my fingers out of you, causing you to whimper in disappointment. After licking your sweet juices from my fingers, I tell you, "Not yet, My slut. You don't get to cum that quickly. You will, but not until you beg me for it."

I step back and resume the flogging. Making your flesh jump at each impact, making you gasp as each blow lashes across your rapidly reddening skin. I am going to make you cry now. I will whip you until you give me the tears I need. You will take my pain like a good slut and give me what my hunger demands. I go from cheek to cheek, sometimes concentrating on one cheek for a few lashes before switching to the other to keep you guessing where the blow will land.

"Breathe and let go for me slut. Let go of all your pain, and give it to me.", I tell you as I momentarily stop and stroke your hot flesh."Let the tears flow and release all your pain."

I resume the flogging and I see you begin to sob. The tears slowly start from the corners of your eyes as the flogger bites into your glowing ass. Soon you are sobbing deeply, your body wracked with the sobs as I continue beating your ass.

"That's My good slut. Give me your tears. Cry for me.", I tell you with pride and love in my heart. You have finally let go. You are on the road to becoming the pain slut I want you to be. Even as you cry, you keep your ass up for me. Needing to take my pain to show both me and yourself that you can take it, and that you need it.

I gradually begin to slow down and whip you a little lighter with each lash. Time to warm you down. The lashes become easier and more spread apart as the flogging winds down. You have done a great job My slut. You took my pain like I needed you to.

I stop and slowly run my hands over your glowing red ass. The heat radiating from your flesh is amazing. I kiss and lick over the tortured flesh, tasting your pain, and it is so sweet. I help you roll over and take you in my arms, kissing your tears away and wiping your hair away from your face. It is stuck there from the sweat and tears. Your tears taste wonderful to me.

Moving the pillows, I lay you back on the bed and grab your vibe and my dildo. I push the dildo against the entrance of your soaked cunt and it slides easily all the way inside you. You are so wet, your thighs are slick with your juices. My pain has turned you on like I knew it would. Your such a dirty little pain slut. My pain slut.

I turn on the vibe and press it to your clit. Your body jumps as if I had touched it with an electric current. Your back arches and a moan escapes your lips.

"May I cum?", you ask almost immediately.

I remove the vibe and say, "Not yet slut. I'm going to build your orgasm up until it explodes from you."

I press it back to your clit making you jump again. I watch your face to tell when you are getting close to cumming, than I pull the vibe away. All the while I continue to slowly fuck you with my other cock. Slow and steady to give you pleasure, but not enough to make you cum.

I want you to beg me to cum. To need it so bad you will give me everything to be allowed your release.

"May I please cum, Mr Big Cock?", you ask, your voice thick with lust and the strain of wanting to cum.

Once again I remove the vibe, eliciting a whimper of disappointment.

"You haven't convinced me yet that you really need it.", I tell you as I continue sliding the dildo deep into your hungry cunt. "Make me believe you really need it."

I again place the vibe against your now swollen clit. It is standing up hard like a little cock, craving my attention. Your back arches and your hips buck as you reach for your orgasm.

"Do you really need to cum for me, slut?", I ask you. "Tell me what you need."

"Please may I cum for you? Let me give you all my pleasure, Mr Big Cock.", you say. Barely able to speak from the hunger in your cunt.

I quicken the pace of the dildo in and out of your sopping cunt. Fucking your hard and fast with it. Your body begins to arch up and your head tilts back as the pleasure radiates from your cunt all through your body.

"Please...", you gasp, trying to hold back.

That is what I want to hear from you. That tone of begging in your voice. The undeniable hunger and need in your voice.

"Cum for me slut. Cum all over my cock like the dirty little slut you are. Give me all your pleasure.", I tell you. I watch as you let go and your orgasm tears through your body and soul. The pleasure explodes in your brain as your cunt spasms around the pounding cock inside you. I feel your cunt gripping the dildo as I keep fucking you fast and hard with it. your pussy is sloshing from the wetness running out of you. you cum all over the cock and my hands. My hands are soaked with your juices as are your thighs and the sheets.

"Keep cumming slut. I will tell you when to stop.", I tell you as I keep the vibe to your clit and the dildo fucking you. Orgasm after orgasm rips through your body, making you convulse and buck against the invaders in your cunt.

"No more please.", you gasp. "No more."

"One more, slut.", I tell you, and you give me what I want with one last hard spasm on the dildo.

I gradually slow the pace of the dildo gliding into your well used cunt. You are exhausted from your hard use, but there is a blissful smile spreading across your face. You have cried again as well. This time in pleasure instead of pain. Your tears track down your beautiful face. You are glowing with that look of a woman that has just been fucked hard.

You open your eyes and look at me with a smile.

"Please fuck me. I need you inside me now.", you say as you buck your hips upwards towards me.

"What does my slut need?", I ask you with a grin.

"Your cock.", you tell me.

"Who are you?", I ask.

"Your slut.", is your answer.

"My dirty pain slut?", I push.

"Yes.", you say with a bit of embarrassment on your face.

"Good girl.", I say, as I stand and begin to undress. My cock already steel hard from hurting you and making you cum so hard.

I move between your spread thighs and plunge deeply into your soaked cunt in one quick thrust. You gasp at the quickness of my invasion. My balls slap against your ass from how hard I enter you. I begin to slowly pump into you in long deep strokes. Pulling out until just the head is inside you before stroking back deep as I can go. I can feel my cock bumping against your cervix I am going so deep. I push your legs back towards your shoulders to go as deep as possible inside you.

Your pussy is wet and squishes with each stroke of my hard cock. You are so hot and wet inside as your cunt grips my cock. I reach down and begin to stroke your sensitive clit with my thumb. You shake your head no, but I won't be denied today.

"I want you to cum on my cock while I fill you with my hot cum.", I tell you as I continue to rub your swollen clit. I stands up hard again. Wanting my pleasure even though you deny you want it.

I see the look on your face when you are about to cum, and I speed up my thrusts. I want to cum with you.

"May I cum for you?", you ask one last time.

"Yes slut, cum all over my cock.", I tell you.

I feel your cunt grip my cock as you start to cum, and this triggers my orgasm. With a groan I pump the first load of cum into your hungry cunt. You moan as you feel my hot juices splash against the walls of your pussy. You cum even harder from feeling my orgasm filling you with my heat. We buck and moan against each other as we cum together. I continue fucking you as I feel my cum begin to leak out of your pussy. You are so wet that your cunt can't contain all the fluids being pumped into and out of it. Our combined juices made a gooey mess of both of us. My cock and balls are soaked, and your crotch is wet down part way down your thighs.

I push deep inside you and just stay there, enjoying the feeling of being engulfed by your hot cunt. Your pussy lips cradling my balls in their warm embrace. I kiss you deeply, my tongue probing deeply into your mouth. I want to be inside you in any way I can.

I kiss down your body as my cock slips out of your wet cunt. Kissing your gleaming tits and licking and sucking at your sensitive nipples. Still erect from your recent orgasm. I continue down your body and lick the insides of your thighs from knee to knee. Our mixed juices are sweet and salty. We are delicious together.

I climb back up to lay beside you as hold you against me. Kissing you again and sharing our essence. I kiss you neck and stroke your breasts as you come down from the intensity of today's experience.

"What a good slut you are.", I say as I smile down at you. "You took all my pain, and gave me pleasure in return. I'm so proud of My slut."

You smile up at me and lean your head against my chest as you sigh and purr like a kitten.

William

Some challenging days...

2011-07-31T00:25:00.000-07:00

The last few days have been quite challenging for me. I am in a particularly sadistic mood, and no outlet for those desires. I told My slut today that I wanted to spank her until she cried. She said she would prefer to be flogged, but not necessarily until she cried though. Some days are really rough when you are a Sadist.

We have been talking lately about the rough days I've been having and I told her I feel like we have hit a plateau. She asked me what is the next step I want to take, and I asked her if she had been reading my stories. Everything is in there laid out for her to see what I want to do.

I have no idea if this will bring any changes in her or our life, but she asked and I told her what I need. She says she understands, but she has understood for years and it didn't change anything. She said she is doing her best, and maybe she is, but I've been waiting for a very long time and my hunger is growing stronger and stronger each day. William needs to feed on some pain.

I hope everyone had a fun weekend.

William

A quick one...

2011-07-28T19:17:00.000-07:00

My slut liked this one...She hasn't done any of this stuff for me yet, but she said it was definitely doable.

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I send you a text from work. I want you to touch yourself for me. You will masturbate for 5 minutes without cumming, then send me a picture of your wet cunt. You have 10 minutes to send me the picture starting now I tell you as I check the clock. Nine minutes later I receive the photo. My cock swells immediately as I look at your tasty looking cunt, all wet and slippery with your juices.

I text you back and tell you what a good slut you are, and that you will get a good flogging when I get home for doing as you were told. The rest of the day drags by as I anticipate taking you when I get home. Finally I get home and you are waiting with a sheepish grin on your face. Embarrassed that you sent me pictures of you doing such a dirty thing.

I take you in my arms and kiss you and tell you how proud I am of My slut. "Now get in the room", I tell you.

You almost run to the room, unable to hide your excitement. I follow you there and tell you to undress for me. You quickly undress and grab the flogger for me. You hand it to me and climb up on the bed and raise your ass as an offering to me. Ready for my pain.

I immediately begin whipping your ass as you wriggle it back and forth slowly, enjoying the pleasure of my pain. I make your ass nice and red before checking your cunt to find it nice and wet like I love it. You moan at the contact of my fingers probing your tight hole. I rub your clit quickly and you push back towards my hand, craving my touch.

I pull my hand away and lay down on the bed.

"Climb on top of me, slut. We are going to try a little 69. I want to feel your wet, slutty mouth on my hard cock while I taste your juicy cunt.", I tell you. We have never tried this, but I want it bad. You hesitate a moment , then you climb on and lean down to engulf my throbbing cock. Your cock sucking skills are improving rapidly. I push my tongue into your soaked slit and lap up your juices. I flick my tongue over your swollen clit as you pump my cock in and out of your mouth. The distraction of eating you helps me hold off from cumming. You aren't having such an easy time though, your orgasm is rapidly approaching and your juices are streaming out of your pussy, soaking my face.

"May I please cum for you?", you suddenly beg. "Please Mr Big Cock?"

I ram two fingers into your hungry cunt and tell you to cum for me before concentrating my tongue on your clit. Your cunt clenches around my fingers as you begin to cum. Your cunt is pouring into my mouth as you moan and cum. I am lapping up your juices as fast as I can, wanting to devour all of you.

When your orgasm subsides you roll off of me breathing heavily. You look at me and move your hips a bit with a smile. Beckoning me to fuck you. I smile and say,"What do you want? I want to hear you ask.", I say.

"Please fuck me?", you say.

"You can do better than that. Ask me how a dirty little slut would ask.", I say with a smile.

"Please fuck your slut with that big, hard cock. I want to feel your hot cum shooting on my cunt.", You say with a wicked grin.

"Very good, My slut. Now that's what I'm talking about.", I tell you as I climbed between your legs.

I spread your legs wide and plunged into you in one quick thrust. You gasp as I quickly begin to pump in and out of you with long deep strokes. I grab your vibe and tell you to put it to your clit and make us cum together.

Your orgasm begins to build quickly, and I pump hard into you to cum with you. As your cunt begins to tighten with your impending orgasm I feel myself about to cum. I pull out and with a few strokes I shoot the first jet of cum on your hot clit. You start to cum upon the feeling of my hot cum hitting your clit. We both cum together, breathing deeply as I rub my cock all over your wet cunt. smearing our juices together making us both all sticky.

We both smile at such a fun time and go to clean up.

HNT #1

2011-07-27T21:37:00.000-07:00

My first Half-Nekkid Thursday. It will only be an occasional thing for me, but I thought it might be fun

Does anyone see this picture? I see it on my dashboard, but not on the blog. Someone let me know if the picture is visible. Thanks

William
http://osbasso.blogspot.com/2005/05/guidelines-for-half-nekkid-thursday.html

Bound...

2011-07-25T22:18:00.000-07:00

As you lay in bed on the computer, I walk in and close the door.

"Time to log off, My slut.", I tell you as I cross the room. You look at me to make sure I'm serious, and you see that I am. You turn back to the computer to shut everything down.

I walk over to the nightstand and remove something, but I don't let you see what it is. With my back to you I tell you to strip for me and stand at the foot of the bed. You hesitate a moment, but you do as I say.

Once you are naked, I hear you move to the foot of the bed and I stand and move behind you.

"Hands behind your back.", I say.

"I don't know if I can.", you whisper with trepidation in your voice.

"You can, My slut. All it takes is trust.", I assure you.

You slowly move your hands behind your back and you feel the rope begin to wrap around your wrists. You take a deep breath, and I tell you to just relax. I will take care of you.

I bind your forearms together then I grab a handful of your hair and bend your head back towards me and kiss the side of your neck. I gently take you by the throat, just holding you, as my other hand trails down to your tits. As I hold you there, your body pressed against mine, I begin to caress and pinch your hard nipples. I stroke them and pull on them, making them harder. I bite the side of your neck and nibble on your shoulders.

Your breathing is gradually speeding up as your body reacts to my touch. I reach into my pocket and remove the nipple clamps. I place them on your rock hard nipples eliciting a gasp from you as each one is placed and tightened.

I turn you towards the bed and tell you to place your chest on the foot of the bed and spread your legs. Helping you down I stand beside you and put an arm around your waist to stabilize your stance.

"You are going to get a spanking now. You have done nothing wrong. In fact you have been a pretty good slut lately. I just think it's time to take things to the next level. We have gotten to a plateau and it is time to step forward.", I explain so you have no confusion over why you are being spanked.

I begin slowly and lightly, spanking all over your tender ass. The flesh jiggles and jumps at each strike. I gradually increase the strength of the swats as your flesh takes on a redder hue. You begin to move your feet as the swats become harder.

"Hold still slut, you can take it. You will take it for me.", I say quietly.

Soon I am spanking you with hard swats, the flesh is bright red and I feel you begin to sob.

"Let go My slut. Give me your tears. Let go of all the past pain, and accept my loving pain.", I tell you. At my words the dam bursts and I can hear you cry in wracking sobs as the pain is exorcised from your body and soul.

"Empty yourself of the past and let me fill you with my love.", I tell you as I continue spanking. Soon I can tell that you are calming down as you are cleansed of your old pain. I stop and help you stand. Tears are wetting your cheeks and your eyes are red, but you have a smile on your face. I take your face in my hands and kiss away your tears, tasting your pain. I then kiss you hard on the mouth, tasting your lips and your love, pulling your body against mine.

"I love you slut. You are mine and you never have to be afraid of anything or anyone again.", I say as I stroke your hair and kiss your face.

I turn you around and remove the rope from your wrists, rubbing the tender flesh to make sure the blood is circulating good. I turn you back to face me and tell you to give me a hug. You wrap your arms tightly around me and give me the tightest hug you have ever given me.

"Who are you?", I ask.

You smile up at me, and looking me straight in the eye, you say,"Your slut."

"Always?", I ask.

"Always.", you reply as you hug me again.

"Since you have been such a good slut tonight, and wore my ropes like a good girl, you will get the flogger tonight.", I tell you. "You will also get the cane, because that is what I want, But you will get more of the flogger."

I lay you down on the bed with a pillow under your hips so your ass is slightly raised and pick up the flogger. Since you ass is already warmed up and red I start out right away with hard strokes. I whip your ass pretty good adding to the redness. You squirm and moan as you move your ass back and forth. I stop for a moment and put my fingers between your legs to find your cunt very wet.

"My slut loves the flogger, doesn't she?", I say with a smile.

"Yes I do.", Your voice quiet, but full of lust.

I grab the dildo and slide it into your moist pussy eliciting a low moan from you. I slowly start to fuck you with it as you raise your ass to receive my other cock. Your cunt squishes from the wetness within as I pound the dildo into you.

Leaving you full, I pick the flogger back up and continue whipping you. You raise your ass up to meet each lash, welcoming my pain. Taking it like the good slut you are. Knowing how much it pleases me. I give you a good hard whipping and you take it like a good little pain slut.

"Time for the cane, but you will only get ten strokes. They will be hard, and I want you to count them for me.", I tell you.

"Yes Mr Big Cock.", you respond with a smile.

I smile back and pick up the cane.

"Ready slut?", I ask.

"Yes.", you reply as you ready yourself for the first stroke.

The cane whips through the air before it strikes your red ass...

"One.", you hiss between clenched teeth as the cane leaves a line of fire across your ass.

Again the cane cuts through the air.

"Two.", You say as the next strike lands.

On you count as each lash lands on your tender, but warmed up flesh. The endorphins are rushing through your body, and the pain is almost pleasurable. Your pussy keeps getting wetter and wetter with each stroke. You reach back and begin to stroke your swollen clit as you take my pain. The pain is melting into pleasure as you rub yourself.

"Don't you cum slut. Not time yet.", I tell you as I see what your fingers are doing.

You slow, but don't stop what you were doing to your clit.

When you have received your ten strokes, I stop and admire the work I have done. Your sweet ass is covered with welts and I kiss and run my tongue along each one as you moan and continue to rub your juicy cunt.

I have you roll over and say, "If you are going to do that, I am going to watch. Lay back and give me a good show. Use your fingers on that tasty clit of yours and fuck yourself with the dildo while you do it.", I tell you.

You lean back against the headboard and spread your legs. You slowly rub your clit as you move the dildo in and out of your soaked cunt.

"Who does that cunt belong to?", I ask you.

"It is yours, Mr Big Cock.", you say. Your eyes getting that glassy look.

"And your tits, ass and mouth?", I ask.

"All yours.", you reply.

"To do whatever I want with that body?", I ask again.

"Anything.", you say, your voice a hoarse whisper by now.

Your orgasm is getting close and your hands are moving faster in response to your bodies hunger for pleasure.

"May I cum for you?", you ask in a whisper.

"How do you ask?", I question.

"May I please cum for you, Mr Big Cock?", you ask with a sound of desperation in your voice. "Please?"

Your brow is furrowed as you struggle to hold back your impending orgasm.

"Cum for me, slut. Cum all over that hard cock for me. Ride it and rub that clit for me.", I tell you.

Your body arches as the orgasm rips through your body. You lean back as your cunt begins to spasm and grip the dildo gliding in and out of you. As you continue cumming you can feel every ridge on the dildo as your pussy squeezes tightly around it, not wanting to let go of the pleasure it is bringing you.

I smile at you as you begin to calm down. Your body shaking and tears of pleasure running down your face.

"Good little slut. I'm very proud of you for giving me such a sexy show.", I tell you. "Now cum suck my cock like the good slut you are."

I remove my pants and my hard cock springs out, anticipating the wet warmth of your lips. I lean back on the bed as you crawl up between my legs. You take my cock in your hand and, bending forward, you slowly take my cock into your mouth. Sucking it in like the popsicles you love so much. Sucking as your lips glide down as far as you can go, and back up until my cock comes out of your mouth with a popping sound. You look me in the eyes as you wrap your lips around my throbbing member. You can feel my pulse through my hard cock. You swirl your tongue around the tip as my cock rest in your mouth as you pump it with your fist.

You begin a rhythm of stroking my cock with your hand as you bob your head up and down on my hardness. Looking at my face, looking for signs that I am getting close.

"Mmmm, that's so good, My slut. You suck my cock so good. Your mouth feels wonderful on me.", I tell you in a whisper. "Keep sucking me, and I'll tell you when I'm about to cum. Don't stop sucking until I tell you."

You nod your head, not stopping the motion of your mouth and hand as you give me head.

My breath is getting deeper and quicker as I can feel my balls tightening, my orgasm threatening to overflow. I can feel the cum about to erupt from my cock and I nod to you, no longer able to speak.

You pull my cock from your mouth as you continue to stroke my hardness and rub it across your lips. My cum erupts from my cock and streams across your lips and drips down your cheek and off your chin. You continue to stroke and rub me all over your face until it face is coated in my juice. My orgasm is so intense that my body tenses up with each spasm.

As my orgasm subsides, you smile at me with your cum covered mouth. I've never seen you look so beautiful, and I grab you and pull you to me and give you a big kiss. Our faces are both covered in my juices, but I don't care. You have made me so happy tonight, and so proud to have such a good slut.

This is just the early steps of the road we are taking, but it is a good start.

We take a shower together, gently washing each others bodies, before drying off and crawling under the blankets for a well deserved rest. You snuggle to my chest, and as I stroke your hair we both close our eyes and drift off into contented sleep.

William

Back to work...

2011-07-24T21:54:00.000-07:00

Well the vacation is over, and it's back to work tomorrow....Already????
I actually had a pretty good vacation considering I was pretty much broke. did a lot of things with the family, and actually had a fair amount of sex with the slut.

I'm going to start pushing more on the domination once her period is over. Just subtle things like having her masturbate for me, holding her by the throat more. We discussed that the other night, and she told me that she tried really hard to let go and let me do it. After I gave her a break when she got emotional, she was able to let me cum while holding her throat.

I think if I just start dominating her without saying anything about it before hand, she won't get stressed about it and just go with what is happening.

I hope everyone had a good week, and a better one to come.

Thank you to all the people who commented on my new blog.

William

A new blog...

2011-07-24T00:18:00.000-07:00

I've created a new blog where I will post the stories from the darkest reccesses of my mind. These aren't for the meek or faint of heart. They will be scary, but I hope some of my readers will enjoy them. I hope none of you are frightened away by them though. The address is: http://www.thedarknessinwilliamsmind.blogspot.com/

William

The request...

2011-07-22T02:06:00.000-07:00

You come to me with your hands behind your back and a sheepish grin on your face. I smile and ask you what you have. You bring your hands in front of you and I see you have the flogger.

"Do you need to be flogged my little slut?", I ask you smiling.

You look down demurely and say," Yes, I do."

"What do you say then?", I ask.

You struggle to look at me, but you do and say,"Will you please give me a flogging?"

"Of course, My sexy slut. I would love to flog that sweet ass.", I say with a smile as I take it from your hands and head to the bedroom. As I get there I turn and tell you to undress for me and bend over and show me your ass. You shyly disrobe and place your elbows on the foot of the bed with your face down into the blanket. You are too shy to look at me after asking me to hurt you.

I stand behind you and ready myself to give you what you so desperately need and want. I start to flog you easy at first, but soon start to give you a really good whipping. I reach between your legs and feel your wetness already there. You were probably already wet when you brought me the flogger. I stroke your cunt and rub your clit, causing you to squirm and wiggle your ass in pleasure.

I once again flog your ass as it begins to turn a nice shade of red for me. You squirm and moan as the pain turns to pleasure. I can see the juices from your cunt begin to leak down the inside of your thighs. I stop and insert a couple fingers into your sopping cunt, causing you to moan and push yourself back onto my hand, humping my fingers. Trying to get enough stimulation to cum.

"Not yet, My slut. You don't get to cum that quick.", I say as I remove my fingers from your wetness. You sigh at the empty feeling in your pussy, but it is soon replaced with the heat of the flogger striking your ass once again. I give you a hard flogging, making your ass jiggle from each blow. Making it glow quite beautifully until you ask me to stop.

"Please fuck me.", you ask, your voice thick with lust."I want your cock inside me."

"No My slut.", I tell you,"You are going to fuck me."

I undress slowly, making you wait in anticipation. Once I am naked, I sit on the edge of the bed and tell you to turn around and come sit on my cock facing away from me.

You straddle my legs and slowly lower your wet cunt down over my hard cock. You can feel my thickness spreading your pussy open and ripples of pleasure run through your body as you sit completely down on my hard rod. I am buried fully inside you as you sit on my lap. I reach around you and take both your breasts in my hands and begin to pinch and roll your hard nipples between my fingers.

"Ride me like the good little slut you are. Take my cock deep.", I tell you as you slowly rise up off my cock before slowly impaling yourself once again. I grab your hips and help you ride up an down on my slick shaft. Fucking yourself with my slippery cock. I alternate between playing with your tits and torturing your nipples, and grabbing your hips and slapping your cute ass.

You begin to bounce up and down hard on my swollen cock. Your juices running down over me, making my cock and balls slick with your sweet nectar.

"May I cum for you?", you ask as you continue to ride me, a quiver in your voice telling me you are on the verge.

"Cum all over my cock.", I tell you,"Cover me with your cum. Give it too me slut"

You moan, and I feel your cunt grip my hard cock as you start cumming on me. Your cunt spasms as you keep riding my cock, gasping and crying with the intensity of your orgasm.

Once you've had enough and you begin to slow, I grab your hips and turn you around to bend over the bed. I push deep into your cunt. It's now my turn to cum.

I slowly pull out until just the head remains inside your pussy, then push all the way inside as deep as I can go. You sigh with the sensation. I begin to make long slow strokes, going as deep as I can each time. I want this to build slowly. I keep going slow and steady, feeling the pressure building in my balls. I can feel my cock getting harder and I know it won't be long before I give you my hot load.

As my cum erupts from my body, I pull you back hard on my cock and fill you with my hot cream. I continue to give you long deep strokes as I empty my balls into your cunt. I feel your cunt grip my cock as a small orgasm ripples through you.

Pulling out, I turn you around to sit on the bed."Suck my cock like my good little slut.", I say, offering you my glistening shaft. You take my cock, covered in our mixed juices, into your mouth and slowly suck me as you stroke the slick shaft in rhythm with your sucking. It feels heavenly as I slowly soften in your grip as you clean my cock with your lips.

Once I am limp, I pull out of your mouth and bend to give you a deep kiss, tasting our nectar on your lips. What a wonderful mixture we make. Sweet and tangy on our lips.

I kiss you and tell you what a wonderful slut you are, and how proud I am of you for asking for the flogging you needed.

William

Two days in a row...

2011-07-22T00:54:00.000-07:00

I got lucky two days in a row. It's been a really long time since that happened. We spent most of the day at the in-laws seeing some of her family from out of town. Good people. I told her she was getting double cock tonight, and I made good on that promise. She got the dildo and then my hard cock after her flogging.

I had to smile this afternoon. She asked if we could skip the cane tonight. She said, and I quote,"Can we just skip the cane and just fuck? Can we skip the flogging, no wait we can't.Can we just fuck though?"

I just started laughing. I said you don't want to skip the flogging, and she smiled sheepishly and said she didn't. She is becoming such a little pain slut.

I told her if she wanted to skip the cane, she was going to have to take a harder flogging. She said OK, so I let her off the hook with the cane. She got a hard flogging right off the bat, no easy warm-up. She didn't take a real long flogging, but it was a good one. Her tolerance is down right now. We think her period is about to start. She's only about a month late. She better not be pregnant. I got snipped about 5 years ago, and being we're both 45, another kid would not be a good thing. (Fingers crossed)

After her flogging I grabbed the vibe and dildo. It didn't take long for her to ask me to cum, so I started fucking her really fast with the dildo as she came really hard. It was the second in as many days.

Once she had enough, I climbed between her legs and slipped right into her very wet cunt. I had a few drinks today while visiting, so I was ready to fuck for a long time. I can go a really long time after I've had a few.

As I was fucking her I took her by the throat and told her to just relax and trust me. I held her that way as I slowly slid in and out of her. It got too intense for her after a bit and she asked me to remove my hand from her throat as she began to cry. I think it was just some residual fear and emotions left from her previous life. I removed my hand and just told her that I will never harm her, and that she was the most important thing in my life and that I loved her more than I could say.

She soon calmed down and was OK again. I never stopped fucking her, and she eventually started to get sore and asked if I was ready to cum. I told her OK, but that I was going to put my hand back on her throat until I came. She said she was alright with that. I placed my hand there, just holding without squeezing as I slowly built up speed. She asked me if we could cum together, so I grabbed her vibe and put it to her clit as I got close.

When I was about to cum I pulled out and began to stroke my cock by her cunt, rubbing the head against her clit as I felt my orgasm near.

As she began to cum, I let go and started shooting my load all over her cunt. She loves the feeling of my hot cum on her and it always makes her cum even harder. Once we were both done cumming, she said my cum was running down her ass onto the bed, so I reached down and smeared it up and all over her wet cunt. She laughed and said to stop, but I said no and smeared my cum all over her crotch and thighs. Hell, she was taking a shower anyway...Laughs!!!

Later I thanked her for such a good fuck and she smiled and patted herself on the back as she walked away. She thanked me for a good fuck too.

I told her last night that she was going to get flogged every night this week, and perhaps we would make it a nightly thing to keep my good slut happy. She smiled and said maybe not nightly, but regularly would be good.

What a slut...Grins!!!

I think I created a monster...I hope...

William

Finally...

2011-07-21T00:51:00.000-07:00

Me and My slut finally got to play tonihgt after over a week of nothing. I had the bad cold last week that took the wind out of my sails.

We were teasing each other all day. A little innuendo here and there. The best was when we were taking our son to baseball practice we were teasing each other, and I called her honey, and she told me she doesn't like that. I smiled and said ok, how about Ms, for My slut. She smiled and said much better. She no longer wants any other names of affection, just My slut, or just slut.

When we finally got alone time, she made good on her name. I gave her a massage to start. Earlier she asked if she could have a massage, and I said if I get a blowjob. Her answer was, Deal...

She asked me if we could skip the cane tonight and just do the flogger. I told her this time only, and she said OK. I started harder than I usually do and moved around her body whipping her from different angles. Trying to mix up the sensations. I made longer strokes and they seemed to give her a more thuddy effect that she likes. She asked me if my arm was getting tired, so I knew she was getting close to her limit. I told her I was going to give her ten more hard ones and she said OK.

I alternated between cheeks and gave her five hard ones on each side. At eight she said it was getting to be too much, I told her two more and finished with the last two hard ones. Her ass now had a nice little pink glow, and I stroked and kissed her telling her what a good slut she was. I asked her if she was ready to tell me what she felt like after the flogging, but she said she can't really describe it yet. She acknowledges it turns her on, but she can't really describe it. I think she just is too embarrassed to sound like a pain slut to really open up about it.

After her flogging she told me she would just suck me for a little bit. I laughed and said more, she said no. Of course we were both smiling the whole time. She went to work sucking me good right from the start and using her hand to stroke me as she sucks. I made sure to compliment her actions. The more I do, the better she sucks. She ran her wet mouth all over my cock, alternating between sucking and rubbing me against her lips. I kept telling her she was sucking me like a good slut. She is getting more relaxed about having my cock in her mouth, and it shows. I told her to be careful that I was getting close to cumming. When I said that, she sped up her stroking and rubbing her lips along the underside of my cock. She obviously wanted me to cum. She doesn't usually do that, I usually have to ask her to make me cum with her mouth.

I shot a big load all over her chin and lips, but most ended up on my stomach. It was a great intense orgasm. I had over a weeks worth built up.

After cleaning up, I got her vibe and dildo out, but I never got to use the dildo. Not because she didn't let me, but because her orgasm came so quickly that she barely had a chance to ask permission, much less give me a chance to grab the dildo. For the first time in weeks she cried for me when she came. I loved it. It turns me on when she cries. It was a very intense orgasm for her and she was wiped out afterward.

The funny thing was, she asked me why I didn't use the dildo. I know she wanted me too, but won't admit it. I told her tomorrow before I fuck her since we didn't fuck tonight. She asked me if it was OK she just blew me instead of letting me fuck her. I said yes since she sucked my cock so well. Tomorrow though, she is getting two cocks in her cunt, and a hard fucking. The cane will make a return appearance too.

She is truly becoming My slut, and I'm going to keep moving her in that direction. Soon she will only be addressed as My slut and treated as such, in private of course. Soon she will be begging for my cock, and asking for my pain. I will make her get the flogger out herself, and offer her ass to me to be flogged. That will take her down the road to deeper submission.

William

Taking you...

2011-07-17T17:58:00.001-07:00

My slut,

As you wash the dishes I sneak up behind you. Wrapping my arms around you, I put one hand on your throat and the other on your breast. I take your nipple between my fingers and pinch hard as I kiss the side of your neck. Moving my hand from your throat I reach between your legs to find your clit.

I begin to rub the soft cleft of your cunt. I can feel the heat already building inside you. I press my hard cock against your back as I work your swelling clit. I continue torturing the tender flesh of your nipples as they harden to my touch. You gasp in pain, but I can feel your pussy getting wetter through the material of your nightgown. Your nipples are straining against the material, just begging to be pinched.

I bite at your neck and shoulders as I alternate from nipple to nipple. You are beginning to squirm in my grip as your orgasm builds in your cunt.

"You want to cum for me, don't you slut?", I growl in your ear as you slump back against my body. Arching backwards and pushing out your chest. Offering your nipples to my pinching and twisting fingers.

"Yes.", you gasp."I want to cum for you."

"What do you say then?", I ask you as I continue to rub your wet clit. Your cunt is soaking your nightgown, your legs spread for me.

"May I please cum for you?", you whisper.

"You have to convince me that you really need it.", I tell you. "Beg me to cum, my slut."

"Please make me cum. Make me cum for you...Sir. I need it so bad.", You say with a note of desperation in your voice. I can hear the quiver in your voice as you struggle to hold back your orgasm. Not wanting to cum without permission and disappointing me.

Your breath is coming in gasps, and I can tell you won't be able to hold back much longer.

"Cum for me, My slut. Let it go, and give it to me. Give me your pleasure.", I growl in your ear as I hold your throat in one hand and mercilessly rub your swollen clit.

You cry out as your orgasm erupts through your tortured cunt. A gush of juices pour from you as you cum hard on my fingers. I keep rubbing as you cum over and over. I hold you tight to me to support you as you cum. Your knees weak from the intensity of the orgasm.

As your orgasm subsides, I push you forward."Grab the edge of the sink slut. I need to be in your wet cunt.", I tell you as I lift up your nightgown.

You rest your arms on the edge of the counter as I rip your panties down. Releasing my hard cock, I bend my knees and quickly push into your sopping cunt. You are so wet there is a squishing sound as I begin to fuck you. I grab your hips and start pounding your cunt hard. You have to hold onto the counter to keep from falling. I am fucking you in long hard strokes. Driving my cock as deep as it will go on every stroke. Giving you all my cock.

My orgasm is fast approaching as I pound your tight cunt. Your pussy is twitching around my hard cock, grabbing at it and trying to milk the cum from my balls. I feel my orgasm about to erupt.

I pull out as I begin to cum. The first hot jet of cum streams across your ass. I stroke my cock as each spurt gushes over your smooth cheeks. I rub my wet cock across your ass as my orgasm finishes.

As a surprise I push my cock back into your hungry cunt and fuck you as hard as I can until my cock softens and slips from your wet hole. I rub my cock all over your ass, smearing my cum everywhere. Your ass is shiny with my juices as we both breath heavily from the passion and exertion.

Having you bent over like this is too much of a temptation for me, and I give you ten quick hard swats across your wet cheeks. You yelp in surprise, but stay in place as I leave bright red handprints on both cheeks.

Once done, I help you stand and letting your nightgown fall, I take you in my arms.

"That's my good slut. you took that very well. I'm so proud of you.", I tell you as I hug you tightly. I look you in the eye and you can see the love and passion there.

"That was just a warm up, My slut. Wait until tonight for the real fun.", I tell you with a big smile on my face. I give you a big kiss and a swat on the ass as I walk away.

"You can finish the dishes now.", I say as I walk to the bathroom to shower.

You laugh as you turn to finish, loving the feeling of your juices between your legs. Knowing that you are going to really get used tonight. Just like a good slut needs.

William

Still here...

2011-07-17T14:35:00.000-07:00

I've been fighting off a cold for the last week. I have no idea where this one came from. No one around me is sick, so it really pisses me off. Not much has been going on due to that. I am on vacation this week so I should be having more posts this week.

I will be posting more stories this week as well. The creative juices were dry while I was sick. The brain was just too fuzzy.

Hang in there folks, the wait will be worth it.

Giving her pain...

2011-07-10T00:15:00.000-07:00

She is getting a little better about taking pain, but some days are better than others. I recently made a lighter and more stingy cane from an old fishing pole. It is the end piece that I removed the loops and tip from. I have to hit her with it pretty hard to make it hurt, but in doing so , it is hard to control the aim. I caught her hip today when it wrapped over her ass a bit. That spot stayed tender for quite awhile. I think I am going to go back to the thicker cane. I switched to the flogger after that happened. The funny thing is she asked me to switch to it, and I already had it in my hand.
When I was done flogging her, she was quite wet. She still doesn't like to talk about it, and won't tell me what she loves about it. She said that sometimes it pisses her off to be caned, and other times she just takes it. I commented that either way, she still gets wet. She acknowledged that it was the truth, but wouldn't elaborate on it. Too embarrassed still.
The problem today though was that she refused to do two things I wanted. Not even big things. I wanted to use the dildo on her while I used the vibe, and I wanted her to suck me a bit before I fucked her. Neither one would she do. It really pissed me off, but I let it go for now. There will be some sort of reckoning soon though.
That's it for now. I really need to work on the submission side of our relationship.

William

Surrender...

2011-07-09T02:31:00.000-07:00

You walk in the room and find me waiting for you. You can tell by my face that tonight will be different. There is an intensity about me that you haven't seen before. A fire in my eyes.

I move quickly to stand in front of you, staring deeply into your eyes. I take you by the throat and pull you roughly to me, kissing you hard as if I wanted to devour you. I suck and bite at your lips, taking your breath away.

I reach down and rip open your shirt, tearing it from your shoulders. You have a look of shock on your face from my actions. You never expected this. I discard your torn shirt and quickly remove your bra. Your breasts are now exposed to me, vulnerable to my hands, vulnerable to whatever I desire. I grab them roughly in my hands and bring them to my face. I suck one nipple into my mouth and suck it until it stiffens against my tongue. I swirl my tongue around the tip then bite into the tender flesh. You gasp in pain, but I do not relent. As I bite one nipple, I am pinching the other, causing you to squirm in my grasp.

I release your nipple from my teeth but sink them into the flesh of your breast. Biting hard, letting you feel my fangs dig into you. I love to mark My slut. I want you to carry this mark for awhile and remember what transpired this night. I bite into your other breast to make you symmetrical. I wouldn't want My slut to look uneven.

I release your breasts and quickly strip you the rest of the way. I fling your clothes into the corner of the room and push you down on the bed. I quickly climb between your legs and bury my tongue in your cunt. You are already quite wet I see, and taste. You are turned on by being taken roughly. You are indeed My little slut. I lick all around your swollen cunt, nibbling at the lips and flicking my tongue across your hardening clit. You try to push me away because the sensations are getting too intense, but I tell you to put your arms at your sides and leave them there like a good girl. You look at me, but you do it.

I grip your hips and attack your clit with a vengeance. I can feel your body tensing as you get close to cumming.

"May I cum?", you gasp.

"Not yet slut.", I tell you but I keep licking your sopping cunt, driving you on towards your impending orgasm.

I see you struggling not to cum, but you won't be able to hold out much longer.

"Please can I cum?", you plead, a note of desperation in your voice.

"What do you say, My slut?", I ask you with a grin.

"Please may I cum...Sir?", you whisper. Your voice hoarse with passion and need.

"Cum My slut. Give it to me. Give me your pleasure.", I tell you, and your body explodes as I again attack your cunt with my tongue. I lick all over your pussy, running my tongue over the lips and flicking and sucking at your clit. You cum over and over, moaning and gasping with each new sensation. The sheet balled up in your fists as you grip it tightly. Riding out your orgasm as it pulses through your body.

You gasp for me to stop, but I continue until you cum one more time for me. I stop licking you and let you regain your senses as I kiss the insides of your thighs. Your breathing slowly returns to normal as the spasms in your cunt subside.

"Time for you to return the favor my beautiful one.", I say as I undress and lay back on the bed."Suck my cock like the good slut that you are.", I tell you with a smile. You are getting so good at sucking cock, and I just love to give you an opportunity to practice your developing skills.

You crawl between my legs an slowly take me in your wet mouth. You can taste the slightly salty tang of the pre-cum leaking from the tip of my cock. You aren't fond of the taste, but you are trying hard to please me. Taking these little steps to make me happy and proud. You feel me growing in your mouth as you swirl your tongue around the head of my hardening cock. you begin to slowly pump my cock with your fist in rhythm with your mouth sliding up and down over me. Your head bobbing up and down on my throbbing member. I stroke your hair and neck with the pleasure your mouth is giving me. I moan from the pleasure of your mouth.

"Mmmm, you are becoming such a good little cock sucker, My slut. That feels so good. you are getting better each time.", I groan as you suck me and stroke my cock with your hand. I can feel my orgasm begin to build in my balls. I try to relax and hold back, letting it build as long as I can.

"I'm going to cum very soon.", I tell you while stroking your hair. You remove me from your mouth and begin to stroke me faster as you rub my cock across your wet lips.

I can hold out no longer and my cum erupts across your lips and cheek. You keep stroking as my body tenses and I groan out my orgasm. I pump cum over your cheeks and chin as you milk my shaft, pulling every last ounce of juice from me. You smile at me, knowing you have given me such intense pleasure. You look so lovely wearing my seed on your face. I pull you up and give you a kiss on your wet lips. Such a salty kiss.

I hand you a towel to wipe your face with a grin. you smile back and clean the cum from your face.

Once you are clean, I take the towel and tell you to roll over and put that ass up in the air for me. You do like my good girl and I give you a few swats on the ass. You playfully wiggle your ass as you smile back at me. I reach between you legs and stroke your still soaked cunt causing you to moan. I get the dildo and slide it slowly into your wetness, fucking you slowly in and out. You move back to accept each stroke of my other cock, fucking it for me. Showing me how a good slut takes cock.

I stop fucking you with the dildo, but leave it buried inside of you as I reach for the vibrator. I hand the vibe to you, and tell you, "Hold this on your clit for me while I use the cane. I want you to feel pleasure and pain together. I want you to feel my pain as pleasure."

You take the vibe and put it to your clit as I begin to cane your upraised ass. The round globes jiggle as each lash lands on your ass. Red stripes begin to appear across your ass as I continue to cane you. The pain is barely noticed from the feelings of pleasure coursing through your cunt as you play the vibe over your clit and your cunt grips the dildo still invading you. I whip you harder and harder, beginning to raise thin welts on your ass, but you don't even feel it. Lost in the throbbing of your cunt. Your ass is becoming a beautiful lattice of stripes from my cane. I can see and feel them rising on your flesh. I stop and run my tongue along them, soothing the tortured flesh.

I then turn to your favorite implement and begin to give you a good flogging. I whip each cheek in turn. Side to side turning the whole of your ass a nice red hue. Your hips are moving slowly as you ride the vibrator on your clit. The pain is just enough to keep you from cumming quite yet. You can feel it building in you as your cunt continues to spasm around the silicone cock inside you.

"Do you need to cum for me, slut?", I ask. You mumble in the affirmative as I keep whipping your ass."What do you say then?", I ask teasingly.

"Can I cum for you?", you whisper, nearly lost in bliss.

"You can do better than that, slut.", I tease.

"Please Sir, may I cum for you?", You say a little louder, the sound of your desire thick in your throat.

I flog you harder and grab a hold of the dildo and start fucking you with it hard. Pounding it in and out of your cunt. You are so wet your pussy is making a squelching sound with each stroke.

"Please...", you beg, trying not to cum.

I start to really flog your ass as hard as I can and growl, "Cum for me, slut! Cum hard all over this cock. Take my pain. Feel it and need it."

You scream as you begin to cum. You have never felt such intense sensations. The burning feeling of your ass and the burning passion in your cunt create a fire in your gut that explodes throughout your body. Juices run down your thighs as wave after wave of pleasure roll through your body.

Before you stop cumming, I pull the dildo out and replace it with my steel hard cock. I grab your hips and give you long deep strokes as you continue cumming all over my hard cock. I can feel the heat radiating from your red ass cheeks. I give you a couple swats with my hand as you begin to come down from the pinnacle of passion. Your juices are splashing over my legs from your overflowing cunt.

I pull out and quickly flip you over, pushing your legs up and spreading you wide. I plunge my hardness back into you. All the way in to the hilt in one thrust. You gasp at the assault on your tender and well used cunt. You have cum too many times for you to count and your brain is overloading on the sensations you have experienced this evening. I begin long slow strokes, going deep inside you, as deep as you can take me. You feel my cock bumping against your cervix I am so deep in you.

"Hold your legs for me, slut.", I tell you and you take a leg in each hand so I have my hands free to do as I wish.

I grab a tit in each hand as I start fucking your soaked cunt as fast as I can. You get that intense look on your face and bite your lip like you do when you are about to cum.

"Cum on my cock.", I tell you as we lock eyes. I grab a hard nipple in each hand and pinch hard as the first jet of cum erupts from my cock. I feel your cunt grip my cock as you cum with me. I shoot my hot load into your hungry cunt as I twist and pinch your big nipples. Giving you pain with your pleasure. You can't have one without the other any more.

As our orgasms subside, I release your tortured tits and give each sore nubbin of flesh a kiss and a lick. Sucking them gently to make them feel better. I have you release your legs and wrap them around my waist as we come down. Laying there entwined in our passion. Wrapped up in desire. We are both soaked in sweat and love juices. Both of our cum smears our bodies.

I give you a passionate kiss before I pull out, then I kiss down your body. Kissing your breasts and belly, then on to your poor abused pussy. I kiss it softly, tasting the mixture of our juices that are leaking from it. I kiss the inside of your thighs before moving back up your body. I again kiss you passionately on the lips, letting you taste our nectar from my mouth. Sharing our essence.

We both curl up as I pull the blanket around us. Your head resting on my chest as your eyes grow heavy. I hold you close as I feel your heart beating against me. The heart filled with love as mine is.

You are My slut, and mine alone. My love, my life, my wife. Open yourself to me. Give me everything with no fear and no reservations.

Surrender your heart, body, and soul to me, and I will care for it forever.

A new toy...

2011-07-06T21:59:00.000-07:00

I made a new toy. I took an old fishing pole end and removed the loops and tip to make another cane. It is thin and light, but very flexible. I used it on My slut tonight and it worked pretty good. I had to strike her harder for her to really feel it, but she felt it. In fact it made some nice stripes across her ass. I wasn't able to really get her hard enough to make the marks stay for longer than about 30 minutes, but it was a lot of fun.

I gave her a good flogging as well and it had the usual effect on her. She got nice and wet, although she still doesn't want to admit it...laughs!!!

I had her ride me like a good slut and gave her a good load up her cunt. Quite a fun night.

A little fun...

2011-07-04T18:43:00.000-07:00

The latest story for My slut.

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We start by relaxing in the backyard, just enjoying the sun. It is a warm day and the heat feels nice. I feel a heat building between my legs. I want you now. I have you sit on the ground in front of my chair as I release my already stiffening cock.

"Suck me, My slut. Make me cum real good and I will have a treat for you.", I tell you with a grin. You smile and bend to your work. You bury your face in my crotch and slowly take me into your wet mouth. You are getting so good at sucking me. You stroke my cock in rhythm with your mouth going up and down on my hardness. The warmth of the sun and the heat of your mouth feels so good on my cock.

My cock is getting even harder and thicker as I near my orgasm. You sense that I am about to cum and lifting your head up, you jerk my cock towards your tits which I have exposed during your cock sucking demonstration. I reach down and pinch your hard nipples as I feel the cum begin to boil from my balls. I shoot my first hot jet of cum across both tits and it runs down into your cleavage. You keep jerking me and rubbing the head of my cock across your chest, smearing my cum all over your ample tits. Covering them in my juices.

Once I am done, I stand up and help you to your feet,"Your turn, My good little cock sucking slut.", and I pull your pants down and sit you in the chair. I climb between your legs and run my tongue up the length of your wet slit. Your cunt is already wet. You nervously look around to make sure no one can see us here, but there is no one around.

I flick my tongue lightly over your swollen clit, making you gasp and jump a little. I then run my tongue up and down the length of your wet cunt. I fuck you with my tongue and bite the swollen lips of your pussy. You taste delicious and your hips are moving with desire. I know you want and need to cum, but I am waiting for you to ask.

"May I please cum?", you whisper.

I smile and tell you that you have to show me you really need to.

"Please, I really need to cum. Please let me cum for you.", you say with such an intent look on your face.

"Cum for me, My slut. Cum all over my tongue.", I tell you and my words trigger your orgasm. I feel and taste a gush of juices from your hot pussy as you squirm and arch into your orgasm. I can see you trying hard to be quiet, but I am making it hard for you to remain silent as I suck and nibble on your hard little clit. Tears begin to fall from your eyes as you hit the peak of your pleasure. Your legs shaking as I hold you tight so you can't pull away from my licking.

I finally stop and let you calm down from the intensity of your orgasm. Helping you to your feet and pulling your pants up, I take you by the hand and lead you into the bedroom.

"Now that the appetizer is done, let's go have some real fun.", I say as I undress you on the way to the bed.

I strip you naked and push you down on the bed. I climb on top of you and kiss you deeply.

"Aren't you going to wipe your cum off of my chest?", you ask. "Nope, I want you to wear my seed for awhile.", I say with a grin. "You look beautiful with my cum all over your tits"

I take the cuffs and strap your wrists to the head board. You look over and see that the candles have been lit and have a nice amount of hot wax built up. I follow your gaze to the candles and looking back at you, I smile and nod my head. You are getting the wax tonight. It has been far too long since I used the wax on you and I have missed it a lot.

I take a short rope and bind your breasts in a figure eight wrap to make your ample tits stand up for me. I want those wonderful big nipples pointing up for me to coat with the wax. Once they are tied tightly and I pinch your nipples to make sure the are fully erect, I grad the first candle.

I start with the red one. I slowly let the wax drip one drop at a time onto your hard nipple. You gasp from the initial heat as I rain little drops all over your tender tits. Once I have a nice pattern of droplets I switch to the green candle. I repeat the pattern as before and drip small drops all over both of your tits. I continue with all the different colors until your breasts are a colorful pallet of pain.

Each candle still has about half of its load of wax. Now that you are warmed up and re-aquainted with the wax, it is time to finish. I pick up the first candle and in quick succession I pour each candles remaining hot wax onto your tits. You arch your back and gasp as your breasts are completely covered in the hot wax.

"Good girl, My slut. You took that like the slut I know you are.", I tell you and give you a deep kiss as I stroke your soaked cunt.

I grab your vibrator and just before I place it on your clit, I quickly slide two fingers inside you. I quickly begin to fuck you hard and fast with my hand as I press the vibe to your clit. You rush towards your orgasm, but just before you get there I stop. You whimper as I remove my fingers and the vibe, a puzzled look on your face.

I grab two more ropes and tying them around your thighs, I bind them to your arms, leaving you spread open to me. Your sweet cunt exposed for my pleasure. I kneel between your spread thighs and slowly slide my hard cock into your waiting cunt. You are so wet, My slut. Even when you profess to not like something, your wet cunt always gives you away.

As I begin to slowly fuck you, I take the vibe and press it once again to your clit. With your legs up and open like this, I can press my cock deep into you. My balls push against your swollen pussy lips on each stroke.

"Don't you cum without permission, My sexy slut.", I remind you, and you immediately ask me if you can cum. I smile and tell you not yet. I have already cum once, and I'm in no hurry to do so again. I want to fuck you a bit, and I remove the vibe without stopping fucking you.

I start to fuck you in the fast, short strokes you like and I see you bite your lip trying to hold back. I'm doing my best to push you over the edge as you fight not to fall over it. I slow down and let you regain your control. I alternate between short fast strokes and long slow strokes, driving you crazy. I know you are almost to the point of no return, I can see your nipples pushing up the melted wax. They are so hard they push the wax away from your tits, trying to break free.

"Please may I cum?", you ask desperately. With a smile I ask you what the magic word is.

"Please may I cum...Sir?", you say, though you struggle with the word.

Placing the vibe back on your clit, I tell you," Cum for me, My slut. Cum all over my hard cock. I want to feel your cunt spasm on me. Milk the cum out of me."

You start cumming and I can feel your pussy muscles rippling and gripping my cock as I continue fucking you as hard as I can. The vibe on your clit driving you higher and higher to a powerful orgasm. You begin to cry for me and that triggers my orgasm.

I pull out and fuck along the wet slit of your pussy, my cock rubbing over your clit as I slide along your wet opening. The cum erupts from my cock coating your clit in my warm wetness. I shoot all over your juicy cunt, adding my cum to yours. You cum again as you feel my hot juice engulf your swollen clit, soaking it with my love. We both are left gasping and panting for breath as our orgasms subside. I continue to smear my juices all over your cunt, rubbing it into you with the head of my cock.

My heart is pounding as I look down at you. You are such a pretty mess. Covered in multiple colors of wax and splashed with my cum all over your cunt. I have never seen you look so beautiful as now. The look of lust on your face as you wear my marks on your body.

"I love you, My slut.", I tell you as I lean down and kiss you deeply. Devouring your lips in hunger. Fucking your mouth with my tongue as you suck it like it is my cock. You are indeed My slut. Mine and mine alone. As you have always meant to be.

I untie your legs and remove your cuffs before I peel the wax from your tits. I then just lay down on top of you as you wrap your legs around mine. Our bodies entwined, my softening cock nestled in your gooey cunt. Our mixed fluids warm and wet between us. I cover your face and neck in kisses and nibbles. Taking you by the throat, I turn your head and bite the side if your neck. Leaving shallow teeth marks that will be gone by morning.

We lay there for awhile just basking in the close feelings we have developed since we reconnected last year. The more you give yourself to me, the closer I feel to you. Your submission to me inspires my love and devotion to you.

A slow day...

2011-07-04T00:21:00.000-07:00

Not much happened today. She did tell me this morning that she read my last story but didn't like the part where I told her how to eat. Huh? In the story I told her I wanted her to savor her meal, I wouldn't exactly call that telling her how to eat. If that's how she reacts to that, it may be a bad sign to when I really start directing her.

I told her that since I have pretty much opened my mind and soul to her with my stories, that I wanted her to tell me how they made her feel, and to hear about something in them that turned her on. She told me she gets a little wet when she reads them, and that she really likes the flogging scenes. It was nice to hear that they make her wet, but I knew she liked the flogging. I asked her what else, and she told me she would have to re-read them to tell me. I told her I wanted her to tell me something that she doesn't want to admit to liking. I have given all of me, and I want some of her in return.

I'll post about whatever it may be that makes her wet in my stories. She did say again that she thinks I write really good...That is always nice to hear.

William